Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
went to see the doc today for my elbow and ankles
so happy tat its getting better =)
after seeing the doc, i went for frisbee at nyp
cause the doc said my ankle is okay alrdy
but i still feel the pain every now and than =/
im tired.
and my short hair is so pissting me off
every time i run or jump.
roars.
hair, please grow longer and faster =)
once again,every night its tears
11:49 PM
baked almond cookie and banana cake for amy in the early afternoon
than, mum brought me to the saloon
to do my hair treatment..
on the way there, i was thinking to change my look
i mean mayb like cut should length or something..
cause i was quite sick n tired of my hair
so yea,
i just went there n told the lady to do what she thinks its suitable for me..
the style she cut was more suitable for short hair kind..
so i just told her to just cut it short..
if not it'll look quite weird..oh wells.
byebye long hair =(
even though i so prefer long hair den to short hair
cause i think i look weird.
zzz..now with my short hair
i've got to style it..roars
now i know how guys feel..
its quite irritating -.-"
anws, went to SGH at 7pm
waited for the rest of the girls to come den we head up to find amy
i feel quite sad when i saw her =(
she's like sooo in pain =/
oh wells..
but she likes my almond cookies! =)
yay ahaha..hope she likes the banana cake too..hehe
after the visiting her,
all of the girls went to bugis to eat steamboat
elaine and i wanted to join the guys for L4D
but yea..it was too late.so nvm..
another time i guess! =)
some zi lian photos.LOL
im dead tired and bloated..
i shldnt hv gone for 2nd dinner..esp when its steamboat..
once again,every night its tears
12:29 AM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
slp till 11pm.
slacked ard and waited for time to pass
met ivan,zac n qing on the bus to wcp..
played a few points against PJC
den it started to rain heavily..sian
waited it out den continued
i think the score was 20-6?or 23-10?
i duno.we won.no duh..
if we lost i'll be super demoralized.
but hey, 33 points non-stop man!
haha..awesome or what! =)
but okay luh most of the points i was duno doing what
(most prolly stand there n watch, cause i really duno what to do)
cause it was super messy
and
we played horribly today..
maybe its because lambents nv actually really play together before
and not everyone knows who to stack n cut..
so yea...
i got pissted tat it was super messy and stuff
=( roarrss..and i only subbed out for 2points
i shld hv not played for like 15points or something..
cause my ankle hurts now =( sigh.
the PJC ppl are like fast n tall =/
quite scary..
not like lambents..
anws i felt that i had fun n stuff..
at least i tired handling.haha
dinner with weisong,ivan,carlos,aaron n jireh
at the hawker opp west coast plaza
i so love bonding/dinner time =)
went back after dinner
i was feeling quite scare when i was walking home
cause theres like so many blanglahs!
theres like some kind of gathering or something =/
thank God i stay in a condo..
even though the security guard always sleep =X
once again,every night its tears
11:55 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
pictures from party world..
didnt take much photos, didnt upload all either.lazy X)
uncle n sis
uncle!
me and sis
Hokkaido ice-cream! <3its darn good!
mummy!
mum n dad!
i love ice-creams =)once again,every night its tears
11:51 PM
happy birthday sis!
gona have family lunch later
den head down to party world for a karaoke session
cause my sister wants it.
honestly, i duno how to appreciate karaoke
lol..i think im gona be bored to death there..haha
i would have gone to watch IVP
but yea..
sigh, im quite fed-up with my ankle
its still swollen and painful
tml, lambents are having a friendly with PJC
i have to play cause my team dont hv any other girls
despite the fact my ankle still hurts
unless they can find another girl..
i really dont wana play
and i want my ankle to heal and be ready for KL opens
=(
oh wells,
all the best to those who are playing IVP =)
once again,every night its tears
11:38 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
went to collect my pay den went to acsi with ivan
sigh, i feel freaking useless when i go there some how
not tat i cant do anything or wdv but i duno luh..
just a feeling.
dinnered with ivan n wei song
den wei song gave me a lift back
hehe thanks wei song and sry for the trouble
came back home, played with pip
(tats the terrapin's name)
its so cute but irritating at times..
when it keeps crawling all over the place
and i cant watch my show in peace.lol
hmm somehow im like quite scare of guys now
esp after watching the 9pm channel 8 show..
now my impression of guys are like fucked.
