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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, November 05, 2009


come on ralene, get up and move on with life
its obvious he doesnt want you anymore
he doesnt miss you
he doesnt even love you
just freaking move on!
he isnt the only guy in this world
there are plenty more, better guys too!
get over it and move on!!!!



i know =/
easier said than done.
sigh.why isit so difficult?

i swear, i dare not love or trust anyone anymore
or at least during this period of time.
i think i was in my own pathetic dream
when i believed that he was the one for me
and he truly,honestly willing to love me
maybe he did for that moment but not for long term..
argh shingz X)
when will i wake up from this insanity =(
this emotional torture can kill me any time soon.

i'm screwing up my work
i'm not paying attention in lectures
i'm not enjoying life anymore.

my only escape is when i go to bed
and thats the reason i dread to wake up.
frisbee is no longer the solution for me.


its been about a month now,
5more months and hopefully i'll get over him
or if not..11months more =/


ah crap.emo post =(

once again,every night its tears

4:32 PM