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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Saturday, November 21, 2009


i love you so very much :(
yes, up till now

once again,every night its tears

9:43 PM


Wednesday, November 18, 2009


school was as usual, boring. =/
rushed thru cell bio report for later
and organic chem tut for tml during my 3hour break
this sem is so rushyy.hate it.

went to meet mike after school
accompanied him to amk
cause he needed to get something from his friend
seeeee im such a good friend! X)
haha, he treated me yoghurttt! yay
well he owes me that.haha XP
you still owe me one more mike!
hehe.

too much work =(
have to edit 4reports,
study for biostats test,
3 usual reports,
math project work.
OMG kill me! :(
why are they cramping everythingggg.
tsk.tsk..
oh wells.


i need to change my blogskin
its too dull for me.

once again,every night its tears

9:25 PM


Sunday, November 15, 2009


wee at my grandma's hse now, stayed over night.
im trying to complete my report now
but but..my cousins and laptop is like distracting me X)

i love my cousins <3
even though they are like afew years younger den me
they care for me as though im their younger cousin.ahah
guys like these dont exist anymore.
gentlemans ahaha.
or maybe its just my family's upbringing..
i duno.
i should totally spend more time with them..


sigh.
frisbee is giving me a headache.
i cant decide if i should stop for awhile
cause common tests are coming and my knee hurts.
argh.



i dont need any guy in my life.
and
i can live my life alone.
it'll just be like last time

once again,every night its tears

11:14 AM


Friday, November 06, 2009


biostats and biochemistry is killing me =(
shit shit shit..
sigh..

sometimes i wished im like some of my classmates
no matter how sucky the lecturer or tutor is..
they can still understand the topic when they study.

some people are born smart.
some people are born hardworking.

i tried to understand biostats and biochemistry
but every time i try, its like a total turn off -.-"
biostats is like math
but slightly more difficult..
and biochemistry is just..
omg wtf is the lecture notes talking about..

argh.
oh wells..i shall try studying again on sunday..
if not i'll prolly just sleep through the day =/


training tml! =D
but my left quad and right knee hurts right now..
no idea why..








i seriously believe,
my life is not meant for this.

once again,every night its tears

11:21 PM


Thursday, November 05, 2009


come on ralene, get up and move on with life
its obvious he doesnt want you anymore
he doesnt miss you
he doesnt even love you
just freaking move on!
he isnt the only guy in this world
there are plenty more, better guys too!
get over it and move on!!!!



i know =/
easier said than done.
sigh.why isit so difficult?

i swear, i dare not love or trust anyone anymore
or at least during this period of time.
i think i was in my own pathetic dream
when i believed that he was the one for me
and he truly,honestly willing to love me
maybe he did for that moment but not for long term..
argh shingz X)
when will i wake up from this insanity =(
this emotional torture can kill me any time soon.

i'm screwing up my work
i'm not paying attention in lectures
i'm not enjoying life anymore.

my only escape is when i go to bed
and thats the reason i dread to wake up.
frisbee is no longer the solution for me.


its been about a month now,
5more months and hopefully i'll get over him
or if not..11months more =/


ah crap.emo post =(

once again,every night its tears

4:32 PM