okay maybe its not tat bad
but bad to the extent tat i really dont feel like looking at any guys
it'll so help if everyone of them wear a paper bag over their head.haha X)
sigh, irritating.
i really hope this is not one of the sign of becoming a les =/
it'll be really awkward..
guys, go away!!
sigh, somehow..
in this world, if you're pretty..
you'll have advantages in everything.
life's unfair...
in a way..
once again,every night its tears
10:31 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
went out with ivan
zzz..so didnt wana go out today
but on the account tat he is my friend and he's been bugging me
so yea..
went to have lunch, met ami on the way..
talked abt stuff and all tat
ami left den we both went to queensway
..zzz i bought new boots..
so i guess i'll have to play frisbee for awhile
untill i feel tat its time for me to stop
sigh, my ankle still hurts
oh wells..
im not too sure if i wana play for KL opens
i mean i cant run, even its like 1month more..
by den i can only prolly jog and
i dont wana drag the team down
and be useless bum..
roars i duno luh..
after queensway, we went back to vivo
i went to ask for my pay at my work place
but they told me to go back tml with my uniform =/
so troublesome..
den we went to eat at ben n jerry's yummyy =)
hehe like seriously
my future bf had better not mind me being fat and pampering me with sweet stuff
like ice-cream,brownie,cakes and yogurt.. X)
slacked at 79, played pool..had dinner den went back home
i wana go sentosa to chill out..
its cool to just watch the day go by and eyecandy people
(like what donald duck says X) )
and play frisbee...
anybody wana go sentosa?hehe
once again,every night its tears
9:19 PM
went to meet jamal at amk
thanks jamal for accompanying me to get my sis birthday present
and for the yogurt treat =) yumm!
so yea, i bought my sis a baby terrapin..
i was damn scare it'll die or something..
went to nyp
slacked and all tat
nth much i can do since im injured
sigh.
celebrated ben's birthday after lights out.
den supper.
i think i'm so gona put on weight
i keep eating ice-cream and all those stuff..
=( time to control myself haha..
no more ice-creams n all those fattening stuff =(
anyway, some interesting info i found in a mag
The first thing you grab from the refrigerator when you're stressed says a lot more about you than you think...
ice-cream - sensitive
You're someone who needs constant affection and love from his/her partner and you'll find the best in people even if they're rotten to the core. Dont blame yourself for being such a softie. We like to think of you as a die-hard romantic!
donuts - guarded
This means that you're slightly insecure person, who often worries about not meeting up to people's expectations.In turn, this has made you guarded and wary of new people. Let you guard down for once. It's okay to share your life with trusted friends and family!
pasta or mac and cheese - lonely
Breaking up is hard to do. Thats why you're busy stuffing your face with cheesy macaroni and spaghetti bolognaise! If this sounds like you, you could just be trying to fight loneliness with stodgy,stomach-filling foods! Apparently, foods that are higher in carbohydrates and lower in protien can help with the formation of serotonin, a chemical used to regulate mood!
spare ribs or bread - angry
When it comes to releasing your pent-up anger, textured foods that allow us to chomp and chew on may seem a lot more appealing. The carbohydrates in this food act like a steady hand that slows you down. so chow slowly!
photo chips - stressed
Its no surprised to be munching away on chips as its been widely reported that hightly strung individuals all show preference for food with high salt content to relieve stress!
chocolate - neurotic
If you pick chocolates when you're feeling down or upset, you're most likely a slightly introverted personality. Some people might even call you neurotic because your mood fluctuates ever so often! You're also likely to take criticisms and any form of rejections a little too seriously. Pay attention to this before its too late!
man that was a lot to type.
enjoy reading LOL!
im like die-hard romantic with a broken heart and im neurotic..LOL
once again,every night its tears
1:07 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
thanks terence for being there for me ytd
when i was really really broken..
mentally and emotionally
and when i needed someone to listen to all my bullshit
and yea just be there for me.. =)
thanks
once again,every night its tears
10:22 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
i sprained my right ankle.again
i really duno wtf is wrong with me
why am i always getting injured and stuff =(
i really hate it...really.
im thinking of not going to KL opens
and seriously stopping frisbee for real
i duno whats happening
im frustrated and angry to the point that i was tearing on the bus back
and i really wana kill myself
i was really careful
but why wtf am i always getting injured!?
