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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, July 01, 2009


okay im like super stress now so
wdv u read..its just yea..
just for me to spam n yea..you knowww...
and i sort of "cancelled" all the spamming so yea.my blog wont be so emo
hehe.but yeaa


as much as i hate school,
(but i loves the girls in my class ^^ , not the guys.tsk)
i seriously hate e-learning more than anything else..
even rejections and being irritated
seriously, for a IT noob like me...e-learning is fucking hell
i duno wtf im suppose to do
even if i know, im still darn blur..zz..
sometimes i just wana kill technology..



went out to watch transformers
with the frisbee ppl..
mike,nic,elle,jamal,shireen,wanyu,nat n jasper
the movie is not bad luh..quite funny n exciting
next movie i wana watch is the ice age 3
but i doubt i hv any time to watch it
cause i hv freaking hell alot of project work to hand in..
like one after another
and oh yea, i havent even touched on phychem, math n food culture yet.
fuck.im screwed.like seriously
aft the movie, went to eat dinner at marina
den slack at the esplan rooftop
chit-chatted and stuff.
i just wished time cld just slow down at tat point of time


[emo part]
sigh..
seriously i wonder when is the turning point of my life
when will things start to get better
i mean it totally sucks to know
you've got stuff to hand in like TML
and when you duno how to do it AT ALL...
i seriously, just wana drop out of school
i have like completely no purpose at all..
even if i get a diploma in my course, so what.
not say i can get into uni..
even if i can, whats the point when i cant even study what i want in singapore..
i also cant study overseas cause my parents cant afford it..
so whats the point.
and like even if i get a bloody degree,
like many other female scholar..i'll end up being a housewife.
seriously, whats the point.
sigh.
so tempted to just walk out on life.
[end of emo part]


to all those that keep asking me to stop smoking..
i said i'll stop smoking means i'll stop
so dont worry.
just got to finish the pack first X)
and no worries, its only 2 sticks left cause my sister finished 1/2 of it -.-"



some times i just wish
life can be like Sims
i can like just control the situation and make things go the way i want it to.
den life wld be a breeze..
literally.lol
ohoh!
i suddenly rmbed , jasper saying " i like black cocks "
so guys.ahemmm...haha
super funny, i suggest using glow in the dark condoms
i mean black ahems and glow in the dark condoms
is a pair what right! X)


oh wells.
sleep now.
like NOWWW.. =(



once again,every night its tears

12:50 AM