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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Friday, May 22, 2009


went to mike's hse aft school
guitar hero-ed and L4D

argh seriously
i hate staying so far from my friends
and i hate staying so far from school
i fucking hate my life.

seriously luh..
apart from the matter that they told me my relatives are coming to my hse last min
like tml at 2pm.
it is such a coincidence right
2pm when chris/mike/kenneth's soccer match starts
reallly fuck man.
why cant they come to my hse on sunday
or dont come at all
not like they can do anything at my hse
argh wdv k just fucking wdv

and oh yea
its so fucking easy to cope with my course -.-
like the phychem,math and so on
its like a piece of cake!totally!
fuck luh they just had to give me more pressure
by telling me
" you better work hard during this 3years.cause if you fail, you'll hv to go out and work.otherwise i'll just sent you to shaltec(i duno what school isit but yea) to learn to be a waitress. so you better study hard and cut down on frisbee.i dont even see you working hard at all. "
like yay rite.
i mean they ask me how i cope n stuff how the hell am i suppose to reply them?
not like even if i say i cant cope they can do anything
cause not like they know what im studying n they are gonna give me tuition
i have to depend on myself
to like ask my friends n to help me stuff
so whats the point of asking luh.seriously
they are like just giving me addition pressure
not like i dont get enough now.

i mean yea i totally admit im not trying hard enough
(trying hard means like taking every single wksheet n lesson seriously like a major exam is coming)
but i am trying
but you cant expect me to study n study rite
or like study infront of them
argh i duno luh.
i fucking hate it when ppl give me pressure
not like i dont give myself a huge amount of pressure

and how is tue,wed and sundays not cutting down on frisbee?
like seriously.
and like totally blame me for not being home everyday
when i hv school which is so fucking far from home.
FUCK luh.

someone just help me
it feels like im trapped in a room with no ways no escape






noone should tag on my board abt this post.
completely not in the mood to entertain
spare me your pity and sympathy

once again,every night its tears

10:35 PM