WHYYYY! =(
and whats funny was that i was stopping myself to crash into someone
so tat i wont get injured
and yea, either way i got injured
i guess i shld have just layouted for that disc.
no difference i guess..
ROARRSS
i cant take it anymore
i dont want my parents hard earn money to be spend on my medical fees
like my family doesnt have enough sick people what more
an extra person like me to be injured because of my passion
argh.fuck man.
im really really scare of playing frisbee now
and its super ironic tat im afraid of something i love playing
arghhh.
i thought i cld like at least end the day off with a gd dinner with friends
but i guess its not happening
its a maggie noodle day.since this morning
breakfast,lunch and dinner -.-"
why man.
i didnt have a proper dinner last night either! =(
no food to cheer me up..not even company..
fucking screwed up day.
once again,every night its tears
8:18 PM
I MISS WINTER LEAGUE! =(
bad bad BADLY!
once again,every night its tears
12:10 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
woke up at 8am..
was hoping i will slp till 12pm but yea..
made my way down to sengkang..
bought a bottle of H2O drink cause i thought that maybe the NYP ppl need some sugar =)
den erm stayed there for awhile to watch and stuff
went off to meet my old sec school friends at cine
roars been so long since i met riaz,jon,des,daniel,eric n trevor
sadly russell,feng n faihan cant make it today
and yes, they are all my good friends =)
close enough to be my brothers ^^
ate at KFC den went to catch a movie
race to witch mountain or something like tat..
the movie is not bad =) i like
slacked ard..walked to hereen and guess what!
i saw the manhunt thingy
omgosh luh the guys are super super hot
their body tat is..their looks are like okay only
if they got the looks and body, double hotness!LOL
i dont mind either one of them to by my bf X) opps haha
woah but den again, if they are nice guys..triple hotness!
AWESOME!lol okay im talking rubbish alrdy
okay erm, i didnt stay there long
cause the guys were complaining tat there were no girls n its boring
and i kinda felt abit disgusted after looking at them modeling topless for awhile
like put on some shirts guys!
walking ard half naked for SO LONG..it isnt appealing man..
and its raining..dont you guys feel cold being topless for so long..LOL
so yea..walked to somewhere near dohby played lan
left 4 dead..
awesome or what!lol..
roars, i really do miss them
going out with them makes me regret going to express
wanting me to go back to fairfield..sigh
friends like them are hard to get
i just hope we'll still stay in contact with each other..
esp next year when they all go different schools =(
guys, if you ever read my blog..
which i dont think you guys do..lol
i really do miss your company
even though we havnt really been keeping in touch
for afew months..
i feel tat i can only be myself around you guys
maybe because i've known you guys for about 3years+ alrdy..
and you've seen my best and worse side..
and you guys were always there for me
when i need to talk to someoneback in sec school days..
and looking after me whenever n whereever as a erm..brother?
(since you guys dont really care when im ard when you guys talk abt uhmm..stuff)
even though some of you do tease me to a point whereby i get irritated
you guys are still my best brothers
sometimes i really wana know what you're thinking..
somehow..i still miss you.a lot..
and it really sucks
and im pretty tired of it...
once again,every night its tears
10:30 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
woke up at 7.30am
went to ACJC at like 8.30plus
guess i wasnt late! =)
played scrimmage
im so sorry joce i really didnt mean to like injure you twice
went for lunch
at holland v, sushi tei..
with clarie,lama,alex,joce,eliza
went to hagendas
sat in there for awhile..w/o ordering anything
den we walked out..
super embarassing man!roarrsss
i swearrr..
i think i just threw my face in the drain
some more i was wearing a shirt with my name on it..LOL
anws came back home..
and im like super tired.
i tried to sleep at 6pm
hopefully thinking tat i'll slp thru the night n wake up tml to go sk
but..
my cat keeps meowing at me for me to open the door for her
and i recieved a card promotion call from some blangah
super irritating
i wanted to tell him im not interested..but he keep going on n on..
and all i said was " uhmm........uhmmm...uhm....."
and he like talked for a min plus den when he stopped
i quickly told him SORRY IM NOT INTERESTED and hang up
kinda feel bad..but yea..wdv
tml's the IVP
kinda big event for schools..
its at sengkang field..again.ROARS
nonetheless..
im supporting NYP! hehe like no duhh man
my future school..in a week plus and
my friends are there! =)
all the way NYP!
i think tml's game will be quite exciting =)
but the finals next week will be even more exciting
sadly i cant go and watch =( i'll be celebrating my sister's birthday..
siannn..its at some party world kinda thing..
karaoke stuff,boring can...
i can understand if u like singing and wana improve your singing standard..
you sing karaoke but as a grp and stuff..
i dont think its funn..oh wells..
i wanted to bake cookies for amy toke today
but i didnt managed to..
kinda thinking of how am i gona pass it to her next week.. =/
oh wells..
