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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


friends and family is the only reason why im still alive
cause i dont wana see them being sad
esp my parents i can just imagine how heart broken they'll be
if they knew that their youngest child committed suicide
they are the only reasons that holds me back..

i totally have to cry in front of so many people
how stupid am i.fruck man
freaking embarrassing.
but i really couldnt control it..
the stress and all.
esp when its a "conflict" between a friend who i treasure
argh fruck.
seriously, okay i suck at these kind of stuff
but its not like i can do anything when i cant stop crying
cause i totally hate it
i hate " arguing" with someone who i treasure
esp frisbee friends.
i really cant take it.
call me weak or wdv.i dont care.
i treasure my friends and i totally cannot control my reactions
whenever such stuff happens.
argh wdv.
its over and i totally feel like sleeping now
cause all i know im just really really sad.


BUT!
on the bright side!
my team, consisting of..
janice,janet,val and myself
came in 1st for the campus road run! =)
1st place baby!! =)
and bloody neh i shld hv ran for individual den i can get 4th or 5th place.
ROARS!
oh wells.i really wana know my timing for my run
so if any kind soul would tell me please? =/


gona start a studying spree

once again,every night its tears

10:16 PM