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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Monday, April 28, 2008


again..i was really tempted to frisbee
but as you can see i'm at home now =(
studied chem from 10plus all the way to 3pm
felt super irriated by the confusing things my textbk is saying n the humid weather
so i decided to take a super cold long bathe n play darkeden
as a break from my studies..
but erm..i think i took a too long break..3hours break -.-"
sian..if only my clock isnt spoilt -.-

anws i feel kinda sad for the NA classes
cause they've got to take 4 papers tml
history,ss,eng paper 1 n eng paper 2
n i pity myself for having to take 3papers on tue
physics,lit and art =(

i'm tired of studying..
how i wish i was as smart as the teenager who won the guiness world record
for being the youngest professor at 18 or 19years old =(
or maybe as smart as my cousin who was offered a scholarship thingy
sigh..i hate this feeling of comparing others to myself
but i cant help it =(
i know i'm like demoralising n lowering my self-esteem by doing tat
but, its really uncontrollable,,
everytime when i know someone who has everything
a pretty face,sexy figure,smart,talented in everything,rich,happy family
i just start to feel God is unfair..i know i shouldnt be feeling tat way
cause being jealous is a sin =(
one thing i can be grateful for is tat i can still study n learn more stuff

sometimes i feel as though everyone has desserted me
leaving me alone to mock myself,to carry myself so lowly
having to keep thinking of these negetive thoughts =(
argh it so irritates me.
i love my friends, but i feel tat they are drifting further n further away from me
all i can say now is i feel extremely stressed,sad n miserable
roar! i hate being emo

once again,every night its tears

9:37 AM