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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Monday, September 01, 2008


went for art in the morning.
mdm lim cooked pasta for us =)
so sweet.(its for our lunch)
sigh, dont think i'll be finishing my art soon.
mdm lim asked me to add more birds before i can officially finish my board.
argh, so irritating.
but i have to do it, cause its one of the main link in my theme development.
oh wells..even though i feel like just giving up on my stupid art.
but i cant othwise all my efforts will be wasted and
thanks to my fucking chinese results..
i cant even slack for any of my subjects.
just why the fuck did i screw up my results.
fuck hell.

and i'm angry cause
i'm feeling damn damn bloated.
and i hate the feeling.
went for jap buffet with my family =/
i didnt eat much either, i think i've got some stomach problem..
cause i didnt even eat desert! how unlike me =(
so why on earth am i feeling this fatty feeling.argh.
ok time to lose weight seriously.
got to start to keep watch on what i eat man.
been eating ALOT every since..
sigh.fuck man..

i need to start mugging real soon
otherwise i'll be lagging behind.
and i definately wana get my A1s.
i cant wait for the freaking results to be out.
so i'll know my standard and what to improve on.
i swear art is sucking up my entire life.
sickening shit.
i really wana get it over and done with.
but its like i need mdm lim's help and ppl who dont even give a fuck abt art keeps bugging her.
ok, get this straight.
i'm not trying to be selffish or anything.
but wth if they dont wana put in their best effort and do what they can for art,
why take up mdm lim's time.
esp when she can use the time to help ppl who are putting their best effort in art.
and i'll say it loud.PEOPLE LIKE ME.
damn it i'm freaking fucking pissted.
sometimes i just dont understand the way some people think.
they dont plan to put in their best efforts in completing their work and yet,
they still waste their time staying back in school.
just fucking go home alrdy.cause even if they stay,
they are just fucking hell wasting space and time(theirs and mdm lims')
just go home and make use of the time to go study other subjects luh
dumb shits.

sigh really feel sad for mdm lim,
she put in so much effort for some people and yet they give her false hope..
make her angry n worry for nothing.
HELLLOOOO, to all those inconsiderate selffish assholes,
if you dont even intend to make a effort to give your best shot doing art.
just tell her you GIVE UP.
it'll save her alot of trouble.seriously man.




FYI, how i'm feeling its only momentary(isit correct to use it in this sentence??)
cause i'm feeling damn fucked up right now and i just need to let loose.
cause apprently, i'm not like majority of friends.
as they have many people to listening to their complains 24hours.
(if you know what i mean)

once again,every night its tears

10:38 PM