ALL THE WAY NYP ULTIMATE! =)
once again,every night its tears
8:13 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
DECEMBER Birthdays: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions.Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
took this from my fb quiz..
felt tat its freaking true..
erm im referring to those that somewhat describes my character..
obviously..not all..
roars, im darn bored at home.
hopefully my rash is gone by now..
i wana go out!
i still havnt bought my sisters's birthday present.. -.-"
once again,every night its tears
11:44 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
just some random thoughts..
school is gona start for me soon..
in 2weeks plus.
im somewhat excited but i dont wana lose the freedom i have now
honestly, im not ready to study.
i really regret, letting my standard of languages drop while i was in sec school
somehow i wish im smart enough to be in ACJC
sadly, im not.
i wonder how my orientation is gona be like.
i really hope my class have nice people i can hang out with..
i really hope i can continue playing ultimate
even though
im still not improving yet after so long
and my mental strength is pathetic..
sorry they are just random thought..
apparently after last night, im still abit zone out.
once again,every night its tears
11:16 PM
yesterday..
WINTER LEAGUE FINALS!
woke up darn early in the morning..
wanted to go SK field by 8am
to warm up and help out
but i over slpt and was late..hehe
1st game at 9am.
we were up against lesley's team( i think i slpt her name wrongly LOL)
the game was okay..
some of us havn't really wake up yet cause its early in the morning
but yea.
we won, univers point =)
2nd game at 12pm+
we were up against cong pei's team.
it was definitely not a easy game
but we won anw..again univer point.
freaking scary, my heart almost died for both of the games =x
den it started to rain heavily..
finals was postponed till later when there wasnt anymore lightening or thunder
so some of us went to the shopping centre to get some food =)
in a way, to keep ourselves warm n give us energy..
so yupp..
THE FINALS..the fight for womens winter league champion
we were up against XY's team..
their team is super strong. -.-" kns man.
they throw a cup on us and we couldnt break it
because we havnt tired it before..as a team
but we got some points when they played rabbit and man D
we lost. score was 13-6
was kinda pissted with myself.cause i duno wtf i was doing
i was seriously trying very hard to run and do the right thing..
but somehow im always lagging behind.
well, at least i got 1D it made me feel better..
maybe its time for me to stop soon..LOL
anws..over all i had fun.even though i really hate losing.
but oh wells, not many teams can make it to 2nd place! =)
rushed home to bathe, get my stuff for the winter league chalet party
den rushed to pasir ris...to meet sharon,janet n jo..
cabbed down to aloha..
honestly, the party wasnt happening
it was quite boring..disappointing man
no gambling,dancing..wdv but there was definitely drinking ahah
so yea..
spent most of the time slacking..chit-chatting..laughing as drunk people
den i got myself drunk after the drinking game. -.-"
oh wells..by den most of the ppl were sleeping alrdy so yea.
i knocked out rite after i puke..
sorry CS! for puking on ur leg X)
it was totally unintentional..i couldnt open the plastic bag..
and hey, at least i clean up my own mess...
didnt allow anyone to clean it up for me.
so yea..
but guess what!
i woke up earlier den those that slpt earlier den me.ahaha
8am.wth i was freaking shocked too..
i thought i'll wake up at like 12 or something..LOL
but i realised i got rash on my body..
guess im allergic to strong alcohol or something
oh wells, im tired.
i think i wana sleep soon.haha
and yes, mental not to self.freaking no more alcohol no matter what
i feel freaking useless and like a burden to people.
HUSSIEN!
thank you for looking after me during the drinking game n stuff..
CS!
im so so so sorry for last night.
for troubling you to look after me even after i accidently puke on you.
and like giving you a sleepless night
by making you sit beside me while i sleep on the couch..
