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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Monday, November 27, 2006


went to god-papa's place.
had tuition.the 3 kittens outside e staircase were missing.
hai..wanted 2 play wid them.
my god-papa said tat kitty died bcuz got too many conflicts in my family.
she dont like it n want 2 leave n reborn 2 go into another family.
hai..is it my fault?
if i was not born wont life b easier 4 my family?
parents wont hv 2 spend over $1000 on me.
my sisters wld hv their own bedroom, they dun need 2 get jealous of any1.
my maid would hv less work 2 do.
those hu wana hurt me,wont get to..
and commit lesser sins.
so many things tat wld b much better.
hai..still duno y i even exist man.
i cant do this nor that..
anyways..came back home.slpt frm 4pm-6pm
woke up.skippin dinner.
gona slp soon also.
monday nite gona stay over at caroline's hse.
thursday den i return bac home.
friday, class party.
hmph..duno y i got tis urgue 2 go cell grp.
but i cant..oh well..

once again,every night its tears

12:30 PM




went 4 tuition.
learnt abit of guitar skill.
came bac home ard 3pm.
gona pack stuff 2 stay over night at cousins hse.
i'm still tinking if i shld go cell grp on wed..
cuz i'll still b at my cousin's hse.
i also still need 2 get a new bible..argh.
i most prolly wont b online or blogging untill friday.
till den cyz ppl!

once again,every night its tears

8:18 AM


Sunday, November 26, 2006


went 2 meet jemie at orchad mrt controll station.
was asked 2 go 4 another modelling interview..
r e modelling companies hvin some kind of..erm...i duno..werid.
oh well.went 2 eat KFC wid jemie,marcus(jemie's friend) n germaine(sp?).
den we went 4 church- Harvester assembly of God.
didnt really expect myself 2 go church.
guess when time flies,ppl will change too.
hmm..everything was good.
i juz find e talkin part..quite dry.
aft tat..erm..its abt 5+ alrdy.
went 2 eat dinner wid jemie,jim,marcus,candice,waine..n e other 4 i dun really noe.
uh..waine n other 2 gals went off aft dinner at thomson plaza.
e rest tag along when me n candice went 2 buy bible.
but..sadly dun hv e colour tat i wan.
i suppose i shld go suntec n buy?
higher chance of getting e colour tat i wan.
oh well..1st time i slpt in e bus man.scary.super tired.
reached home ard 7+.
THANK GOD my parents duno tat i went 2 church..
but 1 day they will definatly noe..hai..

once again,every night its tears

1:00 PM


Saturday, November 25, 2006


ah..i regreted running last night.
now i'm super tired.
legs r damn pain n sore.
dont feel like goin tml..-.-"
oh man..anyway..
was very very relactant(SP?)2 go 4 tuition.
cant focus much,easily worn out..aft doin afew math qn.
legs were super pain,didnt feel like walkin..ahh..
aft tuition..went 2 my grandma hse..
i tired e Uzap thingy.it was super ticklish.
den..i feel aslp on my grandma's bed..
while msging jemie.haha.
erm..woke up 4 dinner..
aft dinner played psp2..
went bac home at 9pm.
yawns..now leg still damn pain.
ah..i guess its a " reward " 4 not running tat often..haha

once again,every night its tears

2:41 PM


Friday, November 24, 2006


yay! i made a decision..and..
i committed myself 2 God again.
wid jemie's help 2 sae e sinner's prayer again.
i feel much happier,burden is not tat heavy anymore.
jemie saes tat satan will try all ways 2 make me drift away frm God.
now tat i open my heart 2 God.
hmph..i wonder when will it b my parent's turn?
i hope its soon.so i can go cell grp n church without doin it secertly.
i went out jogging later in e night at abt 9pm++
came bac.my stamina really drop man.
bad.i shld go excerise more often..
tml got tuition..aft tuition suppose 2 go cycling..
but got some problem so cant.
free tml aftnoon.haha.
jim,jemie n waine keep askin me 2 go on sat.
i wana go but i scare my mum dun allow.
i'll pray 2nite n ask her tml when she picks me up frm tuition.hehe.
oh well..gona go slp alrdy.
bye ppl!

