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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, November 12, 2006


slpless nites.

i found out e reason y these few days i can only slp aft 1am.

1. results of class.
2. stress going express.
3. hv 2 take stupid subjects tat i dun need in my career dream.
4. not being able 2 take subjects tat require me 2 get into e course tat i wan in poly.
5. hatred of penguin 4 ruining my dreams.
6. 2person lied 2 me,they hvnt confessed or sae anything.but i noe they lied.
7. irritating mum,turning into a pain in e neck.
8. keep thinkin abt e past.
9. tryin 2 predict wad happens in 2007.
10. reflections.

why?
1: i dun really like my class.for once i really duno wad i'm gona do when skl starts n its not fair tat i got into e lousiest combi in express.when those hu made it 2 express got into better class den me.

2: i really got 2 work bloody hard,which is irritating.when e world is damn unfair.

3: i hv 2 take stupid art n phy/chem 4 no damn gd reason.which is a complete waste of bloody time.

4: i need chem/bio 2 take e course tat i wan in poly n penguin mostly likey wont allow.which is 4 me e worse nightmare.cuz i got phobia of phy.

5: i hate penguin.4 destorying my dream.well cant really sae is dream.juz something i wld like 2 do in e future.she is really becoming a bitch.i once luv e skl but she had 2 spoil it.now i hate it so damn much.why on earth she got 2 base on e sec3s.wad on earth got into her bloody fucked up brain.i've nv seen such brainless person.oh wait she is penguin -.-" .still! even penguins in e North n South poles is much more smarter den her.even my mum hates her.IRRITATING PENGUIN!

6: ok u might b tinkin: "wad!?ppl lie 2 u also cannot slp?wth man." juz 2 inform u if u duno which is most likey.i'm a person hu treats friendships seriously n treasures them. i noe some ppl lie accidently, cuz i'm 1 of them. but at least i'll go 2 tat person n confess la. 4 me accident lies happen when i got short term memories. but 2 PERSON had 2 lie n its bloody obvious, them being a couple. how human man. n some more they can lie abt something related 2 my past.irritating pieces of shit. i forgive easily, but when it comes 2 friendship.its a hatred tat last a life time unless they confess tat they lie.(i use e word human cuz humans r naturally irritating,liars,asses,untrustable ppl n e most unpleasent spieces tat eva existed.tats y i hate being a human.i duno y but yea.)

7. gosh.in ending of oct my mum is bcomin more n more irritating la. i duno y but mayb bcuz she is aging or something. she has been askin my maid 2 cook so many different kind of food like we r hvin some kind of party or something.total nut case.also, she is becomin more n more hot-tempered n i tink she is startin 2 hv short-term memory.2dae she wants my maid 2 cook pasta,bobochacha n chicken curry.like wtf man.n she expects me 2 eat them.wah lao man.i duno wad i'll b by next yr.i tink i shld tok 2 her.shld i?i scare she slap me 4 being rude.oh yea 1 more thing, suddenly she is v slow in understanding.ok prolly not suddenly but when i talk 2 her abt some stuff i hv 2 repeat it 5x over n over again.n she'll ask qns in same meaning but juz rephrase her sentence.i cant stand humans like her.i mean like..u ask me over n over again example: " A n B?", " so its A n B.. ", " oh A n B ", " A n B? ", " so its A 1st or B? " imagine man.when she understands alrdy, she gif e stupid,irritating fierce look n sae, next time sae properly la. how irritating man!

8. i really duno wads wrong wid me. recently i keep thinkin of e past.so irritating.everytime it happens i'll juz stone..and stone..and stone..untill i think finish.oh no i tink i'm really thinking too much.help?any1?

9. like last yr, i tried 2 predict wad is gona happen in 2006. i cant only predict 1st half of e yr.which mean term 1 n term 2. they were quiet accurate.so yea.anyway its fun tryin 2 predict wads gona happen. when report bk was out tat time, i knew i was gona b in e lousiest espress class, n hu were my classmates even though e list wasnt out yet. n true enough it was real. mayb i shld stop predicting den mayb things wldnt happen e way i predicted it wld b.juz mayb.

10. reflections. aft some incident,i've been doin reflections everynite.juz lyin on my bed, closing my eyes n tink untill i juz fall asleep.tats prolly e biggest reason y i cant really slp.

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