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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, February 28, 2008


today was alright, slpt during english lesson -.-"
i think my class is really bullshit..
i shld hv just stayed in NA..
at least i've got a supportive n united class..
not like 4C.. -.-"
sometimes when i look at other classes n look back at my class..
sometimes its really disgraceful..i just dont know how to say it..
during math lesson(mr ho wasnt ard cause he had to go for course)
jia qi,sarah n i were discussing abt the class shirt..
den i was thinking, whats the point when our class dont even bother abt anything..
organise class outing also no use,
some ppl say they'll come, but on that day definately wont show up..
some ppl say untill like they are forced to come..
i mean like whats the point man,
4F class outing 90% of the ppl went...and they went happily,not forced,willingly..
sigh i've just got nth esle to say..


you may think tat i told barn something about you.
but i did not, understand? I DID NOT
i just said we can just cancell class outing cause not many ppl will go.
so wdv you wana say abt me i dun gif a shit cause i know i didnt say it.

i know you hate me,
but theres nth i can do.
because of you i almost blame the innocent,
because of you i walked out on my friends
and suffered emotionally since last year.
do you know how much i tried to forgive n love you as a friend
but now you just hate me,blame me for something i bare no responsibility at all?
i just wished i never knew you,
never came to 3C and never ever were you my friend



God i really need you to show me the way,
its really not my fault tat things are happening in this way..
one day i may just jump off a building or something..
its really depressing..having to keep up the standards n taking the blames that i didnt do at all.
where have all my friends gone to?
i really really want my friends back..
ever since i came to express, my NA friends have drifted from me
like as though i'm a offshore island now..
in express, i'm too afraid to make any moves..
i really dun wana screw up my last year but things are screwing up my life
do you really understand me God?
its been since last year i'm feeling this way only thing now its worse.
i had enough of ppl gossiping,backstabbing n everything esle..
cause everytime i go to school i hear ppl saying things..
not abt me but its sad to see our supposely united 4C to be in this way.
or maybe 4C is united in being in hyprocrite rite?
sigh, i just wished things wld get better..
the conflict in our class would all be solved.

once again,every night its tears

11:55 AM