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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Saturday, January 10, 2009


its been awhile since i felt so moody n lifeless..
and i really hate this feeling.
been feeling this way ever since they announce that results will be out on monday..
maybe its because im stress..
stress over results,
which school i'll go
and isit the best for me,
or rather..isit what i really really want.
and i really regret what ive done..
spending more time training frisbee and hanging out with my new friends
rather den my old friends..
not tat my new friends are bad its tat just..
i sort of seem like i abandon my friends
but i know very well i didnt
its just tat..i duno how to explain =(
im sorry. =( i truly am and its not like i did it on purpose
and and i definitely did backslide from God
and im not proud of it..
i dont know whats going on with me..
i've got almost everything i wanted after Os..
play in winter league,
expose myself to more frisbee stuff,
improve my frisbee skills,
make more friends,
join a club,
that someone special..
but why do i feel so messed up?
or isit just a temporary feeling
tat will soon fade away when my results are out?

anw..
i really wana go vet course in TP
but its freaking far
and i hv to struggle to stay alive if i take tat course
because i hv to study
Amath,bio,physic,chem n many more subjects
plus they dont hv a frisbee team in TP
sigh..

once again,every night its tears

12:18 AM