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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Thursday, December 27, 2007


the kitten is gone.
my sisters sent it to spca in the aftnoon.
i took some pictures n a video of it..
i'll upload them if i can..
i cried when they took it away..
cause they wont nurse it back to health,
they'll just put it to sleep.
some ppl might say so much for drama queen,like you only know the kitten less den 24hours.
yea wdv, i love the kitten.so what.
any injured animal that steps in my house, i'll love it n look after it.
i'd rather it die in my house rather den putting it to sleep
cause as long as it is alive, theres still a chance for it to be nursed back to health.
what more the kitten looks so much better,
i believe it can be healed.i believe...but there wasnt a chance..

God, i have faith in you, i believe in you, but why did this happen?
i know i shldnt ask u such qns..but what got a innocent kitten got to suffer like this?
why cant she walk?why is her intestine sagging?why can u save her?
why cant you give me a chance to look after it?
why in the end she must be sent to spca?
isit it the same as dodo?
wasnt she better after we kept her?
why did she all the sudden just die?
den how about kitty?
she was a damn damn healthy cat, she cld live for another 10years, why did she die?
why the fucking hell must she die?
why must she get run over by a bloody idiotic car?
why isit that all my pets just die like that for no bloody good reason?
even my hamster, she was freaking healthy,
i went for my pr 5 camp n i camp back, it died.
why the fuck did it die?what fucking heart attack?
you just have to take away the ones that i love most,
take away my best friend.
yes, my pet is my best friend so what at least they wont backstab me,
they'll listen to me, they even comfort me when i cry.
why cant you take away the ones that i hate most
it'll definately make my life better.so much better.
take away exams,take away homework,take away politics..
take me away.just take me now?please?
i dont wan a human to my bestfriend..
i dont wan a replacement.i'm scare of them
i cant even trust my own sister, what more can i trust other ppl?

i admit i'm freaking depressed now.
reason?too many to say.

had the feeling of almost fainting
while walking around my hse..
ok walking ard my hse is werid i know
but i need to relax awhile after watching tv n doing my art homework.
had so much trouble on just drawing a simple cloth.
i cant draw properly anymore.
cause i do not have the mood and i've lost my touch in drawing
i cant even draw a striaght line anymore.haha..
after so many hours, i'm still stuck at the draft sketch..well done
so much for finishing my homework...
i was watching the korean drama "lovers in paris"
its a darn nice drama.
kinda envy the girl being so pretty..
and blessed wid 2 rich guys that love her alot..
and surely, anyone would help her when in trouble
esp the 2guys...

got school tml n i'm like falling sick..
well done. -.-
maybe i'm too exhuasted n depressed..
but i thought depressed ppl dont gain weight..
yes, i gained weight.n to me its quite alot..
see me go hospital tml..
and when i go hospital, wilson rmb the promise, i'll need to borrow money to pay for my hopital fee.
=)

so much for boxing day.
whats so great about boxing day?

once again,every night its tears

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