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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Monday, December 24, 2007


just came back from my grandma's bday party
the journey to my cousins hse was terrible ok for me
i stuffed myself with chocolate on th car
den my mum scolded for crying so much
cause my eyes were puffed n red..
and i still cant stop crying even though its been 3hours since that incident
what more i took a nap aft crying,before leaving hse..
when i went my cousins hse..my aunt ask me what happen..
den i just told her i slpt late.(its not a lie i slpt at 2am last nite)
den yea..my cousin came n ask me why everytime you come our hse always so sad..
den i reply oh cause i'm tired.(not a lie again, i was really tired after crying)
my grandma gave my angbao for my bday.haha..
but it seems like angbao money is getting lesser n lesser every year. =X
haha oh well. its the thought tat counts =)))
it was really boring today..didnt have the mood to eat dinner, still i ate alittle
den we watched the movie called "the kingdom"

that show is damn scary..not ghost scary but the reality scary
its abt the bombings,terrorist n everything..
like sucide bombers..they dress in uniform den walk in the panic crowd n start saying
" do not panic follow me,follow me "
den suddenly raise both his arm n say duno what " praise allah " or something
den he bomb himself n all the kids around him..like WTF
aft that got this lady she was sent by the FBI special agent thingy..
got this guy attacked her..n like throw her around like a soft toy
den she took out this dragger n stab his dick n he was still attacking her..like wtf
den she stab his chest den he fell on the floor, still wanting to kill her
den she finally stab his head..like WTF..damn cool!
if i were in the same situation as her i'll do the same too,
cause its either you die or i die..haha.but its real scary..
like imagine all the bombings n everything..

aft the show, we cut cake den go home..
now my eyes hurt alot, i've got a headache from crying,
got an upset stomache due to the chocolate n i still cant get over it
oh n i just realise..last year the same thing happen
on the 23rd me n my sis argued too..but duno over what..
i guess thats why my cousin asked me that..oh wells
my pathetic life

i guess it'll be much better if i didnt exist.
my parents wont have to spent thousands over on my face
spent thousands over n thier precious time on my hobby
wont have to spent thousands over on tuition

n oh..someone just argued within my family..
sian when will it ever stop?

once again,every night its tears

3:58 PM