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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


i dont know what to say
and
i dont know what to do.

never felt so entirely hopeless before.
i dont think im called a frisbee player anymore
since he gave up on me.
but i dont wana give up

whats so hilarious is that
when i thought i did try my best to improve,
it seems different to people.
i give them the impression that im slacking and i have to be spoon-fed
haha.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i dont wana give up.
they say im saying one thing but doing another thing.
haha.i seriously i seriously dont know whats wrong with me.
argh fuck.seriously, fuck.



i suck at my studies
and now i fucking suck at playing frisbee
i think have low IQ and EQ
haha fuck.
i'm pathetic.

and im fucking screwed tml.yay
2 phychem tutorials and 1organicchem tutorial not done yet.


tml there had better not be anyone irritating me
otherwise they'll get it from me.
which i hope i dont =/

i dont know what i exist anymore.
i'm stupid and practically useless.
yay -.-"
2012, had better be real.

once again,every night its tears

11:51 PM