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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, September 07, 2008


something struck me when i was bathing this morning..
and that something is abt my family.
i begin to think what is so special abt my family,
that when i look at other's, i'll say that i'm so lucky to be born in this family.

i believe that my parents are definately special.
i mean, they were meant for each other.
they dated for 8years before gettign married,
den they are definately still stronger den ever.
no matter how often the argue because of us -.-"(my sisters n i)
they always seem to forgive each other n life just goes on.

my mum has always been strong,
wait, correction, my mum is always strong.
and i really look up to her because of that and she never gives up.
she always go all out to help us,
and always feed us with extremely good food =)
who needs to go out to a resturant to eat when
theres a professionial chief at home X)
even though she can be really stubborn and extremely naggy at times,
she is still the best.


my dad is always strong too,
he too have the never give up spirit and always give us the best that he can get.
even though he can be a real scary when he is angry,
we all know he'll forget abt it the next day =)
and life goes on.
since my dad is the only one who works and support my family,
i know that he is the most important person in the family.
there was once when my dad lost his job,
and everything seems to fall apart.
but luckily he managed to find a good job after afew months
i bet, if werent for my mum to be by his side,
things would have been different.
my family will be poor and we cant live in condos..

i cant imagined if my mum was those whiny kinda of mum.
i think i'll die.wait not only my, my whole family.
cause from what i know.
my whole family, even my cousins hate ppl to whine/complain.
and sadly, i'm the lucky one that complains(NOT WHINE) alot.-.-"
well, to me i just complained alittle only..
cause i know i said afew sentences only.
but before i can finish one sentence,
i always get told off by my parents n sister..
so much for sharing my problem with them -.-"

but yea, i believe my whole family is strong.
because when it comes to supporting my family,
my parents never give up and just do their best.
when it comes to art and webpage designing,
my eldest sister do whatever she can n comes out with the best art piece/
design for her work.(what more, her work piece doesnt come cheap)
when it comes to sports,
my second sister will gif her best shot and play well,
like she never played in her entire life before..
whereas for me, i guess its studies..
but i know that i'm losing the kind of spirit my family have.
the determination,perserverance and discipline.
hai, i want it back real badly..
but i just cant get it back, i know that something is missing.
but i just cant figure out what is missing..

once again,every night its tears

10:54 AM