Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Sunday, December 28, 2008
i'm flying off for japan later in the night =(i know im being stupid for not wanting to go japancause its JAPAN..everyone wants to go there..esp the guys -.-"than again, i dont have the mood..i really just wana play frisbee and chill out with my friends..until results come outwhich is like very soon..and going for japan,gives me about only 4days to do tat..(if the results comes out on 8jan)im scare, that i'll lose my friends =(but i know i have to go thru it sooner or lateroh wells..life sucksearly happy new year everyone =)its like a new year alrdy!look at how time flies!thanks for the memories and stuff..i have to say it nowcause i wont be ard to wish u guysoh yes, all the best smurfettes!sry i cant join u girls today =(cause my parents dont allow..nonetheless!i'll join u guys pretty soon =)
once again,every night its tears
3:53 PM
was feeling quite sick when i woke up this morningwent to sentosameet up with ivan n the restthe weather today was horrible shit..it was like super hot..but yea, we still played frisbee..sadly, we encountered a grp of idiotsi mean we had our cones up since morningand its like only right if ppl respect our spacekns ppl like them just dont get it do they..i mean we did tell them nicely to move out of the area..so we wont knock into them.but yea, they like "scolded" us and showed us attitude..how polite man..and they purposely throw their vball at us -.-"immature idiots..oh well, thanks to the idiots i failed to the disc cause they were in the wayand i didnt wana push them or anythingwent to join jireh n his friends for vball game after ivan they all lefti swear, the gov was damn dumb to allow zouk out to be held at silosocause we saw a used condom,i stepped on a rusty nail,(no worries im okay^^ thank God =) )and theres like satay sticks everywhere..its super dangerous can..after sentosa, went for dinner with jireh at kfcgosh, its been awhile since i have the craving for kfc ahahate n talked abt the difference in frisbee n vball,abt school and stuff..gosh..i feel so old now..
once again,every night its tears
12:27 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
happy xmas ppl =)went for my cousins party ard 4pmleft the place at 7plus with my sisters and they drop me off at hbwent to meet terencetalked, dinnered n slacked..went to meet feng n binhong later at 9plusgosh its been damn long since we talkedso yea, we talked n slacked..den they send me home =)man, friends like them last forever =)i duno know if its real,but i think i mayb wana give it a chance
once again,every night its tears
12:43 AM
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
tired day..went for NYP training at 4.30i didnt go for clements frisbee thingycause i didnt wana face the trouble of sneaking in n all those crap..but yea, anw i left 5.40pm so didnt really train much esp whenin the 1st hour we were playing a soccer/frisbee gameits quite fun but yea..left NYP for michelle's hsenehneh i got lost on the way therecause i stop like 5 or 7 stops earlierand i walked.. -.-" ahha freaking far leireached her hse at 7plus if i'm correctbathed n played guitar hero thingy with the restaft which, had some bonding time with fengyits been awhile since we talked but yea..den i came home..suprising early =/oh wells, party tml with my cousins =/i duno if i shld be feeling this way..its been awhile.....
once again,every night its tears
12:00 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Yesterday
went to meet eliseus at 2.30pm at somersetcause my family were arguing -.-"if not i wouldnt need to leave hse tat early..so yea, thanks eliseus =)walked ard and waited till 4pmmet edwin n jocewent up to the ticket boothbloody neh, the place was quite crowdedand tickets were selling fast like siaomet terence later on..we were suppose to watch bolt togetherbut the tickets were sold out =(den we watched IP man instead..cool movie! =)sry terence had to pangsei you after the movie =(i didnt know edwin they all bought an extra ticket =/but yea..watched twilight after the movie with terence..omg the movie is boring shit.i fell asleep like for 1/2 of the moviesry edwin for wasting ur money X) heheafter the movie,we all went to walk ard n finally settle down at swensensi didnt know it was daryl's bday X)opps sry! aha cant blame me since i just got to know him recently only but yeacelebrated his n bday n ate supper, baked rice n chicken i think..haha i was freaking hungry cause i missed breakfast n dinnerbut yea, thanks edwin for the treat n sharing the ice-cream =)by the end of everything i was freaking tired alrdy n it was 1am =/so edwin send me back home.thank you so much =)and hell it was freaking scary to ride on a bike O.Owhen i reached home, everyone was asleep..thank god, i dont hv to face my parents X)only this monring when my mum scolded me ahah
once again,every night its tears
11:52 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
i'm feeling bored now so i'm watching some lame videos ahahanw heres one video tats super awesome =)and this other video that teaches guys to be a gentleman ahah X)go search for the video " Dinner Date Master Class "enjoy it guys!ahah
once again,every night its tears
