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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, February 21, 2008


i'm super tired...
i'm really really tired of life.
how i just wish i could just scrap all my problems n throw it in the bin
i really wish things could be how its was like begining of last year..
when i had friends i could trust,
when i had friends that would stay by me,
when i was ace-ing in my studies,
when i had someone i love,
everything is Gb went well,
family with lesser troubles..

now life really really sucks alot.
i dont even think anyone would care if i would just dissapear
they say Sec4 is the year where you make best friends
but now it just seems like a lie to me.
like its totally bullshit, cause i freaking dont see it coming
esp when people are backstabbing,gossipping and behaving in a way that everyone owes them a living..
they say when you grow older, you'll grow to be more mature and thoughtful..
it seems like almost everyone is growing in the oppsite...
behavin in a immature way that only sec1 students would,
creating politics only sec1s would..
whats the fucking point of all these bullshitting?
why cant i have friends/classmates like my NA friends?
a class where everyone is bonded, we all love each other,we all help each other and we all excel together.

freak luh, life is just not fair.
you gave me everything but took away everything like snatching's a toddler's lollipop
whats the meaning of it?cant you leave me with something that i could hv a purpose to carry on?

God, i need you badly now,just where are you?
no one understands how i feel except you, so please, dont leave me?help me out here..please?
you know the reasons for my tears every night, you how i really feel...
help me out, show me a miricle.please?

once again,every night its tears

1:47 PM