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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Friday, February 29, 2008


another boring day.
ate lunch wid amber after physics remedial
den went for art...

at times i really really feel like jumping off.sigh
during chem i helped tat someone who gossiped abt me do her chem corrections..
see i so nice rite, i duno whats wrong wid me but i just helped her anw..
its she hate me not like i hate her so i dun think theres any wrong in helping either rite..
sighh..
i said some very very stupid during class contact n i just realised it aft 2mins aft saying it..
what i said made me look like i'm very proud n all those..
i really didnt mean it tat way.sigh..so much for being direct..
but aiya who cares..
no matter what i do ppl will still hate me,stab me n curse me to death..
so wheather i do good or bad noone really cares..
people will still think i'm a bitch

sometimes i really feel like going back to my old bitchy atittude
when i start gossiping abt ppl, backstabbing them n make thier life like hell..
but aiya come to think again, i love God more den i dislike them(not that i think i dislike them)so whats the point..
unless they really over do it, which i dont think will be very soon cause i've got high tolerance lvl..
so that means if i start a arugement/fight in class..
it must be darn bad or too much for me to take.but yea...
i really hope i dun hv to explode cause i really really dun wan to..
it took me less den a year to change my atittude but it made me went thru alot of trouble..
i'm really scare that if i explode i would remain being a bitch..
i can only recall why i changed is because of God and for him.
sigh..

tml is meet the parents.
Gb is gona end early prolly at 5plus? so yupp..
and i'm the orderly sigh..

its been really stressful this year.
i think i made the right choice on not being attached this year.
i really really cannot imagine having a bf now.
i really would hv died long ago..
not say its stressful being with my ex or anything..
i think he is a really gd bf but i just cant keep him..
having to manage so many things is alrdy a pain in the neck..
i dont even think i can set aside time for my bf(if i had 1)..
going out is definately a big no..even talking on phone is difficult.sigh..
i guess it is a good thing though, no distractions.

once again,every night its tears

12:19 PM