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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Friday, February 08, 2008


ytd was the 1st day of CNY
it was kinda boring..
had lunch wid relatives(father's side) at duno which hotel resturant..
the food is good =) to me at least..
hmm aft aftering we sat the e table n chatted(refering to the teenagers)
in my father's side..i'm the 2nd youngest n e youngest is just 1 year younger den me..
ok my sister was having fun insulting me -.-
but i just laugh along even though its freaking irritating..
she keeps sayin i've got no emotion because of 1 incident when
she drove me to school n the car skiied..
and my reaction was "wah lao" in a normal voice..ok its sounded kinda low to my sis
its like how do u wan me to reaction?
wave my hands n scream?its kinda..gay.
well at least i dun scream, so i'm not anywhere near being a bimbo

aft tat went to my grandma's hse(mother's side)
i'm not gona collect angbaos from my mothers side cause my grandpa passed away last june..
so i only collected 5angbaos..including my parents, 6angbaos..
sian..i kinda wana use 1/4 of my angbao money to buy vday presents
den save the rest in my piggy bank..
oh wells..i hope next year i do get to collect more =)haha
we went for a midnight movie at vivo..
yea my relatives n my family, including my ah ma..
watch CJ7 its kinda touching show but also humourous..
at least it is to me..cause i keep tearing at the last part, and it seems like i'm e only one..
oh yea i've ot plenty of homework for CNY holiday also -.-
how nice man..its like every subject got at least 2pieces of homework..
how irritating can school get?its HOLIDAYS MAN
not HOMEWORKDAYS..its a day where ppl like us students, get to rest n enjoy ourselves..
untill we reach adult age n starts working where we get off days only on public holidays..

today i'm gona go my uncles hse for lunch...
n i wan more ang baos.. =((
sian, my dad just scolded my sis for coming home late for days..
its like come on, CNY scold scold scold..
but aiya my dad is doing it for her own gd, cause he is afraid she'll mix wid wrong company..
which i hope she wont luh..

oh man cant wait till Os are over..
and i'll score 7points =)
its gona be freedom..at least for awhile..
i can finally be freed n not have e feeling of being tied down..
but the sad thing is..no one can share my happiness wid me =(
i'll graduate alone, cause my friends are all in NA..
if i could go back in the past, i wld stay in NA
and definately will not promote to express just for a guy..
i guess, in my whole entire life, tat was e most stupid thing i've eva done..
but still, whats done is done..i just cant figure out whats my purpose in express?
noone really bothers abt me,
noone really cares abt anything
except gossipping,backstabbing n boots licking..
sigh..i'm damn afriad tat my few more last months in school
will get worse over a stupid matter...and tat i'll end up hating everyone n school
and go back to my evilself where i use to start making ppl's life miserable,
where i make sure they cry and will break their heart till it can no loner be repaired..
which i freaking hell dun wan to..cause it totally sucks behaving tat way..
sigh..

once again,every night its tears

11:18 AM