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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, April 23, 2009


school as normal..
zzz...damn boring.
i only like the math lesson it kinda reminds me of sec school
i really really prefer class room style of teaching compared to lectures
like wtf luh in the lectures i'll be slping/eating sweets/day-dreaming
at least tutorials i can pay attention.. =(
fruccckkk
and i realised im the only dumb idiot in my class..
like WOW! for once, i think i can be ranked the last in my class.
double fruckkk!
went to help out for frisbee for the clubcrawl
asking ppl to join frisbee
@$^#^Q#%& i think we shld get pretty girls to dress up n give out the stuff n to promote frisbee
kns the guys are like frucking jerks
see pretty girls only den act like they are interested
whereas ugly girls like me, they dont give a fruck.
arghh okay wdv the world is unfair.okay.

after clubcrawl, had training
did drills..its like some how relaxed..
when it wasnt suppose to be cause theres like competition soon
everyone was laughing n throwing/catching like shit.
i felt better during the 1st part of the drill
but come 2nd part i duno wtf went wrong
den come scrimmage.its fruck.

demoralised, no shit.

after dinner, hitched a ride back.
asked my parents abt the KL opens to triple check with them tat i can go..
den guess what.
they dont allow me to go anymore.
FRUCK!
im bloody pissted luh
1st they tell me okay can go..den 1month before school start i asked them
they said no..den i ask them again 1week later, they said okay can..
den now..."NO!!because school start alrdy, tat time i allowed you to go because you got holiday,
den now school start, you better study!"
KNN!i freaking told them its like after 1month i start school n all that.
sigh.wdv luh i hate them for always giving my false hope


frucking tired and pissted.
i dont even feel like going to school tml.
them thought of dressing up and making my way down
makes my blood boil.
why the fruck did i get such results
that i HAVE to go poly and HAVE to be in nyp.


got school tml at 8am.
i so dont feel gd abt it at all.
everything is frucked up today.

once again,every night its tears

12:40 AM