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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, April 13, 2008


went to school for art..
i spend like 3hours plus on like 1 small portion of my board..
super irritating..
ARGH!i'm freaking slow..
anw i went back home by bus..
and it was raining cats n dogs =(
swayy, also because of the rain
frisbee got cancelled so almeric asked if its ok to go jurong east library
so yea, went to meet him at dover mrt station at 4plus
den make our way to junrong east library
studied physics n math..
i'm glad tat i rmbed n learn more stuff =)
so this is one of the study times tat i have is not a waste of time

had dinner at long john slivers
den waited at bus interchange for bus 51
stupid almeric took my hp n didnt want to return it to me..
making me miss my bus >=(
so while waiting for the next bus got this guy sat besides us n started talking to him
he start e cover by saying:
"hey, you still studying?"
Almeric: "erm,yea,studying in ACJC"
"must study hard alright, now a days in singapore its very difficult to get a job"
Almeric: "yea, must study and get into university"
"i only got my PSLE score and now i'm jobless so must study hard"
Almeric: "have you tried working in macs?"
"yea, tired about..6times but still fail"
Almeric: "how about being a waitress?"
"tired before and still fail, i'm still waiting to see if i can get a job by monday or something..
i was once working as a assistant superviser(Sp??)in orchard hotel but got retreanch cause of the Blanglah people come to work.Who esle can we blame?We cant blame ourselves..we can only blame..."
aft that my bus came n we left.

i feel sad for the guy..
cause w/o a job he got no shelter over his head n cant get money
when i heard the conversation, i feel very unsecured for my future..
i'm scare to live on the streets and having to sleep with a empty stomach every night..
i'm scare tat i will suffer.. =(
ROAR! additional pressure =((

once again,every night its tears

1:05 PM