once again,every night its tears

3:47 PM


Thursday, November 23, 2006


went 4 tuition..
heng guang(sp error?)didnt come..
instead..jun ming n rictus came.
study study untill 1.30pm.left Merv's hse.
jun ming took a pic of me.when i was studyin..bloody ass.
so wad lor.argh.so ungentleman.haha.
came bac home.
chatted wid my maid in e kitchen.
abt her love life n mine..
hai..it was a interesting topic 2 tok abt..
den..erm abt 5pm++ jemie ask me 2 go 4 cell grp..at 6.45pm.
i didnt wan 2 go..den later on..at 6pm.
i change my mind.i duno y i decided 2 go luh..
met jemie at clementi mrt station..was late.v late.7++
so pai sei.went 2 jim's hse..
had praise n worship den later some kinda of sharing..
hai..repeat e same thing -.-"
aft tat went 2 macs wid jim,jemie,waine n mosses(sp error?)
stay till 10++ den i went off.
had a normal day..tml is gona b busy.

once again,every night its tears

3:51 PM


Wednesday, November 22, 2006


WEE!
super happy 2dae.
play wid my sis in e aftnoon.
its been quite awhile since we play happily 2gether.
even though i hv 2 pack aft we r done..
but it is wad i always wanted when i was younger.
to b able 2 play wid her.like how sisters shld.
haha.dream come true?prolly.
went 2 popular ard 4pm.
walked ard.saw tulfik(sp?)hvin interview.
they block out e cafe enterance 4 him 2 hv his interview..
guess its celebrity life.
aft tat left at ard 5pm 2 suntec.
saw chris ong at e bus-stop..
earlier on he told he he'll b getting free PSP.
yea n sure he got it plus a free drink.haha.
lucky him.oh well.haha.
went 4 movie wid my cousins.
but b4 tat played arcade.
e movie i watched was Casino royle..smthng like tat.
i tink e show is stupid.not nice..
even e bad guys can do better stuns den e main actor.
wth man.its so out la.
oh well.bye ppl!

once again,every night its tears

3:22 PM


Tuesday, November 21, 2006


went 4 tuition.
ahh super tired.
ended early.went 2 jon's hse.
learnt how 2 bake a orange...blahblah..cake.
we decorated e cake wid chocolate chips.
yea n e cake is 4 ky.
happy bdae dude.
oh well.was super hungry,ate subway wid sk n jon.
aft meeting feng,trevor,russell,henery,ky & rictus at E-zone(arcade).
feng n trevor went home.
so left every1 else.
hai..went 2 watch movie e satanic show.
cuz grudge 2 out of tickets.
oh well.got 1st row of seats.
its sucks.neck damn pain la plus i got headache..
saw johnathon chua n his clique-.-"
so happy tat onni,joffre n bryan finish thier Os alrdy.haha.
aft e show,jon's parent sent me home.
caroline called me.hai..her best friend likes my ex.
even though its over between me n him some how i felt something stabbed into my heart.
oh well.i tink its time i shld get hold of myself.
n stop being so emotional.since its over,its over.
hopes tat he'll treat his future gf e same he did 2 me or even better.
yawns..super tired.tml i'm goin out wid my cousins 4 movie again.
going 2 stay over at caroline's hse next wk.
i hope things go well.
4 e future couple n my plans ahead.^^
GO!haha.even though i duno hu she is but i tink she'll b a better gf den me.
haha.anyway..
chatted wid jieme n jim.
they r so cute.haha like bros.
diciple like mentor?is tat how u spell?
haha sry duno.my spellin kinda sucks.
hai..i really wan 2 get rid of e pain in my heart.
i juz wan a peaceful life.i dun wana decide on too many things.
and i juz wana do wad i wan.
being able 2 admire e stars without stress,worry and everything.
like e cartoon animes.i envy them.even though they are juz cartoons but their life is so much better.
oh well.i tink i shld stop day-dreamin n come bac 2 reality.

once again,every night its tears

1:25 PM


Monday, November 20, 2006


went over 2 god papa's hse 2dae.
so many miracles happen.
oh well.great days ahead i suppose.
shall not sae anymore cuz all r secerts.
haha.came home n watched anima.
2dae i'm feelin super tired.
nites ppl.

plans 4 tml:
morning:tuition
aftnoon:celebrates ky's bdae.
night:not confirmed.

once again,every night its tears

2:29 PM


Sunday, November 19, 2006


had a boring day.
been watchin school rumble 2.
went 2 grand's hse in e evening.
grandma went overseas n came bac.
she bought me a braclet n a shirt.really cute 1.
she also rewarded me 50bucks 4 getting top 4 in NA lvl.
hai.i didnt wan 2 take e 50bucks 1 la.
oh well.mayb use e money 2 buy smthin i like or shall donate it.
oh yea i got a good news!
i found my old self bac!
haha.damn happy.
wee.gona slp early 2dae.
nites ppl! i love you guys!
btw cld u leave comments how u tink abt me?
it'll really help.thhank yoouu!


