Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Monday, November 26, 2007
WEE!
i'm back in singapore from NZ!
i love new zealand man.i wana stay there!
like the maori girls are damn chio n the guys are SUPER HOT!
plus the kiwi people(NZ people) are damn friendly =)
scenary there rocks like a rock man!
i saw many many cows,photocopied cows,sheeps,kiwi birds...
plus the weather there is soo shiok.natural air-con
NEW ZEALAND IS LOVE!
oh yea their school there is like..woah
super big luh but the dicipline there sucks..
almost tio food fight.darn scary..a fork wid duno what suddenly fly from 2nd lvl..
plus they can like scold the teacher " fuck you "
like.. O.O couples in school can hold hands,kiss n hug..like wtfreak!
but their school is really big i think fmss is the size of their field?haha
new zealand is sooo cool man..got the mudflat...or duno what it is..
is like when it is low tide u can see a platform of mud..
den we have to find living organisms living in it..its damn cool luh..
like i found 4starfishes as big as my palm.so cute lor..
many small crabs.n other shell creatures..also saw a dead stingray..like damn big..
1/4 size of me..or isit 1/2 but yea..
we also got do other stuff like hiking,visit farms,visit the paper mill,kayaking n sight-seeing..
shalll post day by day n more pictures later on..
overall i think the trip was great expect for the bloody irritating teachers(2 of them not all)
spoil my mood for the trip luh.kns.anyhow scold me.like wtfuck is ur bloody problem
i wasnt even RUNNING on the ROAD.
i wasnt running and i was on e path way.i just screamed only cause we were playing..
like wtfreak.its like once in a while not say i've been doing it since we arrive at NZ.
tsk.irritating man.
so anti-climax luh..like having so much fun den tio scolding for no reason...
plus now i'm back in singapore, got lots of homework to do..which i forgot what homework i have..
anwww..
i like to thank the 8people in my Pipin group.
valrie,yelin,dorethea,marcus,daniel,titus,gabriel..
for making this trip a memorable one.
thanks for your concerns and everything else =)
oh yea..n also to friends in other groups like wesley,nicholas...etc
love you guys man
sorry marcus if i make u feel bored for the 10hour flight n giving me space to slp in e plane.
sorry wesley for making ur seat part as my bed on board the plane. =P
once again,every night its tears
1:29 AM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
oh man..i'm flying for NZ soon.
oh well..hope everything will go well there.
oh yea..i read this news online..
and its super ridiculous..i so hate whites now.
what on earth is their problem?
acting like kings n queens of singapore.
why cant they behave?bloody babarians..
1st got 3white guys mock at a senior citizen..
now got this white beat up 2 students..
wtf man.stupid whites, if u cant behave u dun deserve to be in singapore.
anw here is the link for the news tat the white beat up the student..
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost.aspx?tid=6646#
oh well, at least singaporeans are helpful enough to stand up for the girls..
the ah beng is so totally cool.he got guts n rocks too! i like =)
theres also 2cases of animal abuse.
like wtfreak.why cant u people just stop harming animals?
i fu cant love them den leave them alone!
bloody arses..
i think the law shld change to whoever kills a animal
shall be hanged.life for a life..
http://www.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Singapore/Story/A1Story20071116-37186.html
theres another..abt this puppy being locked in a carrier
and left in the bushes..like so baddd...
stupid owner, if u cant take care of animals, den dun keep one!
stupid stupid stupid!
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost6517.aspx
oh well..i just dun hope i'll die in new zealand from the temperature
and the food..cya ppl!
once again,every night its tears
10:26 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
YTD
went to pass yelin ms lim's wedding present after service..
den went for frisbee.
suppose to leave halfway for ms lim wedding but yea..
anw frisbee was fun..and i really think i so buy a pair of boots.
i was sliding on the muddy ground..and my shoe now is so...muddy.lol
oh well.shall buy it aft my NZ trip.
aft tat ican came to my hse to bathe den we went off for ms lim wedding..at 8pm
but apprently, everyone was heading back home..haha
so ryan,chen xing, ivan n me went to eat dinner..
chen xing's look really change alot, i couldnt recongise him at all untill someone told me..
oh well..haha.hmm..den ryan n chenxing went home..
ivan accompanied me to wait wid my friend.
we went to the rooftop at vivo..
chit-chatted,played frisbee n chill out..
and guess what..i sat on red ants luh =(
no wonder it felt to weridd..i hate ants!esp red ants..so eeeee..
hmmm..ivan wen toff at 10.45pm..i met up wid chris n his friend..
den we went to the hwaker centre opp my hse..
chatted n played psp.(chris's one)
aft tat went to his friends hse to play Wii
oh man..its super fun luh! =)
but i only play like less den 1hour..den have to go home cause its 1am lei.
