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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Saturday, December 26, 2009


its been awhile since i've blogged.
prepare yourself for a long emo post
cause lately my life still sucks..

it really sucks to hate the school that i used to love.
yup, its like only been more den half a year in NYP and i hate it alot now.
i dont find any reason to go to school anymore.
the breakup still makes me hate the fact about going to school
cause that r/s was the only reason that kept me wantin to go school
the travel time, waking up super earlier, trying to cope with my studies so i wont repeat
it was all worth it.
but after it was over,
i felt that i've lost my purpose of going to school
and im still feeling that way..
and its getting stronger.
esp now when i dislike the reason why i chose NYP in the 1st place.
come to think of it, i should have just listened to my parents advice
and make a better decision and not based on my friends or cca.

now, the only reason why i would go to school is cause of
my classmates..mike and diana.
otherwise i think i'll try to switch to NP vet course..
otherwise just study private.
sian.this sucks luh seriously


i really do love it and enjoy it.
but i dont like how im being forced to do some stuff
even though i did make changes.
i just dont understand,
maybe, just maybe i'll end it :(
or i'll just go, do my stuff and leave..
argh i duno.fucking frustrating.
and i thought everyone there were awesome ppl.
sigh.wdv


i love you
mike, diana, amber and those who cared for me and accept me for who i am :D
i seriously do.

once again,every night its tears

12:56 PM