plans 4 tml:
morning- jogging!
aftnoon- not confirmed.
evening- not confirmed.

emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

2:05 PM


Saturday, November 18, 2006


chatted wid jemie in e aftnoon.
he asked qns tat i cant ans myself.
it mayb yes n no qns.but still i cant ans them.
oh well.btw sry jemie 4 leavin w/o sayin bye.
went 2 see doctor.
came back home.
went 4 dental.
sian la.2dae seem 2 b a doctor dae 4 me?
haha.doc 4 sickness n doc 4 teeth.
my teeth is NOT dropping or anything.
juz regular check-ups.uh-hmm.
den came bac home again.super tired.
ahh.e main character in school rumble..
is so scary...but its funny though
chatted wid chris on e phone.haha
YAY now i'm booked on 27Nov.
man got e desire 2 go Sentosa again.
n i'm gettin more n more retarded.
:)

plans 4 tml:
morning- slp.
aftnoon- not confirmed.
evening- not confirmed.

emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

4:19 PM


Friday, November 17, 2006


went 4 GB.
hai.had 2 teach e pri skl gb gals how 2 do drill.
we join them at eldersgate 4 devotion.
and tats e time when i caught things up wid michelle choo.
i duno y but i hardly tok 2 her anymore.
juz not tat often as b4.
pri skl students r damn cute.
hai.they last min ask us 2 plan intro games.
n it kinda went screwed.
aft tat had drill wid them.
n end e GB session.
saw markong n onni helpin out wid e bb boys.
came back home at 4.30pm+
n my xbox360 spoil T.T
ahh.i'm so sad.
hai..ok now i'm booked on 20thnov n 8dec.
sian la.2months..i'm only goin out twice?
sucks man.
been tinkin abt my new class.
i noe mostly all of them since they r frm fmps.
how 2 mix wid them?
its gona b a problem 2 clique wid them.
aiya..so irritating.mayb i shldnt bother abt it n juz follow e flow.

plans 4 tml:
morning:slp
aftnoon:slp
evening:slp

emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

2:53 PM


Thursday, November 16, 2006


woke up on time.
but i felt super uncomfortable in e morning.
so i rested untill 10pm++
den i went 4 tuition.
came back home abt 3pm++
watched finish e disks my cousin lend me on inuyasha.
gona borrow another 2more sets.
hai..i feel so anti-social la.
i duno wads wrong wid me.
tok so little,been less hyper,nv smile much,hardly laugh.
ahh.i feel so werid.its not me.
something is holdin me back.
hai.last nite argued wid a guy.
he was a nice guy untill he got a gf.
damn it man.wad on earth is his bloody gf doin 2 him?
phsycoin him?shit man.
he scold me fucking bitch.
when i didnt do anything 2 him.
its like he joke wid me den i joke wid him also la.
hai.do ppl really change or..its really them?
i knew things wld change.but 2 wad extend?
really is pissting me off.
sure life is a blessing but life is also damn irritating.

plans 4 tml:
morning:slp
aftnoon:GB
evening:not confirmed.
anyone wans 2 date me.please date me.i'm super bored at home.

emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

12:56 PM


Wednesday, November 15, 2006


WOW!michelle gave me another nickname.
ralenie.haha.she gif me so many names alrdy la.
wormie - tootie - blackie - now: ralenie.
haha.i tink all 2gether i got over 10nicknames 4 ppl 2 call me.

i over slpt 2dae.woke at 12.30pm.
tis is bad i'm becomin a pig.
i shld stop eating ice-cream.
watched inuyasha again.
started on math assesment book.
hai.so many numbers.makin me all blur.
my dad saes if u can master math,
u will hate art.
i sae e dae will come when i die.
haha.really la.2 hate art is like askin me 2 hate music!
haha.chances: 20% 2 hate art.
unless penguin makes my life miserable again.

i wana watch happy feet!
it is so cute la.
any1 wana watch wid me?
i need 2 break free frm books.
mich sae i'll bcome nerd next yr.
i dun wana b a nerd! T.T so scary.