SORRY AND THANK YOU! =/
i feel darn bad =(
once again,every night its tears
4:23 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
im super dead tired.
went out with xiao lun and jamal ytd
they are being nice cause i wanted to go out and chill
so they accompanied me.
in the end they stayed over my hse
cause they got to be at wcp earlier in the morning
i only slpt for 3hours.sucks man
this morning went off with them to wcp
made them took the wrong bus X)
sry guys!ahaha
but it turned out to be a blessing in disguised
we eat our breakfast at the 24hours cheese prata shop
rather den at macs =)
had scrimmage against NYP
i duno whats wrong with DK again
the 1st half we were like not play at our best
letting them score like nobodys business and stuff
i mean i also feel guilty of it
argh.damn it luh
i duno whats wrong
was it because i ate something wrong ytd..
or cause i didnt hv enough slp..
anw DK won =)
we got it back for the second half =)
had lunch at macs -.-" as usual
den followed the non nytp ppl to the field to slack
i didnt feel like goin home so i stayed on for awhile
so i just practically sat/walk there for 2hours
doing nth much
its really nice to like just slack ard
but it was quite hot..
and it wld be nicer if i had a friend by my side to talk abt anything n everything
thanks keeks for listening to whats really really troubling me =)
you're a great friend! =)
so yea anw i went back home
and slpt on the floor from 4-7pm
LOL i was too tired to bathe so yea,
to sleep on the floor was the best choice
once again,every night its tears
8:53 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
once again,every night its tears
5:41 PM
when everyone is out, enjoying themselves..
im at home lazying,
murdered by boredom.
roars,just when i thought i can go out to have some fun
while my parents are in Thailand and KL
oh wells -.-"
life is getting less exciting
..zzzZZzz...
well at least i've got DK training tml and winter league on sunday
once again,every night its tears
4:42 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
went to MI ytd with james
i wanted to see the standard of MI and how james coaches
so yea..apparently there wasnt alot of ppl.
like only 8?lol
slacked n played scrimmage -.-"
the area was super small..quite irritating
after that went to eat pastamania with james
den went to vivo
met up with ivan,carlos,sam,clement n munching
to celebrate ivan's birthday
it wasnt really a exciting one and all tat
but yea..
everyone went back cause they still hv school tml
ivan wanted to watch a movie but ytd gv was closed
so he sent me back.
oh wells today is his real birthday anw,
happy birthday ivan.
i duno what am i gona today..
prolly slack n stone at home...
i was thinking of stopping frisbee
as in this time, seriously
maybe when my school starts,
i'll prolly join nyp ultimate for awhile den i'll quit
i duno luh.
i wana see my batch 1st,see if i can clique with anyone or something
some how...i find it extremely difficult to clique with ppl =(
(as in to make friends whom i can tell my troubles to and all..)
i dont wan my passion for frisbee
to be something tat will affect my r/s with my parents
roarrrs
i need to do some stuff to get this off my head..
thanks aloy and james for listening me complain
and comforting me when im emo-ing =)
special thanks to those tat tagged on my tagboard
with those encouraging words =)
you guys made me realise that im not alone after all =)
once again,every night its tears
11:17 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
seriously
i duno what to do with my life
im not even fucking interested in studying anymore
im scare to play frisbee
every time before i leave the hse,
i would think thrice.
isit really worth it for me to make my way down to play frisbee?
how late would i come back home if i went out?
will my parents nag at me again?
will i play well today?
will i learn and apply new tactics that the experienced ppl are gona teach?
am i gona get injured again?
will it be a serious one till i get banned from frisbee forever?
everytime i get injured,
i'll cry
not because it hurts but because of the fact tat i got injured
injury = fucked up by parents + lesser chance of improving + no frisbee for a while
im still thinking if i should join NYP ultimate
sigh, why cant life be easier?
i mean why the fuck does it hv to be so irritating
why isit so hard for me to enjoy myself n at the same time please my parents
if only i fucking hell did get into the national youth team
i might have a different story..
my parents may acknowledge my passion for frisbee
and let me play with more freedom
now i'll hv to deal with this bullshit everyday
always complaining and nagging at me
besides this im also troubled with other stuffs
sigh, like i said i know i have to get a hold of myself n get on with life
but i just cant
i automatically go into the emo mood
fuck luh, as much as i wana be strong again...
