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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, February 08, 2009


ytd i went for dk training and for national trials
dk training was okay but i didnt know why i was quite drained from it..
den come national trials..
i duno what the fuck i was doing at all
drills, i got "scolded" by keeks
den scrimmage(girls against guys)
i got scolded by ben
fuck man.
i totally did breakdown ytd..no shit man
i've nv played sooooo badly in my entire life luh
and yea,
obviously i wasnt selected to go for national trials..
so therefore i freaking admit
i suck at frisbee
its not that im not on form
its just all excuses
i admit i totally suck at it
i dont need ppl to tell me that..
i freaking know i suck at it
after trainings n trainings..
i shld be improving and im fucking deproving to like a beginner standard..
aiya but wtf man i was freaking sad not because i wasnt selected for the national team
cause im not really in to it..
as in if i get selected, i'll work my arse off and win for singapore
but if i dont, den who cares..life still goes on..
what i was really bothered abt is
because i really did disappoint ben..
i duno abt keeks but maybe i did..i duno..argh freak it


today, i went to church
den i left early, met up with terence for lunch
went to sk and waited for drills to start..
my team lost 7-12
freak man.
like seriously today we played like shit(IMO luh that is..)
but we did better after the half-time
and again, i played like shit..
argh fucking pissted with myself..
oh yes, i think i sprained my left elbow..i duno
but it freaking hurts
i cant bend it n all that
fuck! =(
my morale is 0%
okay luh not tat bad
maybe theres like a 1% there?
and to jamal,xiaolun,eliseus,ryan
im not fucking like jason
i dont carry his bloody give up attitude
i dont give up in a game
for now i just need to fucking find the problem with myself,
rest till my injuries fully recovers
and start working my arse off to improve again
roarrr =(
anw went for dinner with
xiaolun,ryan,eliseus,jamal n weiliang
at kfc -.-"
damn scare i get food poisioning again..but yea
met terence at hb mrt
he is so sweet luh,
send me back even though hes like dead tired..
loves luh! =)

oh yes i so have to blog this..
readers please dont board bus 10,30 and 143
from vivo or hb during 8.30pm-10pm+
u'll never get on the bus
or otherwise, the construction workers will jam up the bus at hb busstop
and the bus will be stationary for abt 10mins?
so yea..
i seriously have no idea why are they so freaking dumb..
i mean not to be evil or what
but wtf
move back luh..e poor ppl are waiting at the busstop..
and its like all of u are dropping at the same stop -.-"
dumb or what!=/

once again,every night its tears

10:29 PM