i wish sg's style of clothes wld stop ard here.
if it carries on; i got no clothes 2 wear.
e style is getting uglier n uglier.
wad sockings,pig trotters shoes,extra short mini skirts,strips shirts..lists goes on.
singaporeans.tipical man.
no style of thier own.only noe how 2 copy japs.
please la they wear like tat is cuz of e weather n also they look nice.
not like ppl in sg.wear alrdy look like shit.
recently i saw a malay gal in vivo.
she wore black pig trotter shoe,black sockings,black extra short mini skirt,black shirt n super super thick make up.wid xtra dark eyeliner.
like woah.please its sg its nv gona snow.
n bloody hell u r not gothic so dun dress like a fool.
sigh.


plans 4 tml:
morning:tuition
afternoon:tuition
evening:slp

emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

1:25 PM


Tuesday, November 14, 2006


went 4 tuition.
wasnt really in e mood 2 study 2dae.
prolly cuz of last nite.
i really really wana noe my purpose in life.
i chated wid jim on e phone last nite till 1am.
e conver was sad n also funny.
cuz i had 2 whisper den he had 2 guess wad i'm sayin.
kinda funny.espacially when e sentence he guess doesnt make senses.
hmph.
came back frm tuition at 1pm.
went 2 slp straight away.
till 6pm.woke up 4 dinner
watched croc diaries.
steve irwin.gosh..i duno y but i feel God kinda unfair.
other conventionist can live till old age but not him.
hai..guess its life ppl live n die.
watched inuyasha.borrowed disks frm my cousin.
aft tat went 4 car ride wid my parents in e new car.
gosh e new car is so so rockin.
toyota cami.
nice man.but hai..spend so much.
abit e waste la.as long as car can drive can liao mah.
went 2 food court n ate supper.
den we came bac home.
hai..tml got nth on.so boring.

eva thought of how u want 2 die?
jim:lightening strike.
me:i wld wan 2 die 4 some1.as in 2 exchange some1's life wid mine.n basically any1.
jim:isnt it pathetic 2 tink tat ur purpose on earth is 2 juz die?
me:no,in the end every1 got 2 die but i rather die 4 some1.

wad u wana b in e future?
jim:something related 2 soccer.
me:i dont really care.i juz wana help ppl n animals.
(also i realised 1 thing.humans dun even care abt animals.wld u go 2 e extend n risk ur life 2 save a animal?i wld.and ppl wld juz sae.y its only animal.den y do u bother riskin ur life 4 a human.they r juz humans.same logic,they r still livin souls.)

hai.e world is juz so complicated n irrtating.
plans 4 tml:
morning:slping
aft:stone/homework/read book
evening:stone/homework/read book.


emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

3:53 PM


Monday, November 13, 2006


went out wid my cousins 2 their club.
they had thier dinner.
i ate salad n banana split.
went 2 play daytona n CS.
so here i m at home.
feelin so full.

plans 4 tml:
morning- tuition.
aftnoon- not confirmed.
evening- slping.


emotions kept.
darkest secerts are not told.
kiss me and i'll tell you my darkest secert;

once again,every night its tears

1:04 PM


Sunday, November 12, 2006


slpless nites.

i found out e reason y these few days i can only slp aft 1am.

1. results of class.
2. stress going express.
3. hv 2 take stupid subjects tat i dun need in my career dream.
4. not being able 2 take subjects tat require me 2 get into e course tat i wan in poly.
5. hatred of penguin 4 ruining my dreams.
6. 2person lied 2 me,they hvnt confessed or sae anything.but i noe they lied.
7. irritating mum,turning into a pain in e neck.
8. keep thinkin abt e past.
9. tryin 2 predict wad happens in 2007.
10. reflections.

why?
1: i dun really like my class.for once i really duno wad i'm gona do when skl starts n its not fair tat i got into e lousiest combi in express.when those hu made it 2 express got into better class den me.

2: i really got 2 work bloody hard,which is irritating.when e world is damn unfair.

3: i hv 2 take stupid art n phy/chem 4 no damn gd reason.which is a complete waste of bloody time.

4: i need chem/bio 2 take e course tat i wan in poly n penguin mostly likey wont allow.which is 4 me e worse nightmare.cuz i got phobia of phy.

5: i hate penguin.4 destorying my dream.well cant really sae is dream.juz something i wld like 2 do in e future.she is really becoming a bitch.i once luv e skl but she had 2 spoil it.now i hate it so damn much.why on earth she got 2 base on e sec3s.wad on earth got into her bloody fucked up brain.i've nv seen such brainless person.oh wait she is penguin -.-" .still! even penguins in e North n South poles is much more smarter den her.even my mum hates her.IRRITATING PENGUIN!

