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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, July 08, 2009


sigh.
when everyone find the test paper do-able
i dont.
i mean i know the test paper isnt difficult
its just..i cant do it.
i duno wth is wrong with me.
i need like a miracle.like some stuff to make me smarter.
nonetheless..
im mentally prepared..
to be sent to shatec.or however u spell it.i dont care
or, to give up frisbee =(
to give up as in, to stop completely so i can study
and my life wld be..
school, home, study and prolly i'll get tuition for math or smthing.
sigh.whyyyyy am i so dumb.
they say in this world there are no such thing as dumb people,
only lazy people.
its totally bullshit!
im a living proof!just wait for the results.
i did study, but yea.just see my results uh.
sigh, i know im not stupid..
its just tat, im not textbook smart can.
oh but..im not exactly streetsmart either =/
ah okay, i'll just admit im stupid in every way.

anw
im just happy,
they postpone the food culture test
till next week =)
yay me, more time to study for it.
and more time to complete my assignments!sigh.
hate that word..
ASSIGNMENTS

7weeks more till exam.
freak man.
i seriously duno how im gona do for it.
its like, even common test im struggling..
i cant imagine exam.
i think i'll just sit there n think of how im gona face my parents
poly is @$%^%&&$ irritating.
im still not used to how things are in poly.
ahhh.sigh.
i shld have just gone to ite or study private
but i dont think it'll make any difference.




im freaking moody now
cause math paper is tml
and im seriously, not prepared =(
like seriously SERIOUSLY
esp when its my weakest weakest subject..
uhhh.this amount of pressure can just force me to do stupid now.
screw it man.
hate failing.seriously freaking hate to fail.
but i just cant freaking focus on revising..
after being super demoralised for the phychem and inorg paper
i think im currently : why do i need to study when i know im gona fail alrdy.might as well just play.
sigh.im freaking weak.



yay, i didnt use any bad bad vulgarities!
even though im freaking $%^&^%$ now.
sigh.

once again,every night its tears

9:24 PM