Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Saturday, December 30, 2006
went 4 tuition..
aft tuition went 2 his hse.
exchange present xmas presents(belated) n also 2 play wid his cat.
its so adorable..even though the kitten is damn naughty..
went 2 tiong 2 meet up wid feng n sk.
we ate thai express..gosh i love the food there.
we watched death not 2 at tiong event though we acttually wanted 2 watch at cine.
not enough time..by den it was abt 5plus.so yea.
show ended ard 7pm.
i find the show quite ok luh..but abit stupid.
oh well..it'll b a day i rmb.
cyz ppl.
once again,every night its tears
1:47 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
MERRY X'MAS&HAPPY NEW YEAR!
had a rough night..couldnt slp at all..duno y.
went 2 my cousin's hse 2 celebrate my grandma's bdae..
and some sort of family gathering..
my aunt add some vodka into e fruit punch..
ok its quite alot of vodka..i kinda turn red..
yea n every1 was makin fun of me..
i played taidi wid my cousins..
every1 else was playing taboo den later they change 2 pictionary..
soon i puked later in e toilet -.-"
frm 2dae onwards alcohol no more.
i took a little nap on e couch on e 2nd floor..
woke up..i went 2 play com wid my caroline..
i made a new friend in friendster^^
his name is norvan..yup.
came bac home..super hungry cuz i puked all e food out ealier on..
anyway..once again..
merry xmas n happy new year 2 everyone!
once again,every night its tears
11:58 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
its christmas eve..
been busy whole day..
went out 2 meet chris at raff..
suppose 2 meet jim..but he cant make it..
i'm also auppose 2 meet mengrong n e rest..but they last min cant make it either..
hai.it was 11pm plus..waited 4 chris's friend..
all so tall..makes me feel darn short luh.
went 2 marina bay..waited 4 another friend of his..
ans its alrdy 11.58pm+ oh well..tats how we spent our christmas eve..waiting..haha.
aft tat chris frm simon..simon's boss ask him 2 go his boss pub..
so yea..they fetched us 2 e pub.
i dun really like the smell..cuz ppl smokes there.
haha..but at least i pass wid a 18yr old look 2 enter the pub.
we played table soccer..den some were singing karaoke..
simon's friend gf..looks like 18 yr old plus luh..tall..plus she had make-up..
looks super matured.haha.but she is juz 1 yr older den me.
me n chris got a shocked when we know her age.haha.
went bac home ard 1.30am.
oh yea..i didnt drink..i drank sprite.
cant take e risk man..super tired now.shall blog tml!
once again,every night its tears
5:50 PM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
hey guys!
sry i hvnt been blogging man.my com cannot access 2 blogger homepg!
haha.so yea tis blog is not DEAD man.will b blogging in like 1wk 1time?
yea.anyway i've been kinda busy wid many stuff.
i got grounded cuz i i've been going out 4 1wk 2 celebrate my bdae.
haiya..of all time.when its comin christmas but luckily..
my parents allow me 2 go out on christmas eve evening.
haha.anyway..guys..
i'll b performing at hougang mall on christmas eve ard 8.30pm.
so come surpport?
haha..anyway..tc yea guys?
merry xmas n happy new year.
enjoy ur holis ppls.
once again,every night its tears
3:56 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
met feng,sk n jon at cityhall ard 2pm.
they bought me big big teddy bear.
so shocking.didnt expect them 2 buy me present.
cu its suppose 2 b celebrating jon's bdae.
aft tat went 2 cine.
bought 2 santa hats 4 my maid..
bought a shirt 4 jon..cost share wid sk.
pierced my ear.
den saw jun ming n josiah at KFC.
took taxi 2 feng's hse..2 take DVDs.
den me n sk drop by sk's hse.
took some stuff..den went 2 jon's hse.
we spend most of e time at e balcony.
so windy n nice.but it started 2 drizzle.
by the time jun ming n josiah come alrdy.
so we went 2 eat dinner n watch ' Stay Alive ' at e same time.
show end ard 9plus.