6: ok u might b tinkin: "wad!?ppl lie 2 u also cannot slp?wth man." juz 2 inform u if u duno which is most likey.i'm a person hu treats friendships seriously n treasures them. i noe some ppl lie accidently, cuz i'm 1 of them. but at least i'll go 2 tat person n confess la. 4 me accident lies happen when i got short term memories. but 2 PERSON had 2 lie n its bloody obvious, them being a couple. how human man. n some more they can lie abt something related 2 my past.irritating pieces of shit. i forgive easily, but when it comes 2 friendship.its a hatred tat last a life time unless they confess tat they lie.(i use e word human cuz humans r naturally irritating,liars,asses,untrustable ppl n e most unpleasent spieces tat eva existed.tats y i hate being a human.i duno y but yea.)

7. gosh.in ending of oct my mum is bcomin more n more irritating la. i duno y but mayb bcuz she is aging or something. she has been askin my maid 2 cook so many different kind of food like we r hvin some kind of party or something.total nut case.also, she is becomin more n more hot-tempered n i tink she is startin 2 hv short-term memory.2dae she wants my maid 2 cook pasta,bobochacha n chicken curry.like wtf man.n she expects me 2 eat them.wah lao man.i duno wad i'll b by next yr.i tink i shld tok 2 her.shld i?i scare she slap me 4 being rude.oh yea 1 more thing, suddenly she is v slow in understanding.ok prolly not suddenly but when i talk 2 her abt some stuff i hv 2 repeat it 5x over n over again.n she'll ask qns in same meaning but juz rephrase her sentence.i cant stand humans like her.i mean like..u ask me over n over again example: " A n B?", " so its A n B.. ", " oh A n B ", " A n B? ", " so its A 1st or B? " imagine man.when she understands alrdy, she gif e stupid,irritating fierce look n sae, next time sae properly la. how irritating man!

8. i really duno wads wrong wid me. recently i keep thinkin of e past.so irritating.everytime it happens i'll juz stone..and stone..and stone..untill i think finish.oh no i tink i'm really thinking too much.help?any1?

9. like last yr, i tried 2 predict wad is gona happen in 2006. i cant only predict 1st half of e yr.which mean term 1 n term 2. they were quiet accurate.so yea.anyway its fun tryin 2 predict wads gona happen. when report bk was out tat time, i knew i was gona b in e lousiest espress class, n hu were my classmates even though e list wasnt out yet. n true enough it was real. mayb i shld stop predicting den mayb things wldnt happen e way i predicted it wld b.juz mayb.

10. reflections. aft some incident,i've been doin reflections everynite.juz lyin on my bed, closing my eyes n tink untill i juz fall asleep.tats prolly e biggest reason y i cant really slp.

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once again,every night its tears

6:46 AM




cousins stays over.

slpt at 2am last nite.
my cousins stay over my hse.
i borrowed monoploy frm onni
at 7pm.went bac home.
played monopoly,
watched tv,
played xbox & xbox 360,
watched CDs,
played com.
was super tired haha.
shall post later.

once again,every night its tears

5:41 AM


Saturday, November 11, 2006


NO MORE F&N!

ok shall try 2 make post short.
went 2 skl abt 10am,
bought books.
many books r not in stock yet.
saw some ppl tat i didnt want 2.
met william,his mum,ryan,his mum.
yea.took 1hr 2 buy finish e books.
also.helped mr tan 2 buy pure chem,Amath n foolscape paper 4 him.
went 4 tuition at 11am.
went bac 2 skl aft tuition at 1pm.
prepared GB rec.
blahblah..

Bad news:
GB rec was damn damn screwed 2dae.
Good news:
wasnt caught 4 nails :)

haha.so fast sec 3 liao.
oh well..
i appeal 2 take bio/chem instead of phy/chem.
cuz 2 get into e course i want in poly..
i need bio/chem.if not i duno want 2 go 4.
also..abt F&N..
i hv a choice between art or D&T.
they had made a typo error in e list.
so gay.no F&N..i score so bloody high la.
9 marks away frm full marks.
guess i hv 2 take ARTT~!!
not nice.hai..
ok.things r getting more n more unfair.
AHH PENGUIN I HATE YOU!
haha.real penguins r cute.
but 4 her..
its expectional.haha.ugly piece of shit.
opps sry 4 being vulgar in previous post n in tis post :x
apologises.

