❤ Its more than just words.

Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Saturday, July 29, 2006

wowo..
2dae super tired.
stay in skl untill 7pm+
dance untill 3pm+
wasted some time going back n forth at bouna vista.
went 2 study wid joffre
took a lift frm ryan's mum.
2 harbour fornt.
she missed a turn..n so time was dragged again.
at 7.30 we reach harbour fornt.
joffre went off..i went home.
so here i m..
took a wine jelly.thingy..super nice..
n now i'm feelin a little...blur..
wait i'm always blur.k right.
gona go slp.
tml got 2 wake up ard 5am.yawns

once again,every night its tears

12:16 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

hiax.i'm seriously messed up.
failed all my test.
screwed my life.
letting my teacher down.
n 1st booking.
i'm also emotionally messed.
mentally messed.
physically messed.

man.i nv knew i wld fall 2 such low low status.
i'm super dissapointed wid myself.
i cant even get top in any subject.wth.
tats like so bad la.
last yr top in art n sci.
now..nth?so...demoralising.

so 2 like make up 4 my failures.
i'll b staying back aft skl everydae untill 6pm++
juz 2 study.can u believe it?haix..
but wad 2 do..i wana chiong 2 express..so i wont waste my life.
n i take bio!
hahaha..nice man..

man..2dae got pms la.
irritated by small stuff..
well 2 me is big.
my atittude 2dae was total crap.
SRY GUYS!
hai...stayed till 6pm++
didnt hv e mood 2 study.
2dae i felt expectionally weak.
i cldnt stand properly,my hands were shaking when i flip pages, i didnt hv strenght 2 carry my books.
i duno wads wrong wid me man..
mayb i shld go hospital n do a check up.
if it carry on 4 1wk.i will..
anyways..
joff join me in my studies at 5pm.so yea..
didnt hv 2 study alone.
well tml i will studying alone..sians..

once again,every night its tears

10:26 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

2dae..got 2 do project work.
sk n jonathon came 2 my hse by car.
got 2 pick ivy, jeanette, jeremey, qi hui and hannah frm harbour fornt.
sk n jon tag along.so yea..
went there n picked them up.
ok..so we start our project work.
e reason why they come 2 my hse is bcuz..
my hse got alot of grassy area.so yea..
like hills..treess...plenty of them.
our project work is like doing..erm..lenny red letter's day.
objective is 2 create a storyline using freeze frames..
wid us as characters n yea..basically...like a video but onli thing..its in photo.
ok..we end ard..6pm+?but we start at 4.50pm++.
n my grp shot..5 photos..i tink n e other grp 3?
hahas..kinda slow..but wad 2 do..
anyways..aft tat me, sk n jon went out 2 tiong bahru.
met wid jun ming there..n watched e movie. POC2.
haha..e show is cool..but i hate endings wid " to be continued "
its so gay.haha..haiyo..
anyways..did i mention tat jon lost his wallet at tiong?haha..so sway sia he..
anyways..tired..YAWNS

once again,every night its tears

2:00 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

OKAY!
ti sis e quiz michelle tan hv been bugging me 2 do.

Decide 20 ppl.don't read the questions till you decided the 20 ppl.there is no ranking in the number.just randomly.and tag 5 people to do this survey.ready or not? start!"
1. michelle tan
2. joanna
3. michelle choo
4. brendan
5. yiting
6. benjamin wong
7. jun ming
8. pritish
9. trevor
10. daniel
11. benjamin hum
12. terence
13. nicholas ngo
14. mark leong
15. jireh
16. josiah
17. matthew
18. yifeng
19. sarah kwan
20. chermaine

1. How do you meet 14?
- he is in my sec 1 class..dots

2.What would you do if you never met 1?
- fly 2 e sun!moon!thrown in a fish tank!FRIED on parade sq!

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
- erm...no comments man.haha

4. Do you ever like 19?
- wowo.get ur defination of like properly.cuz i'm not a les.haha

5. Will 6 and 17 make a great couple?
- OMG!no way!they r guys!

6.Describe 3.
- she is my wife,funny,chio,smart...wad else?ms pink?haha

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
- WOAH!pritish?he is hot!not!haha..yea he attractive.i tink.or mayb not.haha

8. Say something about 7.
- he is my guild leader in maple n HORNIER den me^^

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
- eh no.he is frm other skl la.

10. What's 3's favourite?
- hmm.gothic stuff.haha

11. What would you do if 18 confess his/her love for you?
- lol!i wld sae.hmm yea.

12. What language does 15 speak?
- ENGLISH!haha..duh

13. Who is 9 going out with?
- omg.he is a good boy.he dun anyhow go out 1.espacailly if a guys asks him out :x

14. How old is 16 now?
- 14

15. When is the last time you talk to 13?
- ytd?

16. Who is 2's favourite singer or band?
- hmm..blink 182.i tink

17. Would you ever date 4?
- YES!of cuz if he eva asks me out.

18. Would you date 7?
- to date hornier?haha..i wonder wad is e out come when horny n hornier goes out 2gether.haha

19. Is 15 single?
- eh..tink so.haha

20. What's 10 last name?
- loo.rocking name man.

21. Would you be in serious relationship with 11?
- hmm..no.my heart is reserved onli 4 1 guy.

22. What school does 8 goes to?
- bus.

23. Where does 6 lives?
- omg i'm not a stalker.i dun need 2 noe where he lives.OKAY!

24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
- her rocking character^^ my best buddy since pr 1.