went 2 sk's hse 2 swim..
had fun there..
jun ming bought me a pair of slippers.
josiah bought me a shirt.
feng,sk,jon bought me a teddy bear.
haha.really appericate it.thanks guys.
once again,every night its tears
3:14 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
hmm been quite a while since i post.
went 4 cell grp n church service 2dae.
last few days i was quite reluctant 2 go cuz i noe my parents wont allow..
some more..10am all the way till 7pm+
10am starts cell grp n 2.30 the service starts.
amazingly my parents didnt sae much only complaining abt the time..
tat i hv 2 meet jemie at 9.15am at orchad.plus they gave me xtra10bucks!yay.
haha.cell grp was ok.
went 4 lunch.i wanted 2 treat every1 cuz my bdae is comin..
but they didnt want..hai..
aft lunch went opp(thomson plaza).
waine wanted 2 go popular..so we followed.
i wanted 2 buy e identi pen for drawing but i couldnt find it..
waine took a super long time in e bookstore.
so e other 2 gals went 4 a walk ard.
jemie,jim n i sat at e soya bean shop..
jemie once again tried 2 convince me 2 go 4 e youth camp.
hai..its like i wana go.but its my parents n e payment i'm worried abt.
well not so much abt payment more on my parents knowin tat i've been going 2 church n stuff..
hmph.still duno wad 2 do.
jemie keep sayin put God 1st.yea i noe.n i'm tryin v hard.
but i dun wana hurt my parents.
cuz i've seen how my parents reacted when they found out tat my sis have been going 2 church.hai..how God?
anyway.the 3 of us went bac 2 co 1st.2 book seats 4 e service.
service was good.though i was falling aslp during gospel:x
aft service..went 4 dinner wid cell.
we had fun chatting n stuff.reached home ard 8.30pm.
while walking bac i saw my neighbour wid her bf.
it kinda makes me think of e past.but it doesnt hurt like b4.
n exbf is less on my mind.i guess God can really make miracles happen.
anyway.i duno wad got into me.aft i bathe i took my clothes n hand-wash it.
so werid.well at least i got e feel of how life is without washing machine :x'
man i'm gona pray hard 2 God.
a miracle will happen wid my parents.2 let me go 4 e camp n pay 4 it.
though its exp..still i'm willing 2 pay 50bucks.
once again,every night its tears
2:14 PM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
man last nite slpt really late though i went 2 bed at 12am.
hmph..aft tuition..went 2 buy new hp.
man.my parents r so wad..
expect me 2 go orchad in super short shorts..n in a collar shirt?
wth man..i was like wad!?but i said ok..cuz i wanted n needed e new hp.
i didnt really got e model tat i wan cuz its too expensive..
so my dad bought a K800i for me instead.hai..
but turns out..e K800i isnt too bad.
hai..onni requested 2 hv e battlefield 2 untill tml..
i hope tat my dad wont ask 4 it anytime 2nite..untill it returns.
tml's date is cancelled..so i guess i'm stayin at home?again..
sometimes i really envy those ppl hu got many friends..
i mean..they can always go out as n when they wan..
wid big grp of ppl..
so lucky..well..i'm still glad tat at least i got friends..even though its not alot..but they r trustable friends..
wed i'm suppose 2 go out wid my parents n my sis 2 watch movie..
but my sis dun wana go unless her friend goes..
so my dad ask if its ok 4 me not 2 go..
it didnt break my heart..
i rather not go..den 2 waste e ticket..n e joy they'll have.
i guess my bdae tis yr will b celebrated no differently frm other years.
no party.juz me,the cake,God, e moon..e stars..e mosquitos..etc etc :)
once again,every night its tears
3:00 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
went 4 lesson 2dae.
gosh god-papa sure did take a super long time doin his fortune telling.
gosh god-papa sure did take a super long time doin his fortune telling.
man..oh well..
ate double cheese burgar on way bac home..
but still super hungry.no idea y.
took a little 2hr nap.
woke up, washed up..played N3 4 awhile..
onni n alvin came over 2 borrow battlefield 2.
came online..started on my homework.
finished..some.
gona go slp soon.