once again,every night its tears

10:00 AM


Thursday, November 09, 2006


CLASS LIST!!

oh man.
found out tat e class list was out when i was at mr tan's hse 4 tuition.
super irritating.
they put me in sec 3C.
like wtf e lousiest class in express..
pritish,josiah n thapana got into a better class den me la.
damn shit.
gosh.i really regertted going 2 express.
i thought i'll b same class as them at least i got friends la.
den now..my new classmates.
basket remind of my past again.
hai.
so irritating.
i also didnt get bio!!
WTF MAN!
stupid penguin.
DIFFERENT GENERATION HV DIFFERENT POTENTIAL!!
when will she realise.bloody bitch.
even newtown can take bio la.
AHHH!bloody unfair!
last yr wasnt same class wid michelle.
tis yr also.WTF is going ooonn!!??
thinking tat i can b same class as yiting..
different class again!!
damn.
also..i'm e only person takin F&N in express.
WTF MAN!
is my life fated 2 b a loner in class?
gosh.ppl in my class..
can tell tat they hate me.
so bloody obvious.oh man..
backstabbers,fakes..blahblah.
(sry,refering 2 most of e ppl.not all.apologizes.)
i fear tat it might b e same as pr 6.
if it does.
i'm either changing skl.
or i'll juz drop out.
damn it.


God u r so bloody unfair.
u gave me gd results but prepared hell 4 me in the yrs infornt of me.
wad is going on!?
damn it man.
wad is e point of going express?



hai.will it turn e way as i expected?
is it legal 2 luv u or even miss u?

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11:41 AM


Wednesday, November 08, 2006


tuition!

went 2 mr tan's hse 4 tuition.
made a new friend.
he is frm fmss also..in sec 3 express.
yepyep.
revised on factorise n learnt a new sec 3 topic.
called perfect square?
haha.yea.
aft tuition..bought lunch.
fish n chips.
smell nice but e taste sucks.
went bac 2 his hse.
play some card games.
oh yea.also..
b4 tuition i play a game call rush hour.
it v addictive.
puzzle kinda of game.haha.
when his next batch of students which are
tomio,gab,kenneth n 1 sec2 dude came..
me n e sec 3 guy play starwars monopoly.haha
n yay i won!!haha.
he left at ard 4.30pm.
played wid mr tan's daughter..super cute la.
but den later on she cried.
they sae her hand kana stuck in between e glass tables.
but u juz thought she got a shock..
cuz e hole is big enough 2 pull her hand out easily.
man..i felt super guilty.
she was infornt of me..den i..
woah.ok babies r scary.v scary.


plans 4 tml :
tuition at 9am.
tuition at 3pm.
class at 7.30pm.


isit possible to miss you?
cuz i really miss you now.

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2:41 PM


Tuesday, November 07, 2006


JOB INTERVIEWIE!

met sk at harbour fornt at 3pm.
bought some stuff..
developed some pictures 4 e job interview.
went 2 eat ben n jerry's ice cream..
eat half-way den throw in e bin.
cuz its too big n too cold.
haha..i noe its a waste..but if i carry on eating..
i wont b able 2 go 4 job interview.
we both went 2 my hse aft tat.
my mum sent us 2 e place which they ask me 2 go 4 e job interview.
ok i bet u guys wana noe wad job.
its modelling.
so yea.
went there..
fill up a form.gave my picture.
aft tat e lady talk 2 us.including my mum.
sian.
its like hv 2 make a portfolio something like tat.
paying $500-$900 4 it.
den wid e pictures.
they will send e photo 2 e companies tat want models.
aft tat go thru audition den can earn $$$.
payment abt $100-$1000
per job.
so yea.I WANT THE JOB!
but hv 2 pay cash..
n i dun think my parents allow..hai..
sad sad.
aft tat went PS 2 eat ramen wid sk n my mum.
den i went walk walk wid sk.
reach home abt 8pm.
have 2 do some GB thing.
shall send 2 info 2 mich aft i'm done.
tml got tuition!!
oh man.cya ppl!



everytime it hurts.
once again, i'm ignored.

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2:49 PM


Monday, November 06, 2006


interesting stuff..

something i got frm some1's blog.

Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.

Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.


