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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, April 10, 2008


had math test today.
i think i'm able to pass with at least 18plus?
well at least i hope so..
i so-called tired my best in attempting to complete it..
i only left out 2qns cause i duno how to do n short of time

im really tempted to go for frisbee tml
but i cant cause i've got art
and i got to study for physic test on friday
sigh..stress
D.C circuits n light? what is tat man
i just wish fmss got a frisbee cca
den i can have at least friends whom i can play toss with for awhile aft skl..

after skl, i went for the first aid lesson thingy
to get my GB first aid badge..
honestly, i dun see a point in going for it when i alrdy know i cant get my pioneer pin
but anw i just went so i could learn new stuffs
from the class i was at, i could see ACJC frisbee players tossing..
really, i felt jealous
i really wished Os is over n i'm enjoying myself now.
its like hell..its sucking out everything i enjoy. =(
and all these stress is making rash appear
n its spoiling my skin..its irritating
i know i keep complaining about Os..
you can dont read abt it if you are sick n tired of reading the same thing over n over again.
so anw aft tat, i had Gb exco mtg for friday
friday's Gb mtg will be at Botanic Garden.
how exciting! =/
i'm really tired of GB n i'm finding it a nucience(sp?)
i love Gb alot, but not when its interfering wid my studies n stuffs..
oh wells..


i feel this desperate need to go to church
but my parents dont allow
cause they find tat its a waste of time..
i think if i go to church i'll feel so much better
den emo-ing here..
n also i'm drifting further n further away from God..
i can feel it, its just so sad..n it makes me feel empty.
i hate this feeling i hate hate hate it..
God, can you hold onto me tight and never let me go?
I wana stay by yourside through the toughest time in my life
because i know, only through the it, our relationship can grow stronger n stronger
and i want build trust n faith into our relationship
so God, please help me.





Happy birthday.
even though i know you dont read my blog.

once again,every night its tears

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