❤ Its more than just words.

Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, April 16, 2009

you know, they say you'll make good friends when you're in secondary school
(esp when you're in sec 4)
and friends that will never leave you
even if you graduate.

i'm telling you,
its not true.

went for DK training
i duno wtf was wrong with my left calf(is it even the correct word?i duno.lol)
it hurts, and i had to spam counterpain cream
even so, i could still feel the restriction
its like when i walk or running my muscle is so tight
that it hurts =(
i did try to stretch it,since i woke up this afternoon
but it didnt work.
oh wells.
weiliang says it maybe because of my ankles
that i'm subconsciously running in a way to prevent it to hurt
that im running awkwardly, thus injuring my calf.
troublesome.sigh.

looking at my new timetable.
i dont even know if i can go for frisbee trainings on tue n wed anymore
looking at the time i reach home w/o eating
and the time i get to sleep..
im not even sure if i get enough rest
its like worse den Olevel days.
sleeping at 1.30am+ and waking up at 6.30am.
wtf man.oh wells..
i have a 4-5hour break on monday =/
and im thinking, whether i shld use this time to train up my physical.
like do some running and all those.
cause todays PT after training..
made me realised that my mental strength dropped alot
and made me wonder how the freak did i managed to
sprint 100m and 200m over n over again
from morning till afternoon,
stopping only when my friends wana go for lunch...
that was when i was still in secondary school.
i'm weak, physically and mentally.
and it fking sucks.

class outing tml.
yupp, my new class is having a class outing.
my idea! =) but i didnt organise it.
haha.
its good to see tat my class is somewhat bonded
and i think i can get used to it! =)

once again,every night its tears

1:19 AM