Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
yo ppl =)
ppl have been bugging me 2 post.so i shall post nooww.
anw yea.nth much really happen.
only in lit class..we were given this poem n we have to create e tune to it.
i created a tune..which is exactly e same as original song.
how freaky is tat!
oh well.
aft skl handed in e GB fortnight card.
ron is suppose 2 donate to me 10bucks =(
but he didnt.
suddenly got headache..
den i decided not to go tuition aft my math retest.
retest was definatly easier den e actual one but somehow i cld not do 1 or 2 question.
disappointed in myself.sigh.
went 1 eat lunch at dover, markong accompanied me.sweet rite.
den erm yea lor.he wait wid me at hanling till my mum came.
michelle leong, hannah n some other ppl where there too.
came home n i just lied on my bedroom floor n slpt.
didnt dare to slp on my bed cuz i'm kinda dirty.
woke up at 6.45.suppose 2 b at 6pm.but yea.
did my GB spiritual thingy.
n now i'mlearning my ting xie.
i really do hope i can pass my xing xie wid full marks =/
tml i got 3 things going on.
book prize rehersal, GB NDP drill n art excursion.
i'm definately gona go 4 art excursion.
=)
once again,every night its tears
2:00 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
ytd was super tiring.
reached skl at 6.30+
for the lit course thing.
was kinda scared cause i was in the debate team
n i wasnt really prepared.
so yea.anw we reached PL sec skl.
den we got the text for our poem debate.
its like other schools got it days before n we only have 2hours to plan our arguement..
but we managed to come up wid a proper arguement between the two poems.
even though my team ( michelle choo, shervin, bert n me) we didnt win..
we got the most organised award. -.-"
but we tried our best though.
if only we got e text earlier, we wld definatly win bcuz e motion was to our advantage.
but yea.anw aft tat me,michelle leong n wz we went to church.my church.
meet up wid james on e way.
but yea.when service started, aft worship they left -.-"
they might as well not come -.-
it is not a place just to sing sing, its a place to know more abt God.
oh well.
came back home at abt 7+
watched afew epi of naruto shippuuden den went to slp.
now i got to start doin my art homework.sians..
shall blog again later if i have the time!
if i give you my heart,
will you swear you'll never break it?
once again,every night its tears
3:10 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007
feeling super fatigue tday.
but got many many things not done yet!
like..2pieces of art homework.
my GB stuff.
sian.
oh yea.tml doin morning assembly like wth!
scary..
somemore in GB full uniform.
sigh.bring so many things.
GB uniform,GB mufti,Art stuff.
ahhhh..
oh yea oh yeah.
i had physic retest today.
FUCK LUH!
think i'm gona fail it.even though its REtest.shitshit.
this is bad =(
i duno why life sucks so much for me now.
its been downhill life since we broke up.
everything is going down.
when i heard the song,
it brings back memories of us.
this promise i will rmb for life.
he asked " will we be able to hold hands like the old couple over there when we grow old?"
i said " definately "
but since its over, i've got nth to say.
so long i've tried so hard to hide it.
but in the end,
i still felt the pain.
once again,every night its tears
10:35 AM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Ron told me to edit this
what i look in guys(edited)
1) child of God
2) kind
3) cute/shuai(abit can lei not very impt)
4) character is good.
5) responsible
6) sweet
7) animal-lover
8) caring
9) romantic
10) understanding
11) smarter den me can lei
12) able to provide for me(ron ask me to add)
13) a real gentleman(very impt)
=)
had exco meeting aft skl.
did some drill practice aft e meeting.
sigh.morning assembly!
so embrassing.2more days!!
oh well.
i realised i've been either failing or passing my test wid a just pass mark.
this is so irritating.
i duno why i cant study now.
i really wished i've got the urge to study more..
like last year.
now i'm like a super slacker.shit man.
i think i'm gonna get screwed by my parents soon.sigh.
i failed my physics test wid 3half/ 30
i just pass my chem wid 15/30
sigh.i've nv gotten such a low mark for chem before!
this is so depressing.
once again,every night its tears
11:33 AM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
changed my blogskin..
not sure if its nice -.-"
but yea..
sigh.i got mc still go skl 2dae.
i think i'm crazy.
sigh...now i'm feeling worse..
oh well.tml got exco meeting n 1hour of drill.
i think i need to find a replacement for friday's morning assembly.
i cant really shout or raise my volume now.sigh.
oh yea.i failed my math n phy test -.-
felt very disappointed tat i failed my math test though.
i had tuition b4 e test day n i can do e sums..
but yea lor.
sigh.i wana kill myself! i fail by 2marks.nehneh luh >=(
end of year exam i'd better get A2 for all subjects if not my parents are sure to murder me =(
once again,every night its tears
11:06 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
hey!
i've uploaded new song.
enjoy ppl! its a remix of songs.
sorry if you cant hear it...
anw yea..didnt go 4 tuition 2dae cuz i went to visit e clinic.
argh.medicine! i dun like you!
oh well.not suppose 2 go skl tml but still go anw.
oh yea
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO CHOO!
once again,every night its tears
11:44 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
wee!
went to church today.
service was good =)
aft service went for steamboat wid church members.
super nice =)
Ron offered to send me home since his hse is near harbourfornt n mine is too.
so swt right but i said he shld go back 1st kinda late.
so yea.came home at abt 11pm.
legs super ache.
i hope i can keep going to church =
sigh..
anw someone ask me wad do i look for in guys.
so here it goes..
