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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Monday, September 28, 2009


zzz..im bloody tired.
i hope tml can i perform well in training.
what more i have meeting tml at 10.30am T.T
consistency and passion i need you.

sigh.motivation is dying out.
i can feel it =(
its depressing.

i keep thinking if i shld change course to vet biology in NP
sigh.

pros:
-chase my BIG dream
-school nearer to my house
-i have friends in NP


cons:
-leaving my friends
-leaving NYPU
-NP is a big school i dont like.
-waste 1 year
-if change, i definitely must get scholarship and go Australia for further studies


sigh.how now brown cow fow mow.
last time i confirm wont change course because of him
but now..yea.
roars.i hate this.
its not fun.


what more, my other option is..
take night classes.
but if i do that..
i'll be quite stress plus i definitely have to give up frisbee
either way i lose out =(

sian i think my life quite sad.
NA go up express, i lose my friends in NA.
come NYP, i suffer for studies and traveling time plus heartbreak.
den now if i go NP i hv to give up my friends
fuck.im scare.im just fucking scare tat i'll make the wrong decision again =(

cause if i had stayed in NA..
i would defiantely get a better Os results
i would be happier in my sec4 class
i can stay in contact with my friends
i can get into vet biology without any frustrations.
sigh...



i miss you

once again,every night its tears

9:32 PM