25. Have you ever seen 17 naked?
- WAD?haha i wld like to.NOT!

once again,every night its tears

12:30 PM

2dae was normal.
but i was glad nth that went wrong.
hahas.oh well,sk didnt come 2 skl 2dae.
so yea.like tat.
i onli collected $40 4 my GB card thing.
PPL plz donate 2 me!!
i need 2 hit $100!
PLEASE!

haha..yea..
so pathetic.
i feel like a beggar begging pl 2 donate.
so disgusting man.oh well..i believe i can perserve tat feeling.
when i really come 2 tink of e stuff tat i have.
i'm really glad tat i'm fortunate enough 2 have e basic things.
n i really that god 4 that.^^
hopes for tml will b a better day 4 me n every1^^

once again,every night its tears

11:50 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Another boring in skl.
was chased out by teacher during eng lesson.
hahas..
not really chased out.i requested 2 stay outside.
cuz of e basturd SHANE hu was like sitting near me.
so disgusting.
bloody ass,i'll nv 4gif him man.
well..he nv do anything wrong 2 me..but he's a jerk.n always will b.

stayed in skl.
tried 2 compelete math homework.
went 4 chinese "remindial".
came back home..
slacked.
so screwed..got 2 finish painting e stupid flag.
i mean wads e use.
its juz a stupid cloth...seriously.
we got more den enough work 2 do.well..yea.
we got our own stuff..oh well..
every1 lives a unfair life.
in 1 way or another...

once again,every night its tears

10:35 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

YAY! 2dae is farewell party 4 e seniors.

lesson was normal.
i felt so nehneh la.bring so many stuff 2 skl.
oh well..haha..
i bought a present 4 terence n pass it 2 him afk skl.
den went 2 eat at dover wid michelle tan.
went back.wrote letter 4 e sec 4s.
den GB start liao.

we had.
- roll call
- admin
- parade practice
- rag
- sq time
- devotion
- changing
- performance
- dinner
- handover cerimony
- BYEBYE!

okay..so e admin.
we were given 2 cards and hv 2 ask ppl 2 donate 2 us..
like fortnight stuff u noe.
yea.kinda sian.
but its our DUTY!
n erm not ask 2dae..
on GB must ask.
PLUS!
minium $100.
how 2 man.
$100 lehx. even getting $50 is also quite difficult.

aft admin, PARADE PRATICE.
okay.abt e parade practice.it 4 GB day.
n i hv 2 sing marikita?
like woah.my worst nightmare.
so diao lor.okay..so yea.get it over n done wid.

aft e parctice.RAG!
so fun haha..we r given a word 2 follow n we hv 2 make our sq leader guess e word correctly.
sq 1 vs sq 2.
sq 3 vs sq 4.
sq 5 vs sq 6.
which sq leader guess correctly e other will get a free art on their beautiful face.
hahas.super funny.they draw untill..woah man.haha

now is SQ time!
gifts were given out.
jonnna bought paper panties with e baby thing,den she baked cookie.hahas.
super funny.
our seniors gave e sec2s decorated plates n bowls.
e sec 1s decorated cooking untensils.
e sec 3s 1 side of bed slipper.
all these got meaning 1 k..

without either of them, neither of them will be useful.
we must work 2gether in order 2 get jobs done.

c so meaningful rite? haha..

now...erm...devotion!
it was e best n ROCKing devotiong i eva had.
everything was so freaking fun.
aft e devotion every1 was like super high.haha.
charged wid energy.
( i guess wad he said last time was true)

25MIN of changing!
we get 25min 2 change into out retro clothes.
things got abit messed up haha.
oh well..toilets were packed wid ppl.
haha..

aft changing..got PERFORMANCE!
so nice.
it was something new.
e audi was decorated wid poka dots,strips n those curls tat u hang on doors.
super nice.
PLUS! a mini disco ball haha.

soon aft tat was dinner!
we had our dinner at court yard.
oh n did i mention tat we have 2 pay $5 4 e dinner?haha.
we were given long john slivers^^
hahas.there were candles on e table n music was played.
so nice.i mean last yr wasn't like tat mahx.
each sec 4 was given a title.
example: ms sexy,ms enthu,ms handsome,ms apple...etc.
haha..even though most of them dun match.
but wad e heck.its juz 4 fun.

dinner over.Went back up 2 LT 4 hand over ceremony.
was super tired.
me n mich tan became ASL.
den i also got ms limegreen n mich choo got ms pink.

it was a long long day.
but still..there was fun^^
i'll miss e sec 4s man.

memories remains

once again,every night its tears

2:20 PM