Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
oh man its been awhile since i post.
suppose to fast today but yea,
somehow i broke fast.can feel gastric coming up..so i have to eat.
sigh.skl was as normal, nothing interesting..
onlything is tat we, my class had a 10min lecture from my co-form teacher.
sian.feel like jumping down luh.keep listening 2 all e crap when i'm way pass tat heckcare atittude.
sec1 listen to lecture for nothing.
sec2 not bad luh in best NA class so no scoldings.
den come sec3,pathetic man.
its like everyday have to hear teacher nag n nag.sigh.
oh yea.i fail my math test. 9.5/30
PATHETIC! i feel like jumping down. 9.5! 9.5!
like omgosh.i studied for like 2weeks n i still fail like *^%$^#%$#
so yea aft skl, waited 4 keef end his badminton photo-taking.
den he send me 2 tuition.
but i found out tat tuition was cancelled. -.-"
so i took taxi back home.sigh..freakning tired.
i browse thru friendster n happen to go into my ex's profile.
i'm gald tat he is now happy n so lovable among guys n girls in his class.
oh well.gtg shall post another time.
*note: not to scratch my face again, it leaves a wound on my face which is soooo ugly =(
ohoh! exams in 5weeks time.
OMGOSH! =/ stressss
once again,every night its tears
7:51 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
shit man today is a screwed up day.
cause i lost my freaking palette which its rather expensive
and cause of some ppl,but it doesnt really bother me.
argh.oh yea.i dun think i can get my free ice-cream.
i got 20/30 for my chem test.sigh =((
oh oh.and my sms bill was $97 last month.sent 2061 msges.
arghhh..life is suckie!
sians..screw it.arghhh..
oh man cant stand those people who are like so yea..
f***ing bitches man.
can still claim whoever tat person is a christian.
like wth.sigh.immature mindset..
wana turn e class against me by badmouthing n gossipping abt me.
wth man i also nv do anything, unless its unintentionally...
sigh.i'm so disspointed,oh well.
who cares.
shall leave e immature ppl in thier fairytale world.
once again,every night its tears
12:37 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
at NAFA art exibition
Natarat,Mr Lin,me & michelle leong
3C & Mr lin
michelle leong,me,jojotiring.had GB.
came home n almost fall aslp.
got alot of things not done yet!
1)art
-holiday homework
-layouts
-colour layouts
2)responsibility in church(GB homeowrk)
-research on bibles' history
-reflection on 2books
3)study for tests
-phy
-math
-lit
oh yea.i wrote another song.
haha.
You took it and turn it around.
My life was going down
and I cant find the reason to live
all such a pain
I never felt happy once in my life
would someone please come
and take me away
When i walk in the classroom
I saw you reading a book
you captured my attention
my eyes were fixed on you all the time
and then you sat beside me
my heart was beating fast.
we chatted all day long
as if we knew each other inside out.
Baby, you took it and turn it around.
you make my a life meaningful one
you change hell into heaven,darling
my bad times into good
Baby, you are such a mircle.
once again,every night its tears
12:10 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
had chinese n chem test.
chinese test.erm e passage was kinda of difficult but other den tat its ok.
as for chem test.it was a killer.
even though i studied it for 3nights, i still could not do it.
sian. there goes my ice-cream treat!
oh wells.went for e GB thingy.
super waste time.just go there hold plankcard n yea lor.
stand there n be pretty.
on friday still got 1more rehersal for holding plankcards -.-"
and monday is e actual thingy.
aft tat, i rushed down to ps.
oh yea special thanks to jojo,steffi,wei ting n wexin for waiting for me.haha
erm yea.met joel at ps.
he treated me to zinger burger.so nice rite.
i feel bad man.
met ivan at e cinema enterance.
n we watched simpsons.
e movie is SUPER LAME & FUNNY
but yea most of e time i was laughing at e ang moh who was laughin super loudly n ivan n joel was laughing at me.
haha.so much for humor.
erm.saw e kayaking joel(which looks like mr melvin chan) n chester at ps.ahaha..ehh.
den we all went to harbour fornt n took buses from there.
oh yea.
heres a warning to all guys n girlfriends(look aft ur guys)!
theres this sec one girl.
whose cca is dance.
she is super disgusting as in..
she goes round introducing herself to "shuai" guys
and yea flirt with them.
she is super interested when ppl says tat there is a guy who likes her.
n yea.she is just basically disgusting.
she is super yuck and you'll know why when you see her.
so girls! watch out for ur bfs.make sure they dun get seduced by her.
and guys! dun fall for her!
once again,every night its tears
12:40 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
went for tuition wid joel in e morning.
argh.super tired.
ytd drank coffee liqiour.thought it wld make me slp faster but it made me slp later.
sians.so yup.aft tuition went 4 their service cause i didnt go yhope ytd.
and my parents just left 4 genting highland in e morning.
sian.keep going their church..not used to it.
ahhh.so yea.
went to eat pastamina wid joel,ivan,sam,caleb n met ryan on e way to harbour fornt.
apperently my korkor is a hardcore cheese lover so is caleb.haha!sexy~
so yep.den we head off to e youth place beside their church.
cause it only 2plus.n fris starts at 3.30pm.
played pool.n yea basically slacked.
left e place at 3.10pm+ n went 2 west coast.
caleb n ryan went seperate ways during e trip there.
erm i bought a med green tea b4 playing fris.