1) child of God
2) kind
3) cute/shuai(abit can lei not very impt)
4) character is good.
5) responsible
6) sweet
7) animal-lover
8) caring
9) romantic
10) understanding
11) smarter den me can lei
thats abt it =)
once again,every night its tears
3:34 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
tml got 3 test!!!
phy,chinese and geog.
sigh.3test in a day!
the teachers are so kind -.-"
anw had our 1st GB exco meeting today.
no comments abt it.just tat i miss being a ASL.sigh.
and now tat i'm only a Vchair not SL.it feels werid.
not being able to march in e 1st row.sigh.
aft Gb meeting went 2 meet up wid mr lin in room 109.
he lookin aft e S2E ppl there.
den he talked 2 me abt my attitude.i should continue to work hard and all those..
cause recently he found tat i'm kinda short-tempered and got AP.
actually not really.i have AP wid homework n nth else.
my results are starting to drop..
my attitude in class is getting worse..
i really duno what to do.
somemore now as Vchair of GB, i shld set a standard..but how to?
sigh.i duno whats wrong wid me..
something is missing..what is it?
once again,every night its tears
11:24 AM
Monday, July 16, 2007
FAREWELL NIGHT!<33
FOK&CHOO!
LEONG!FOK!TAN!CHOO!
michelle tan n me <3333
Amber(western)n ME!(indian)
Me&Dorcas(malay)
Mich,me,Dorcas!
me!(indian),leong!(chinese),dorcas!(malay),Amber&ryan!(western)once again,every night its tears
9:48 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
PVP!
haha..dun intend to go watch the soccer match.but i did anw.
went 2 change my sim card 2 3G den went to school.
took my art stuff..left it wid my dad den stayed in school.
michelle leong,amber n weizheng were at e field...
sitting UNDER THE SUN!
den mich keep askin me 2 join them..no thanks man.so hot!
retardedness.. -.-"
so yea anw.met up wid markong.
went 2 eat lunch.bought drinks for mich n amber.
played soccer wid mark in e floyer.
oh yea.some dude got injured.
i 4got his name.but he is in sec4.
his leg..the bone cracked or something.
its like so freaky.can see the his leg swollen.
i prayed for him on the spot.
hope he is alrite =(
sigh.almost cried man..its like so painful.even though i duno him.but like can feel his pain luh.
some idiot from another soccer team make him fall den he slide on e drain..
den hannah told me she heard the crack sound.freaky.
anw yea.aft tat went 2 soccer in e floyer wid mr mak,markong,ryan..n some other ppl.
sooo boring =
den 1 went home at ard 4+
super tired.duno why...
oh well..
GB exco meeting n tue 3pm.
its kinda werid being vchair =/
once again,every night its tears
10:21 AM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
WOOHOO!
the farewell thing is finally over.
glad that e sec4s enjoy themselves. =)
sigh.i wana be sq leader of sq 6!!!
so unfair luh.
all asl become sq leader den i'm e only one never b sq leader..
instead become vice-chairman -.-"
i feel so &^%^&$&%^*
its like wah lao!MY SQUAD LEI!
i'm so freaking sad. =((((
almost cry luh...MY SQQUUAD!sigh...
why like that!!!SOOOOOO IRRITATING! >=(
I DONT LIKE!DONT LIKE!
argh.
so yea anw i left skl at10.40pm
my dad was nagging like shit.
den i thought i can cheer him up by telling him i'm given e post vice-chairman.
instead..i got scolded " so you think vice-chairman so big luh.what so good abt vice-chairman.now everyday you have 2 stay back till so late, very good arh. "
like thanks a fucking lot.
not say i wana be right.damn it.
I HATE IT!I HATE IT!
my happy day that everything went well..just have to be spoilt by my dad n e handover ceremony!
damn it luhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
sigh..
anw congrates to those who got the posts.
thanks everyone for helping out today.
thanks you GOD for making this a miricle.(sp?)
once again,every night its tears
2:17 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
AHHH!
guess i hvnt been blogging for a long time.
anw.i've got both good n bad news!
good news:
i've won 1st place in talent quest soloist contest!
YAY!! e prize is a zen mp3.
was hopin a shalet.so my whole class can go.sigh.
bad news:
my band didnt win anything.
but got ppl say we deserve a position.
oh yea they only give out 1st n 2nd prize.haha..
i'm gona die of studying n stress man.
many many things 2 do
work n work
ahhhhhh.kill me someone?sigh.
once again,every night its tears
12:09 PM