12:03 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
went for DK training in the morning..i duno if its me or whatcause i find tat todays training was super tiringbut yea..had double headers today..meaning, two games1st game, i asked nadine tat if she can let me sit out for afew point..cause i was super tired..but after i drank red bull,i was super high..and crazy hahacause when i scored, i started screaming,jumping,dancing wdv ahahbut yea..the score was 8-6so YAY we won =)2nd game,it was a tough one..and i got injured twice!ROARRthe first was wheni layout in the endzone, i bloodhell caught the discbut because of the way i landed on the ground, i was in great pain.so i let go of the disc =(damn it luh nehnehbut my team won anw =)like 10-8 i think ahaha =Dgosh i'm dead tired.going out tml =)to watch bolt! =D finally ^^
once again,every night its tears
10:42 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Yesterday..ok i cant really rmb what happen ytd maybe because of the alcohol but yea..went to fetch joce n almelric from CCK mrtwent to ben ho's hseits like damnnn far can but yea..at the entrance, we hv to either..sing a xmas song, or take a shot(for those tat dont know means a small class of hard liquor)i took the shot cause yea..no way am i gona sing..and as usual n turn red n everything but i'm perfectly normalcause when zhefei n guanyi came, i can so tell they are abit floaty alrdy ahahate dinner n waited for the programme to startthe whole progamme was damn retardedesp the skit part.omgosh luh its sick n hillarious ahah X)the games were fun, and its more of the socialising kind..so yeabut 1 retarded game was tat we were blind foldedand was "forced" to dance with a partner of oppsite gender(the comitttee was the matchmaker)n its like wth, have to dance like couples -.-"i swear luh i wld slap them ahaha =Xbut yea..aft tat was gift exchange den party all night! =)ppl start drinking alcohol and got tipsy ahahstarted dancing like siao ahah..and eventually some vomitted and blahblah ahah..i left at ard 2or3amcause my parents came to fetch me..oh wellsit was like super fun =)Today..went to meet jireh for lunchomgosh luh its been ages man ahahathanks to his army and my Osso yea, after tat went to play vball with his friendsgosh, his friends are like super friendly! =)love them alot luh..ahahaplayed vball only for awhile den went to play frisbee pickup..duno whats wrong with me but i was feeling super duper lazy ahahawent for dinner with jireh n friends at Thai Ascentden played some game at the rooftop den went home..gosh,im like dead tired..oh wells..tml is a tough day =(if i dont survive it..I LOVE YOU ALL!X) joking! hehe
once again,every night its tears
11:43 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
went to meet joel at bugis mrt,went "shopping" to buy xmas present for DK xmas party tmland guess what i bought!panties X) retarded present yes i know ahaha(hopefully theres no DK members reading my blog)but yea, ahah almelric,zhefei n i wanted to buy something retarded ahhai'm suppose to go for GMC church musical tml =(but i alrdy paid for the party cause i thought the musical is only on the 20thsighh =( but yea..went to play pickup at parkviewlike so little ppl luh =(and i wasnt really in the mood to play hardcore frisbeeesp with the crazy windaft tat went for dinner withjoel,james,marcus n duno who n duno who(sry i cant rmb names! X))there was a leftover garlic bread so they decided to play the number gameomgosh luh, after i hit the number once n took a tiny bite of the garlic bread,i felt super weirdFYI they added everything they can find on the table so yeaafter dinner, went to play at the arcade for awhileden i saw this really cute hamster toyden we tried to get it but failed miserably ahaha X)oh wells..i'm quite sure theres a trick to it..i just need to learn it! ROARRi'm dead tired =(to all those who received their N level results..if its good,WELL DONE! =)rmb to praise the LORD for it n give thanks =)for those who didnt do well,dont worry =) have faith in the LORDdont doubt his plan for you.just trust in himfor it might be a blessing in disguise =)
once again,every night its tears
11:24 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
sigh..
once again,every night its tears
8:37 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i really dont know whats going onand i dont feel like we're drifting..because you're in some country n i understand if we cant talk within these few weeksand its clearly not my fault tat i had celebrate my bday w/o u ard..and to make it clear, its nobody's fault.it just so happens that things happen tat way.tat my bday falls on the day when you are at some other country..i do know that you have your friendsand i have mine.i did make time for you,plus now you hv a bf..but i'll still make time for you..the reason why i wana go to the prom with u n the restits because it might be the last time we can hv a fun time together.and if you dont wana go or rather,dont understand my intentionsi cant do much..but bolin alrdy paid for you so yea..if you're jealous because of that post,than i'm sry.but to clear things up..when i did that prayer,my friends, i do mean all of my friends.so yea, i dont know what you're not happy about.