oh well =) it was really fun.
once again,every night its tears
4:18 AM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
went to help out at touch childcare community.
the kids are so cute luh.loves them =)
11gb girls where helping out including me..
and most of them were crazy over this young kid,justin..
he is super super handsome, but quite quiet.his younger bro is also quite cute.
they started off wid the graduation day for the k2s
den the performances by the nursery and k1 students.
so cutee..i took a video of the class i took care together wid weixin when they are performing...
just so adorable..
erm..den they had a funfair in the childcare centre..
wei xin n i were in-charge of the darts throwing..haha.
oh well..been quite a tiring day.
oh yea, got this kid hold my hand n told me this " i like you, can you come back everyday? "
ahhh..melt my heart.so adorable. =))
but sadly i cant go there n help out everyday..haha.
hmm it ends at 6pm+ den my mum fetch me to go eat dinner...
unfortunately..my dad brought my family to eat crab...
i didnt really eat much cause i dun really like crabs..sian..
so yea..aft tat we went to visit my cousin at KK hospital..
i was kinda shocked when i saw my cousin
he is like so skinny now..plus i can see the black aura around his face..
darn scary i guess he is really sick..i hope he gets well soon..
anw i shall post the picture n video of the kids tml.. =)
once again,every night its tears
3:59 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
shit.i hate life.
dun ask me why but i just hate it damn alot...
somehow..
can someone tell me why do i even exist.
sucks man.
once again,every night its tears
11:46 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
had gb mtg in the morning wid ms ong.
we had review on this year's mtgs and started to plan for next years'.
sigh, wei xin n i are both in-charge of the enrolment service..
the most..stressful one.oh well..
aft tat went for lunch wid mr tan,ho tang n nick yong.
den went back to skl to play frisbee wid ivan n some other guys.
eh..den went to 79 wid ivan.
sam came along..aft tat erm 1 church girl, caleb den kevin.
i played pool..yes by myself..
den e rest played table soccer..
aft tat we went to one empty carpark to play frisbee..
its was darn fun =)
den i came home.
gona watch game plan wid my parents tml..
oh well. =)
once again,every night its tears
12:45 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
had GB ytd..
we did some activity which requires us to go clementi n help ppl in need.
so yea.we are required to approach ppl who are in need..
like carry alot of things den we'll go ask them if they need help..
den help them carry to the place they want to go..
its kinda fun =)
i paired up wid yeefong..den yea..
we met this guy who lost his wallet, so i gave him 2bucks to take bus to Yishun..
den we saw this tissue guy..
i gave him 2bucks n bought him a can drink..
erm..den we help this maid carry things to the hse..
she was carrying alot of stuff..den somemore dun wan our help untill we insisted..
poor thing..i jus duno why wld e owner send the maid down herself..
so buy so many things..like bullying her..but oh well..
den we went back to skl for debrief..
aft tat i head to mr tan's hse for tuition..
was kinda tired n couldnt concentrate..
but yea still can rmb what he taught.
so yea.went to take my passport photo wid my mum..
i look like ghost n like as though i put eyeliner..
so gay..plus my lips looks kinda pale.but oh well...
den came home n fetch my dad to go 4 lunch together.
we ate at saske sushi.our regular place for lunch n dinner..
haha..we ate quite alot..ok mayb only me.i ordered 3dishes..
and i'm so full..up till now.haha..
went back home n slpt like a pig again -.-"
sigh..i still cant find my homework..
this sucks =/
plus i so hate lit homework.
we have to work in teams to come up wid this MTV on one of the scene from MSND
like wtfreak!
we have to sing and act!?sighh..
i hate this kind of project work.its super time consuming.
plus i dun have e group now =(
sigh...
heres my another new song =)
Spoken feelings
baby, tell me what went wrong.
cause i know i cant move on without you.
can you please tell me..
was it something i did
or did you have a change of heart
tell me baby, please tell me..
i dont wana let you go again..
and baby,you were the one i've been waiting for.
so please tell me,
so i could change
i could change..
did you know..
i'm dying to be, by his side once more..
was it time that pull us apart
or did the feeling just fade
and baby, i still love you..
so tell me baby, please tell me..
i dont wana let you go again..
and baby,you were the one i've been waiting for.
so please tell me,
so i could change
i could change..
if i'm the cause of everything
i'll watch you from behind..
and i'll be happy, as long as you keep that smile on your face..
it doesnt matter anymore..
i just want you to know
i just want you to know..
once again,every night its tears
12:16 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
ytd me,junn,hakim n linhong sent jereme off to meccau at the airport..