I highlighted some that i find myself...abit simliar.
and they r in purple.
e chestnut tree..is so so true.haha.
so accurate sia.haha

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9:10 AM


Sunday, November 05, 2006


THE PHONE CALL!

oh yess!
i got e job interview call.
yea baby!haha.
i requested same timing as sk's.
its on Monday 6pm.
i also have 2 bring my own photo.
oh man.PLEASE pray 4 me 2 get tat job.
its easy cash.haha.
suppose 2 go jogging wid onni in e morning..
but both of us couldnt wake up.
sian.so..i slack ard..slp
went 2 my grandma hse ard 6pm.
bought my xbox game over.
watch my younger cousin bro,leroy play ninja gurdian.
den later on my sis,elder cousin sis,jolene n leroy took turns on play e ghost game.
which is fatal frame.
it's super scary.haha
heart beat damn fast man.
aft tat had supper.
n super full now..
suppose 2 go jogging wid onni now. at west coast park.
but he wana watch his show.
gosh its e second time!!
so irritating.
ppl rush 2 prepare so can go jogging..
den suddenly sae.
oh sry cant i wana watch tv.
abit e..i duno how 2 sae sia..
hai..so i'm growin fat again..
gosh so irritating.
i eat so so so much la.
i think i shld go on a diet 4 afew days.

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3:06 PM


Saturday, November 04, 2006


FUN!FUN!

went 2 skl 4 GB.
2-4.30pm.
was so so boring
badgework so long la.
den aft tat is devotion.
badgework is like a completely waste of time?
research on e countries..find wad e GBgals there do..
blah blah blah n e list goes on.
aft GB.
went home n prepared 2 go 4 jeanette's BBQ party.
my dad drove me 2 anklepoint(sp error??)
2gether wid my whole family in a car.
bought ZINGER burger.was damn damn hungry haha.
den drove 2 kent ridge interchange and pick michelle up.
they drop us outside skl cuz we had 2 buy lollis 2 sell 4 charity.
den off they go 4 thier dinner.
me n mich went 2 uncle bob's shop 2 buy lollipops.
e lollis r super sticky though.
bought 40 of it.
went 2 jeantte's hse 4 e BBQ.
e party was ok.
michelle sae tat her previous party was more fun.
haha.hai..2 me parties..u cant expect much.
also ytd sk got a job interview call..
i'm still waiting 4 mine.haha.
michelle's father gave me a car ride home.
well not really home.near onni's hse.
by e time it was 11.45pm.
so yea.
i wanted 2 drop there so i cld sell lollis 2 him haha.
i tricked him into bringing some money down.
haha.den later i told him 2 buy lollis frm me.hehe.
evil i noe but its 4 charity.haha.
SRY ONNI!
ok he bought 10.cuz he doesnt hv any small change.
den aft tat.we walk ard.
feed e mosquitoes.
look at e moon n stars.
its so nice n quiet.
went back home at 12.20am.
super tired.
nites ppl!


ANYONE WANA BUY LOLLIPOPS?
GOING FOR 1DO-LL-AR!
ITS 4 CHARITY SO PLEASE SURRPORT!



gosh i really wish they call my hp tml.haha.
den yay i got a job interview!haha.

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4:30 PM


Friday, November 03, 2006


sneezin..

woke at 12pm.
super tired.
muscle still aches.
ate last nite's subway.
found a quiz on michelle's blog n did it earlier on.
also.aft it rain.
i kept sneezing la.
like abt 10-15times?haha
played rakion.
watched tv.
2dae was super slack.
oh also.
jeanette invited me 2 her BBQ party.
kinda surprised though.
chatted wid michelle on msn..
she was kinda high.
n she keeps callin me tootie.
makes me feel like a toot la.
1st was blackie now tootie..so many name.
haha.joker.
gona slp nites ppl.
n sae gd bye 2 my sexy purple nails T.T


i really wonder if u have time 4 me.
you are always busy.
wid your band,skl.
i juz tat's JC life?
still ilu.
hope we can meet up soon.
n our v 1st meeting wld b in tis yr.

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1:31 PM


Thursday, November 02, 2006


message:can you name 11 people you can think of right off the top of your head ?don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people...this is alot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...NO CHEATING.

1.zestin.
2.michelle tan.
3.sarah kwan.
4.onni.
5.joffre.
6.brendan.
7.chermaine.
8.jireh.
9.jim.
10.yiting.
11.fengyuan.


1. How did you meet 10?
frm fmps!MY 1st BEST BUDDY!haha.<3!

2. What would you do if you had never met 6?
i'll nv get 2 noe wad is real love.

3. What would you do if 6 & 2 dated?
omgosh!impossible cuz 2is alrdy attached!wahaha.

4. Have you ever seen 4 cry?
nope.he is a tough dude right?ahah.

5. Do you think 1 is pretty?
he is not pretty but gorgeous!ok tat is not e term 2 describe a guy but..HE IS TO ME!haha XP <3>

6. Tell me something about number 11.
hmm..he is a nice dude.phrase 2 describe him..dont judge the book by its cover.haha.

