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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, April 09, 2008


i didnt blog ytd cause..
i wasnt feeling okay..
i mean after tuition i came home
and i just felt all the stress
that my dad wants me to get 10points n below
i know its nothing since i want to get 7points
but its the pressure tat is affecting me n i hate to disappoint ppl
so its really disturbing..
den i've got up coming tests like math,geog,physics n chem
like wth man.i felt super discouraged when i've got 6/30 for my math
and 22/50 for my english test
like who on earth fails english n single digit for my test?
it never happened to me only this year.

when i reflect about my attitude for this year..
i really slacked alot alot.
i mean i use to ace in all my subjects except math obvious
but now i'm like failing?
i really wana pass my mid years wid flying colours badly
so badly tat i could end up crying n banging my fists n roll ard like a small kid

i told my parents tat i'll fail my mid year papers
and they said if i were to fail,
prepare to get caned..
freak luh i never got caned in my whole life
n now sec4, i'm gona get canned?wth man
16year old kid get cane for lousy results
how humilating is tat..sigh

so anw, after all the thoughts on that..
i went to check n plan my stuff
i realised i cant go for frisbee for 2months
den i started crying..stupid?no i dont think so
2months is super long for me..
no frisbee, means...
i cant have fun wid my frisbee mates untill 2months later..
and i really miss them
i cant destress
i cant enjoy my hobby
i will be a lump of fats
my throwing will turn from bad to worse
not going for a week is like skinning me alive
what more for another 8weeks
oh oh plus service learning..9weeks
OMGOSH! =(
i just hope Os will end soon
and i can enjoy myself..really n of cuz wish tat i'll do well n score A1s
ROAR!

once again,every night its tears

11:58 AM