PICTURE! all taken during class party.
ate double cheese burgar on way bac home..
but still super hungry.no idea y.
took a little 2hr nap.
woke up, washed up..played N3 4 awhile..
onni n alvin came over 2 borrow battlefield 2.
came online..started on my homework.
finished..some.
gona go slp soon.
PICTURE! all taken during class party.
me and sk
sk's feet and mine!in e bubbly pool!
feng,me n sk
sk,me n feng..towels wrapped n tongues out!
sk's feet and mine!in e bubbly pool!feng,me n sksk,me n feng..towels wrapped n tongues out!once again,every night its tears
11:46 PM
man i broke my record, lastest time i ever woke up.1pm.
haha.went out 4 dinner 2dae.
ate at yakuniku.
jap BBQ buffet.SHIOK MAN!
haha..gosh eat untill so full..
bought ice-cream bac home.
hai..msn not many ppl.
i'm so happy.next wk changing hp.
yea baby!
finally,my hp is close 2 gone case.haha.
also,i'm gald tat me n my siss are getting along better den before.
well..4 my second sis n me tat is..
i'm still hopin 4 a miricle 2 happen wid my eldest sis.
and also wid my parents, 4 them 2 accpect christ.
gosh 2dae i feel so anti-social.
i only sent 3 msgs 2dae luh.so..werid.
i also realised tat i've been 24hr thinking abt him.
oh man.it shldnt b happening.
tis is bad.v soon i'm gona suffer frm depression again.
sucks man.why cant i juz let him go.
since he alrdy did let me go..it shldnt b hard.rite?
once again,every night its tears
3:56 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
woohoo!
came back frm cousin's hse.
stayed there frm monday night..
so..wad we did..was..
play com,ps,boardgames,ride bike n went out 2 watch movie.
wed..Alan,Bryan,Caroline n I went out 2 jurong point 2 watch movie..
i skipped lunch cuz i wasnt hungry..
watched open season.
went bac..den..erm..at 6pm.i went out 4 cell.
argh..was super hungry.
jim was late.
my aunt keep pestering me 2 go bac.
argh..so irritating..so many things..
e time,my parents call my cousins hse 2 check out on me,dinner..
gosh..i received a msg frm my mum.
i totally freaked out.duno wad 2 reply so i didnt..
den got a call frm m auntie..
so scary.anyway..i managed 2 bargain wid her some time..
2 buy food n eat.
ate at mr prata -.-"
bought 2 cheese prata,2 cheese n mushroom.
i ate 2 cheese..couldnt finish..
so moses ate 1 cheese&mushroom prata..e other i bring back.
i was totally panicking..luckily moses parents send me bac..
gosh so scary..
i knew God was testing me 2 moment we started cell grp.
but thoughts keep comin into my mind.
when eating prata i kept telling myself tat things wld go out fine..
cause i know i can trust God..
but my heart wouldnt listening..i juz panicked n panicked..
gosh..1st time in how many years i panicked so badly..
tat when jim asked my smthing..i couldnt rmb when i reached bac..
anyway..i'm glad tat things went out alrite..
btw i also bought a new bible^^
though its uhm..NKJV..hai..
it'll improve my lit..understanding chim stuff..ahaha.
for 2nights..me n my cousin been talking abt stuff..
skl..friends..teachers..events..classes..exams..
b4 we go 2 bed..chit-chat session?haha..
it was interesting..well at least i noe more abt some stuff..
and hu 2 avoid..2 invite less trouble 2 my life..
i had a gd time..enjoying myself at my cousin's hse.
hai..i'm still bothered abt my new class.
i juz cant help it..everynite b4 i go 2 bed..
i keep thinkin..wad is my new class gona b like?
will i b able 2 cope in express?
wads e point of goin 2 express?
argh..irritating thoughts.
but i noe i'll b able 2 cope..
cause wid God ard..he'll make things happen.
once again,every night its tears
3:19 PM