just to tell you,
you've hurt me badly =(
once again,every night its tears
7:50 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008
woke up at 10.45amdidnt join ivan they all at the beach causeit was after zouk out n all that..the beach will be dirty n dangerous so yea..went for ACJC training insteadmet almeric at the mrtwent to join the J1s at BK at holland for lunchwhen we reached the school,did some tossing..saw joel korkor,daniel,leo n another guy at ACJC alsothey are preparing for the church musicalwe had drills,den gamei think the ACJC ppl are damn funny..cause they are not allowed to spoil the fieldso we had to change spot 3timesif we cannot play on the field den go somewhere else luh!haha X)cause its like really anti climax -.-play afew points den change fieldbut yea i played with the J2s against the J1si hv no idea whats the score but yeaand todays weather is crazy nutsone moment, it was pouring the other, super hotretardedafter everythingmy dad came to fetch meeat dinner n watched tvstupid luh, my maid say i have fat legs =(argh! and my mum says next time when i stop frisbee, i'll be very fat =(wah lauuuu i dont like!sigh..this sucks like totally...
once again,every night its tears
10:22 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
was suppose to go for DK training in the morningbut i didnt cause i was super tiredand my leg was in great pain so yea..but anw went for winter league with weekian,met him at hb mrtmy team won again! =)YAY BABY!with a score for 11-10nadine n amy are so sweet =)they bought gifts for usand DK "celebrated" my bday,joc n zhefeis'they wanted me to layout in this pool of water n mud..no way manahah, unless its like no choice.but i did ahahso yea, it was fun while it lastedthank goodness they didnt like throw me on to the ground to suprise me or somethingthanks nana for protecting meand it sort of made u twist ur ankle =(i'm so sorry but seriouslyi rather get thrown in the mud den for u to get dirty or injuredso sorry k..but thanks alot, it really shows alot like seriously..anws, my league team had dinner together! =)nadine,amy,xuen,sharon,evan,nana n keeks(duno if i spell his name correctly, n he is not in my team ahah)but yea, it was great =)a great bonding time ^^lalalala30mins more till my bday is over =(oh wells.this is my best bday everand frisbee players are rocking ppl man ahaha
once again,every night its tears
10:37 PM
went to wcp early in the morning..like at 7.30amto set the play area..the rest came late like at 8.30pm or even later den that ahah..den shiok..intruded our area -.-"like wth luh, its like only polite tat u use some other parts of the fieldesp when we come earlier den u to cope the fieldand so what if your frisbee skills are so much better den our'sit still doesnt gif u any rights to bully noobs rite..wth, now i've got a bad impression of the shiok ppl.sry but i get super turned off by guys or rather pplwho are super inconsiderate and selfish..anws yea,we played mini frisbee gamelike 3on3 or 4on4and i twisted my ankle -.-how irritating is tat but yea..went home at 1pm+sleep n slacked.david,kenneth n weekian cameand they helped to carry the stuff up to the bbq pitthanks alot guys =)they tired to start the fire..but they failed ahahabut its not really their fault cause the charcoal sucksbut yea..soon after nickoo,issac n markong came..everyone camenana,shaoyi,clifford,mich tan,des,riaz,eric,sam,luke,zac,john,russell(hope i didnt miss out anyone cause now my eyes are like half closed X) )everything else was okay =)just tat i kinda panic when the fire wasnt up by 7pm =/but yea, all in all everything was fine =)i got thrown in the pool by eric,riaz,russell n des -.-"tsk tsk tsk, waiting for the chance only these guysahah but yea.. =)really, thanks a million..this is like my best bday party ever =)i guess, its really been along time since i feel so blessed..cause when i was reading thru the bday cards n everything..i just cried..im really happy i have friends like them.im really happy i have met themim really happy to hv them in my lifeim really happy that i can share my happy moments with thembutim really afraid, ill lose them in the near futurelike how i'm losing my friends now =(God, grant me one wish for my bday.let me keep my family n friends close to me,because they are as dear to me as you are to me.please.