hope he'll come back n visit 3c'07 again =)
den erm..i think i kinda got lost in the airport cause i had to go off 1st while e guys stay behind wid jereme..but yea still found my way to the mrt..haha..
den went to my God's fatehr's hse in pasir ris.
lucky is sooo cute luh.love her man,but she is soo naughty..
den my God father got this small bird that can sing songs?haha so cute.
den erm..i also went to daniels party last night.
it was funn =)
esp when we all played the old game..fighting game.its so cute luh..
just go round whacking each other.haha..
den aft the games we had dinner den watched scary movie 3.
its kinda stupid luh..haha..
den ermm..the watch the horror show final call..i think.
its not say very scary but..still i didnt dare to watch..
cause i no longer like horror shows..i duno why..
riaz,russell,sk,johnaton,me n daniel we all squeeze together on the sofa when watching..
ohyea jeremy went off early..haha..ermm.
den i kept hugging the pillow n block the screen from my view..
so i wont get scared n have trouble slpign at night...
i went off at 11.40pm..n everyone esle was still watching..
i wan to stay untill 3pm luh..but i dun think tats possible..haha.
okay so thats the post for ytd..
now, i'm gona hv my lunch n prolly go for frisbee..
i'm starting to feel like a pig again..haha..
must exercise more now..
oh welll...PSP!
once again,every night its tears
4:20 AM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
GB was alrite.thought i'll be late.haha..actually i was early 2mins.
hmm.we celebrated ms ong's bday wid a oreo cake
most of the exco members helped ourselves wid the cake =X
haha.aft the normal GB meeting, we had to learn balloon sculpturing..
it was kinda fun.we learn it for the funfair on 10nov.cause yea GB volunteering to help out here.
denn..aft tat..went to eat lunch wid my parents.
and i bought a pillow for jereme..
since he is going back for meccau and i hvnt gif him his bday present yet..
but den again..i realised..i bought the wrong present for a guy -.-"
the bolster i bought..was like for a baby to hug.
i guess i found it way too cute tat i didnt thought it looks like its for a baby..
untill the lady was wrapping it for me..
oh man i hope he likes it n not throw it away..
its quite expensive for such a small pillow -.- and yea its from korea.
plus theres a cat sewn on it =)) so cuttee.
i wanted to buy one for myself to bring go to NZ but den, my parents dun allow =(
sighh..its really soft n cute luh..
aft tat my parents brought me to sim lim to buy my PSP light n slim =))) !!!
argh soooo darn happy.finally got it.hehe...
but aft i heard the price..i was damn shocked.
it cost $503 for the PSP, 2 4GBmemory card, 1 casing, 1screen protector.
shoot it man.i think i burn a hole in my parents pocket again..
i feel darn bad n guilty..i think i shldnt have really bought...kinda regret it..
cause its like so expensive..and Olevels is next year, i dun hv much time to play it..sigh.
but still. I LOVE YOU MUM N DAD!
ppl say i'm materialistic(sp?) but i'm not.. somehow i know my mum n dad loves me alot through the things they buy for me..
ppl say i'm materialistic(sp?) but i'm not.. somehow i know my mum n dad loves me alot through the things they buy for me..
cause they dont anyhow spend cash and they spend the most cash on me compared to my othersisters..
sigh..now i feel like as though i'm being spoilt.this sucks..
ok i wont ask for anything that expensive anymore..
at least not more den 50bucks..unless its super impt..but yea.
aft we bought e psp(oh yea its purple in colour.darn nice for a girl)...came home den went to my uncles club.we had dinner there..den they came to my hse..
oh yea did i mention tat..my dad n sis caught a COBRA snake?
its small but super fierce..
my dad smacked the cobra den my sis took it n put it in a jar.
i was kinda sad when i saw tat one side of its eye was blind..cause i think my dad injured it..
sigh..tml they are letting it go in one of singapore's reserviors..
its really a sexy cobra..but darn fierce..
so yea my cousin came to my hse to see e snake..
and also for my uncle to load e game into my psp for me =) hehe
once again,every night its tears
1:52 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
lessons was really really boring today..
everyone was either falling asleep or dying..haha
hmm..nth much really happen.only thing..
i think i've made the biggest careless mistake relating to GB..
i acttually went home aft lessons n sleep for 5mins..
den when wei xin call me to ask where m i for the exco meeting..
i got a shocked..cause i totally forgotten abt it n thought it will be held tml..
sigh den i rush back to skl for the meeting..
i feel so..stupidd..i acttually open my bed n slpt for 5mins..ahh..stupid..
and i really missed keef.
like so werid not seeing him in class..
and only sending him less den 10msgs..
..cant blame anyone..
once again,every night its tears
12:34 PM
