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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, August 13, 2008


sigh..
chinese Olevel results was announced ytd(i think)
n i got a C6..
i didnt expect myself to do so badly.
was hoping at least a B3 but than again
thinking of all the mistakes i made..i think C6 is considered not bad.
i mean, i wrote out of point for my compo,
i screwed up my oral,
listening is screwed too,
i didnt understand a shit about the chinese paper 2(passage)..
so yea.if only my standard of chinese didnt drop =(
sigh..to retake chinese or not to retake chinese?

zhang lao shi said that..
even if i retake, it'll be very difficult for me to get a B3/4
because of my oral, which i had a pass.
i seriously feel like stabbing myself a million time.
i swear i've never felt to disappointed in myself..
i mean for someone like me, to a C6 for chinese.
its like wth man.i really really REALLY hate it.
sigh.
God whats the meaning of this shit man.
i freaking studied for chinese for the 1st time n i get a C6.
i might as well not study n get a B3 grade like how i used to =(

i just hope i dont get such results for my other subjects for prelims n Os
if not i'll really really kill myself.
my parents keep saying nvm if u did not do well, at least u did ur best.
like wth even if i do my best not say i can get a cert for my effort that i put in.
i mean yea i appreciate my parents not giving me pressure and stuff but..
look at the harsh reality.
everywhere u go, u need a bloody cert..
and if i cant get into a school i want...i dont know what i'll do =/
cause i dont wan my parents to spend like thousands of dollars on me
(which they already did thanks to my bloody weak health n sensitive skin)
like how they did for my elder sisters.
i know that my parents,okay my dad..is always working till damn late
and thats why if i can go into JC i would, to help my parents save cost.
sigh..i'm really worried i would get a C6 for english.
if i do, i can just say good bye to JC and poly. =(
come on i need a freaking MIRICLE damn it =/
God, i think its time to lend me your helping hand!?!?!?!?
cause i'm really really frustrated about this shit.
plus prelims in like 2days!?
sigh.



roarrr!
the world is awesome,
in some awkward ways =/


anw congrates to those who did well =)))

once again,every night its tears

7:39 PM