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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, February 15, 2009


went for service.
met ivan n sam and we left after worship
had lunch at sk with them and luke.
i know my biggest mistake last year
was to neglect friends for frisbee
and thus im trying to patch back and balance it =)

slacked and watch half a game before starting
drills and preparation for the game which is at 4
i seriously didnt know whats wrong with me
i drank red bull but i was still so lethargic
i really hate that feeling
i couldnt run and concentrate..
maybe it was the weather
but i dont wana push the blame

my team lost 6-9
we only have 8girls in our team..
same for the opponent

after the game i was in quite a bad mood
maybe its the weather and i felt tat we shld hv won them
(i know i shldnt be too competitive but im not the type that wana lose)
but we did improve towards the end of the game
we did step up on our defense

went to help out at the booth
with the stats sheets n all..
super frustrating
i dobnt know i mean
count n count i only collected 7sheets
and im v sure 1 of the team capt did give me his teams' stats
but it wasnt there!!! so yea..
in the end i was plus plus moody =(
went for dinner den took the purple line with eliseus



seriously, i wana thank eliseus
for bringing me back on my feet =)
for giving me the encouragement when i needed it the most
im so glad i have a friend n senior to be like him
someone who i feel i can depend on when i need someone to perk me up
so far he is the only person that i can tell him stuff
and he can understand my situation=)
thanks eliseus! =)





sigh,
hurry back and dont climb mountians alrdy! =/

once again,every night its tears

10:39 PM