once again,every night its tears
12:01 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
went out to meet bolin outside school..went to pay for the prom night thingyafter tat went for lunch at west coast plazawith jon,mel,des n michomgosh luh the place is nice =)went off to sentosa withivan,carlos,sam,justinmet bolin n his friends at palawan beachplayed frisbee with them n some random ppl later onman, are they(ivan,justin,carlos,sam)being sweet or what..they bought me a chocolate cake =)to celebrate my birthday causeivan is not coming for my party tmln maybe samuel n carlos also.. so yea.thanks alot guys =)went for dinner with them later onslacked at 79 den i came home..i'm so gona vent my anger now =(this will be the last time i'll be organising a partyi hate this job i really hate it.i mean what the hell, ppl are giving me the maybes anshow the hell do u except me to plani'll really fed-up abt this..i mean at least give me a yes or no ans luhnot like the whole world can wait for youuhh ROAR!why cant these ppl be more considerate..anw my mum hv alrdy ordered the food for 20pplif there isnt enough food,TOO BAD.u cant blame me cause like 6ppl gave me the "on that day see how"ansgosh, i hate this, i really hate it =(and i really hope, tml dont raincause my dad is having a flu now =(which means, it might rain tml =(((ARGHHHH why like that =((
i really hope, everything will go well tml =/
once again,every night its tears
10:31 PM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
yay =) im using my new laptop now ahahmy dad says this laptop had bettercome in handy for me till i finish COLLEGEemphasize on the word COLLEGElooks like my parents, or rather my dad..really wants me to go to a JCeven though he says poly is better for me..sometimes what you say can show your thoughts...oh wells, collage it is den =(but i'll have to see my results1st choice, ACJC i guess..2nd choice, RJC maybe..3rd choice, CJC?4th choice,......cant i just stop at sec school =(anw,went to meet mengrong at vivo..stupid pig, overslept and was 1hour late. -.-"met him at cheers..stupid pig buying cigarettesi thought he quit smoking alrdy..oh wells..went to search for what he wanted at daisowent pass the cinema n saw ivan,sam,lebs n lukeretarded ppl ahaha..after buying what mengrong wantedwe went to eat at pastamania..suppose to go sit at the rooftop n catch up on our happenings in our life..but it was pouring =(so we ate at hagendas..he said my hair colour doesnt suit me =(oh wells, whats done is done..n i'm super lazy to go back to bugisto take out the extentions..not untill i'm leaving for japan ahahafter the ice-cream/catching up session he sent me home for dinner..come to think of it,after todays outing, it kinda makes me miss the pastnot tat we did anything, we didnt.its just tat he is so gentlemanly..if only i hadnt met him 2years backand if he was alittle more hardworking and is not a smokeri wld hv liked himbut oh wells, good friends will always be good friends =)i dont know, i dont know, i dont knowi dont know what i shld do abt it..
once again,every night its tears
10:16 PM
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
my body aches..and my neck hurts a lot..must be from ytd's layout
i cant really turn my head to my left =(
note to self, rmb to stretch before playing..
but yea..
went to jon's party at 5pm
i had to wear a skirt cause i injured my thigh
and shorts is not a good idea..
party was okay =)
a good time to catch up with my friends before i officially leave school =(
played guitar hero world tour
its sooo fun.haha..
went off at 10pm.super early =(
oh wells..
got to make payment for the prom tml..
i really wished,
our school allow other ppl to come for prom
cause now, i think its kinda boring =(
my NA friends are not going at all T.T
and it sucks totally.
once again,every night its tears
11:54 PM
"The Right Kind Of Wrong"
I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Loving you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah
I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Hey-yeah
Loving you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the the right kind of wrong
once again,every night its tears
10:21 AM
Monday, December 08, 2008
its rainy day =(but we still continued playing at the inter ACJC hat
at wcp
it was super cold n wet n muddy ahaha
the randomly mix the ppl to form a team
and theres 3 capts
2males, 1female..
so my capts for the team was
kenneth,
shi jie,
and myself -.-"
i have no idea why i was chosen as e capt..but yea.
awkward
anw our team played well =)
got 2nd out of 5teams haha
way to go team! =)
super tired now
and i've got lots of scars.. -.-"
i think i shld get skins sigh..
once again,every night its tears
7:28 PM
Sunday, December 07, 2008
okay shall make this post a quick one.met almelric on the train
den went down for DK training at sengkang at 8.50am+
training was fine =)
just tat its quite stressful n difficult when the
people there pointed out my mistakes
cause everything i do, forehand,backhand,catching, pivoting
its all wrong =/
so yea, i had a hard time trying to register n get rid of my bad habits
and learn the new correct way..
after training, went to have lunch
den did warm ups for the league game..
guess what!
