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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, May 08, 2008


all i can say is that
this year is a
FUCKING BAD YEAR!
sigh..my results are fucking bullshit
and i keep getting injured
and i'm losing my friends =(
what on earth is freaking happening man!?

this fucking sucks like shit
i'm starting to hate everything!!
i cant freaking get promoted in GB to staff sergent
so i'm just gona get fucking B3 for my bloody cca points
what sia, i like committed 80% of my life to GB and this is what i get just for not getting tat fucking drill badge?
what on earth is this fucking system luh!

next i fucking fail most of my subjects
n freaking have just passed marks for the subjects tat i passed
theres still english which i havent gotten back...
if i fail my english, i'm seriously prepared to jump down
i fucking know its only mid-years but
for someone like me who has been scoring high marks in her entire life
and now she is like failing like shit
its a bloody big setback luh.
i fucking now feel like i'm the most stupid person on earth
fuck man.

den whats next?
i keep getting injured..
i'm not pissted off abt the wound i got from frisbee
but what the hell its freaking not healing luh
i take good care of it n its like getting worse fucking shit man
den what when i came home, i fell in the toilet
thanks to my fucking sister who duno how to bathe den wet the entire floor
fuck shit luh now my back hurts like shit
den what she gives my mum attitude when obviously is her fucking fault
bloody bitch.i'm the one who fell n not making or screaming at you
and you still wana insist n think that you are always right n the world is always against you
why the fuck do i even have such self-centered,attitude problem sister?
maybe i shouldnt even call her my sister
when all she do is just eat n sleep n play com.
if i have to go see the doctor n she says i cant play sports anymore,
i'll either kill myself or kill tat bitch
fuck man.my life is freaking pathetic



sorry for all the vulgarities.
its just a spur moment of anger.

once again,every night its tears

7:33 PM