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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, September 06, 2009


went out for NYPU girls outing today
after the prayer thingy

bonding was good.
had fun.
i mean we talked about stuff
and told each others' good n bad points
and yea bob and i broke down
i understand why she broke down..and yea

as for me.
its like, i didnt wan the same thing to happen to me in sec school to happen in poly
and wdv i told them..its something i really wana tell the girls ard me
even in secondary school but i just cant..so yea
as in, i dont mean to be defensive..but sometimes you've got to hear my story
i accept all that have been said and im trying to change
and its not like i want to be like this.
its not like i want myself to problem communicating with girls
its not like i want to give the impression to other girls that im flirting
its not like i want to give ppl the impression im not listening to their advice =(
i just cannot express myself.i dont know how to..
and every time i try, it always..always turns out the wrong way.

i mean i really really really do appreciate wdv you girls have told me
cause it shows that you care and want me to change
and i just hope you can understand me.
like REALLY understand me

sigh.oh wells.
someone give me medication to express myself better and have better control of my emotions
like seriously, PLEASE =(

oh wells.
went for movie with elle,bob,gladys and shireen
was suppose to watch up but NO TICKETS!only 1st row plus split.
NO WAYY.so we watched dance flick instead.
its a funny movie luh but not what i wld watch in theatres.

i still wana watch UP!
ohoh theres a new dance movie coming up too.
im definitely gona watch that no matter what.
the preview was awesomeee! =)

once again,every night its tears

10:59 PM