my team won =)
15-5 super ownage baby =D
i feel tat my team today played really really well
we nv gave up
and our defence was super strong.. =)
i really hope that next week, my bday =)
we'll also win the othe team haha
so yea..
went off to uncle tonys hse
slacked, played with my baby cousin..
he is sooo cute
just hates it when he cries
super irritating
and omgosh luh i'm so loving my new phone
the camera n new functions are soo sexy
8megapixel camera and its got the smile detection thingy
and all those cool stuff =)
anw, we went off to uncle lawerence's hse from uncle tony's
because my uncles n aunties wana play majong -.-"
and they dont wana disturb the baby..
sigh, i was having fever so i took a nap on my cousin's bed
super pissted with my parents
cause they said in the car that they'll not play majong n go home in 30mins
but yea, it turned out otherwise..
so yea..i'm gona sleep soon
because theres frisbee tml again! =/
9am at wcp, omgosh =(
i think one day, i might just die
from playing frisbee.ahaha
once again,every night its tears
11:38 PM
Saturday, December 06, 2008
stayed over at swiss hotel last nite with nana,tiff,amanda n emilyto celebrate nana's bday =)
omg i think nana's parents are so cool
the fact that they are hardcore gamers
and their personality is so rocking!
watched kungfu panda den went to sleep..
left in the morning at 6.30am with tiff
met justin on e train
went to boon lay to meet the rest of the team
we had street fris competition today..
and guess what!
we got in the top5! haha
because there are only 5 teams -.-"
n we got last..oh wells.
its damn pathetic but we were playing in the opens catergory
plus, we were playing on astro field(so much for STREET)
with nets all ard.
so we cant do any outside in throws n cant really do a end zone layout
sigh, oh wells..
anw
i got a new phone! =)
YAY its the LG Renoir KC910
super sexy =) but its alittle difficult to use.
both my sister got omnia..
i wanted to get that phone also..but yea.nvm its okay =)
now, i'm super tired..
amber,
have a safe trip alright =)
DONT MISS ME!! =)
have fun =)
once again,every night its tears
10:23 PM
Thursday, December 04, 2008
went out with amber,jo n leong today =)had fun =)
after that went to bugis with amber,
did hair extension(red n purple)
den came home for dinner
i'm like super tired..
tml gtg nadine's bday party thingy
at 10am o.O
like super early ahah..but yea
sigh..
i've got to stop
stop thinking tat guys like him do exist
when guys that exist are complete opposites
what do i have to do...
once again,every night its tears
10:06 PM
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
boring day,didnt have a proper rest last night..
oh gosh..
i think if this continues, i'll be come a zombie -.-
anws,
i'm planning a party on 13dec.
shockingly..for me that is
after my last disaster party years back..
i told myself no more parties..
but den again,
i guess i shld organise one since my mum keeps bugging me abt it
and i'm leaving sec school alrdy(hopefully)
so yea..i invited
my frisbee friends and some schoolmates
(i really hope i dont miss out anyone)
i really really hope it wont rain =)
and everything will go by smoothly
sry amber,
didnt ask u cause u'll be overseas..
anw heres the list
of those that are coming..
frisbee friends
- tiffany
- shaoyi
- nana
- clement
- clifford
- zhefei
- sam
- issac
- nickoo
- david
- weekian
- carlos
(have yet to contact ivan n zac)
schoolmates
- desmond
- michelle tan
- eric
- markong
- daniel
(have yet to contact cheryl yeo,russ,riaz)
sigh, too bad some will be at overseas
once again,every night its tears
2:34 PM
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
went to stay over my grandma's hse last night..my cousins played fatal frame 2..
its damn scary. =(
and i dont like it but yea..
played monopoly till 1am plus
den went to sleep...
i couldnt sleep not only because of the game
n it was super hot even though the fan was on..
so yea..but anw i was the earliest to wake up, 9.30am =)
was suppose to go joggin with my grandma at 5.30am
but i did managed to wake up =(
sry mama =((
went to have lunch with my cousins
at the nearby market
den went to tiong
cause they wanted to watch movie..
watched the city of ember
its a freaking pathetic show..
dont watch =/
went to queensway, n it rained..
sian.what a spoiler..
went back to my grandma's hse, had dinner
den came home..
duno whats wrong with me,
but i'm really tired now
i'm prepared to die
when the weekend comes nearer
sat- street fris competition
sun- morning- DK training
afternoon- Winter League
evening- Party at uncles hse(complusory =( )
monday- InterJC ACJC hat
so yea..i'm prepared for the worse.ahah.
i bet, i'll sleep for like 3days or something hehe
once again,every night its tears
10:12 PM