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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, April 02, 2009


been thinking abt what he shouted at me ytd
abt me being inconsistent and all
its true that im inconsistent
some days im good, some days im lousy
and yea, i did pay the price for being inconsistent..
i've been trying to keep it consistent
but i dont even see it improving

when i was walking back home,
i thought abt my past..
like everything i tried to do..since young
from dance to piano to cooking to baking to singing to badminton to visual arts..etc
somehow, nth works out for me.
everything started well at first
like " oh, i have talent in this.yay.i think i shld stay on and be a pro in this! " and all that
but as time goes by..
i get to the stage where by i neither good nor bad at it
im always..always stuck at that same place, not moving up
( have you heard this? "when you duno whether you shld step forward or not. by standing there you are alrdy moving backwards cause time dont wait. " its not word for word but something along that line.you know.. )


i was afraid that it might be the same for frisbee
that its just another thing
that i cannot excel.that no matter how hard i try..
i'll always be stagnant.

sigh, this is so irritating.
im not self praising here or wdv....
it seems like i can do anything
but i cant really really do anything WELL.
im always inbetween..
if you know what i mean =(

once again,every night its tears

11:45 PM