i cant.
im not sayin that ive given up..
its just tat i cant keep up my strong front anymore
im tired of facing all the bullshits...
even though i hate being weak...
esp with a weak mentality
its something i cannot change for now
even if i did give my best shot in try to change it
once again,every night its tears
1:57 AM
heres some quiz results i took earlier on.
dont blame me, i was bored n emo
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
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You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
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Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
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You value your friendships: 65%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
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The Mass Communicator
You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.
once again,every night its tears
1:14 AM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
ROARRS!
i freaking hate my parents
why cant they understand that i really like playing frisbee
i mean wtf do they wan me to do at home
every time im at home, i face the computer,
i also got nagged at
just wtfucking hell am i suppose to do!?
school havent freaking started yet
whats wrong with going out to play frisbee
why cant they fucking support me in what i like?
you fucking told me i can go for msia opens
if i give you the details n all that
den now when i give you the fucking details
you throw your fucking temper at me
saying im frisbee siao, studies must come 1st
and all that bullshit
den now you say you wana see my school timetable 1st
before considering to let me go
its on a freaking sat n sunday damn it =(
next you'll say, lets see the weather forecast if it'll rain on sat n sunday
den i'll consider to let you go.
ARGH!i seriously dont wana say this but
i hate you i hate you i fucking hell hate you =(
just what the fuck do u wan me to do at home?
not like we always have dinner together
why isit tat jiejie n can always go out but i cant?
im young, i can fucking enjoy my life now before i grow old n cant do what i like
because i'll hv something called WORK and i wont be as energetic
i appreciate all that you've done for me but
why cant you be like other parents
who supports their child in what they like
and bless them with the freedom to do what they like
ROARRSS =(
once again,every night its tears
12:49 PM
Monday, March 09, 2009
mum went to the clinic to get my xray results back
xray results was okay, nth cracked
so yea..lucky me
but my arm still hurts so she brought me to see a chinese doc
the doc is super nice =) as in his character
humble,gentle n funny
so yea, he said my arm hurts cause of my back
i was quite scared when he cracked my neck n back.. =/
but i felt better after tat =)
went to meet james at city hall
ate at hongkong cafe at plaza sing
haha finally man! =)
hehe thanks james
den went back to city hall for pickup
todays pickup was quite slack =)
went to suntec
with keeks,james,clarence n 2 other guys
the rest went to eat dinner while james n i went to secret recipe
cause i wanted to go somewhere to slack n eat chocolate cake =)
hehe..
thanks james for accompanying me today
and for listening to all my bullshit =)
once again,every night its tears
11:44 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
went for family lunch at thai express
den head down to sengkang
helped out with the admin stuff n all that
roarss..im damn tired even though i didnt play n all tat
somehow i cant wait to play next sunday
but at the same time i dont really feel like playing..
i know im contradicting myself but tats how i feel lor
went for dinner at kfc again -.-"
den mondster send me,coconut n cs back
sigh..
the year 3 ppl are leaving
when im going to nyp
..really hate it..oh wells
sometimes i really wonder what is life about
i mean, seriously why am i here, on earth?
i mean even if i exist or not it really doesnt matter what
argh, freak man
i hate this lousy feeling, i feel darn weak.
once again,every night its tears
11:17 PM
Thursday, March 05, 2009
went for NYP ultimate camp
on tues and wed
okay i know im not in NYP yet..but still..
i duno luh, it beats staying at home
and i so love camps
so yea, went to NYP in the afternoon..
was told tat i missed out a lot on monday =(
oh wells..
had scrimmage against ourselves in the afternoon
den we had scrimmage against the graduates
(i joined the graduates because..they didnt hv enough people)
was quite tired
esp after dinner..
went back, washed up and all..
didnt sleep in the room cause i was scare tat i'll be super cold..
esp with my lousy sleeping bag
so i slpt outside on the stage,
with bryan and xiaolun
kept waking up every hour
cause i was scared of getting bitten by mossys
roarrss..sucks man
next morning,
played goaltimate..
played some bonding games in the afternoon
later in the night, we had scrimmage against
shiok's team
score was 21-11 i think..
but i thought tat we played well..
as in, everyone was trying their best =)
cant wait to officially be in the NYP ultimate team.
but i'll confirm tio bullied..LOL
once again,every night its tears
9:59 PM
