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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, March 06, 2008


school was normal..
only thing amber n cheryl signed out..
talked to joel li aft skl..caught up with stuffs =)
its been quite awhile since we acttually have a proper chit-chat session
esp when he hardly goes for frisbee anymore cause of church stuffs..
so yupp..had exco
nat keeps saying i look very poffessional wid my laptop..
anw i'm glad i brought my laptop..at least i managed to finish 3/4 of the proposal during mtg =))

got 2 bad news
firstly, enrollment is next week!
and theres quite alot of things not done..
i'm really really starting to get worried abt it..sigh.
i really hope everything will go as according to plan on that day..

second..
my sister has been admitted into hospital again at 3am this morning =((

so yupp went to visit her aft my exco mtg..
she looks really really sad =((
sigh..so yea my mum,eldest sis n i just sat there wid her for awhile..
untill she got tired n fell asleep..
while accompanying her theres this lady admitted in the ward beside us..
she keeps screaming/shouting every now and then..
its really sad..even a small kid will know that she is really really depressed n sad by her screams..
my mum says tat noone visits her and was abandoned by her children in the hospital..
everytime i hear her scream i really feel like crying..
i dunot why but i feel really really sad..
even though my eyes were watery i just cant cry if not my mum n my sisters will think i'm crazy...
so yea.sigh..


i really wana stop coming to school..
all the stress and sadness just keeps piling
God, where are you when i need the most?
Satan, stop toying with my life and leave me alone!

i doubt if anymore things happen..
i can controll my emotions.
since so many ppl reads my blog,
there i've given you the warning..
so if you provoke me, be prepared to see a fist flying to your face.
if you think i'm joking.
think again i'm not..

once again,every night its tears

12:00 PM