7. How do you know 8?
thru christopher.haha.he is a super super nice god-bro.i'm so so blessed 2 hv him as his god-sis.haha.luv ya kor!haha..GALS!he is still single!!want his contact ask me yea?ahaha.

8.Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
haha.sure.he is my pal.like sure will.we ride bike 2gether n study 2gether also.haha.

9.What is 7's favourite colour?
sky blue n pink?haha.guess so.

10.What would you do if 2 confessed she liked you?
i wld sae..OMGOSH!REALLY!?I LOVE U TOO!HAHA.^^

11.Fact about 9 :
he is kind,lovable,a great friend of mine.

12.Who is 6 going out with?
his clique?haha.no idea

13.Who is number 5 to you?
MY PILLOW!haha.

14.Would you ever live with 11?
eeew..no.i wont even wana live wid any1 other den my family n my baby darl of cuz.haha

15.Is 2 single?
LOL!like i said.NOO!haha.she got a great bf k.

16.How much does 3 mean to you?
haha.she is in my clique so wad do u think?haha.

17.What do you think about 1?
gosh.he is so so adorable,smart,gorgeousXP,kind,caring..n everything haha.luv ya darling!

18.What's the best thing about number 8?
A GREAT BRO!<<3>

19.What do you dislike about number 10?
NOTHING!she is a perfect gal in character man!

20.Favourite memory with 6?
when we were 2gether- bus-stop.

21.11 people that i want them to do.
I WANT EVERY1 to do tis!!

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7:49 AM


Wednesday, November 01, 2006


SENTOSA AGAIN!

slpt at 2am last nite.
couldnt slp cuz i accidently drank coffee.
so..
i found some entertainment thru onni.
haha.dun think wrongly la.
we chatted on e phone.
cuz he always slps late n so yea.
we were both v bored anyway.
haha.
woke up .super tired.
went 2 harbour fornt 2 meet sk.
met her at macs @ 9am
trevor came early.abt 9.30.
so did everyone else.
went 2 mrt met wid them.
n off 2 sentosa.
eric,riaz,mas,dan left us went they juz enter siloso beach.
so bad la.
so now left me,sk,chermaine,matt,jeremy,hannah,mel,rictus,trevor
played volleyball,cycled,slacked.
met mr tan at sentosa also.
he left ard 2.20pm.
siti danial n joey join our 1/4 of e class later on.
hai..class outing like not class outing sia.
me n chermaine did stupid things like
tryin 2 catch fish.play wid sea water.
anything tat can play den play lor.
came bac home super tired n duno y sad.
i bought subway 4 supper.
cuz i didnt eat breakfeast or lunch.
but i think e supper is gona b 4 tml morning's breakfeast.
haha.was super full aft dinner.
slp n woke at 10pm.
n guess wad i still can taste salt in my mouth.gosh.
n now i'm red + black.haha
gona go slp now.nites ppl.

baby, you finally reply me.
i miss u so so much.
i promise not 2 leave you,
so dun leave me k?
i love you baby.

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10:38 PM




KBOX

ok woke up wid a super bad mood.
cuz i didnt noe i was going out wid my god-papa 2dae.
when my mum said 11..
i thought she was refering 2 11pm!
n not 11am!
gosh..
who goes 2 KBOX in e morning?
so rushed n rushed.
auntie buyua was there 1st.
my sis also tagged along.
later more n more ppl came.so we change 2 a bigger room.
ppl present in e room?
my god-papa,gong gong(my god-papa's father),god-papa's friend,auntie buyua,my parents n sis.plus me of cuz.
sang 4 abt 4hrs?
yea.
man ppl acttually do smoke in e toilet.
when they r e workers there.
oh well..
but they really stink e whole toilet la.
came back home.
cooked dinner.slacked....
i want my xbox 360!!
gosh 6nov den can take.
6more days!!


PS: class outing tml.rmb, 10am meet at harbour fornt mrt control station.plz b on time!thank youuu.


oh gosh.why are you doing this 2 me?i hate u so much.why did u even play me?
lesson learnt: not 2 fall in love so easily.its better 2 b lonely den 2 love a jerk tat will make u twice as lonely as b4.

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11:50 AM