1stgame 6-4 i think.
den we had water break.
bought large ice-lemon tea.
2nd game starts.
was slacking wid ivan on e thingy.
thingy = got e cloth thing tied from 1 tree to another.
so yup.den we join them like aft afew rounds.
i think i cld play better for 2ndgame.werid o.O
score was 7-2.
tio trashed like anything.sadddd.
everything seems to end early today.
service ended early.lunch ended early.fris ended early.
sians.anw we were taught a new fris game.duno wad triangle thingy.
its kinda fun like u have to pass e fris to ur teammates across e red sea n hit e cone tat are ard using e fris.
went to eat at macs wid ican n joel.cause i got no dinner at home =(
n it was pouring.as in heavy rain.
almost died.n shit tml i got to go skl myself.screw it!
once again,every night its tears
12:41 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
man today is super slack.
woke up den played audi.
i played 5games n i got 1stplace in 4games.
not bad right.hahaha. =)
n yay!i leveled up.sexy~
had lunch.den studied abit of chem.
its kinda chim.so yea.brain-dead.
den went out 4 dinner wid my family at sasake sushi.
ate 3dishes.ahh i feel fat now.
den erm came home.slacked awhile den studied finish chpt.
its super chim luh i dun understand.
what oxide n hydroxide..hmph.
think i need to study it again.just dun understand e last part of chpt 10.
stupid acids n bases!screw you!
thought u so nice,so easy to understand.acttually u r as chim as other subjects.
i dun like you! =(
but anw! see i so hardworking.highlight so many things untill need to buy new highlighters.
cant say i never study k!
oh yea.now i know where i get my lameness from...
its from my dad -.-"
he is way much lamer den me.trust me, you'll die -.-
oh well.watched bleach 136 den played afew 3games of audi.
apparently i only managed to get 1st in 1game.
sucks man.ahh..
i miss you!
once again,every night its tears
2:31 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
had class outing today.
sadly only 15ppl came.
guys:joel li,jun,sher,hotang,jereme,barn,nick yong,noel,hakim,jin kiat,jervis&keef
girls: srah,michelle chia n me.
pathetic rite.sians.think next time dun wan to organise liao.
so yep. joel picked me up n fetch ,me to vivo.since its on e way.
aft meeting everyone at e cinema n buying the movie ticket for rush hour 3,
we went to long john slivers to have a small bite.
den we head to e arcade.
me n keef went to pet safari.
e puppies are super cute!
i love them much much man.
so went 2 e movie aft tat.
rush hour 3 kinda funny,sick n yea nice lor
just dun like e sick part.
so yup.den we all head to mt faber safra.
the guys play bowling
den joel sent me home cause he need to go lesson also
so yup.he lend me e vcd stomp the yard.
e show is not bad.but storyline sucks.
almost fell aslp.
played audi wid michelle n yea...
gona slp soon.
GO WATCH RUSH HOUR 3!
once again,every night its tears
3:20 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
man had 2-3hours of slp only.
woke up early today for e orienteering.
super werid luh.
anw my team members, nick yong, arron(?), farsis(?)
arh yea.something like tat.
they were all chionging.n like i also have to chiong -.-"
wanted to join grp wid michelle but yea.didnt cause i cldnt find her.
den erm yea lor.run there run here.
went to SP den queenstown den vivocity(which is e wrong place) den to novea(sp?).
super tired.anw we were all late inculding some other grps.
suppose to be in skl at 10.45 but we reached skl at 11.45
hehehe.aft tat went out wid my mum to vivocity for appointment.
den went to meet jojo n chermaine at ps
michelle leong n hannah was super late >=(
waste time waiting there.
anw we walked to cine, den played e acrade there.
me,mich n cher played DDR.so ps.we sucked man.
den erm all of us played e game..which u have to hit e disk using something into e opponents goal.aiya duno luh.
erm..aft tat i played para para.its been years since i played tat game.feel so noob in it.
when we were just left e arcade, we saw james, oliver n calvin walkin towards e arcade.thank goodness i play e game finish liao.if not damn ps.if i was slower den 5secs, they wld hv seen me playing.so ps!!
jo n cher had 2 go off..so only left me,michelle n hannah.
we erm chill out at long john slivers den we went to take neoprints.
which is so not nice.
so aft which, we went go back.super tired.
mayb i shld slp early today...
to tat someone - I MISS YOU!
once again,every night its tears
11:21 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
man.today i'm completely dead tired.
aft skl went to play bowling wid..
junn,sher,barn,hakim,kiat,terence & keef.
stupid luh i'm e only girl.thought got other girls going also.
but yea..came home.
n headed straight for my room.
slpt all e way till 9pm.
sexy rite!?haha
i feel like a pigggg...
ate dinner at 10pm.aft bathing.
had chilli crab,pineapple rice n sea food tomyam.
super nice.even though i dun fancy crab cause i hate going thru e trouble jus to get e meat which is not very nice.
den yea lor.gona slp soon.tml got e stupid orienteering ahh..waste of time.
nite ppl!
once again,every night its tears
2:38 PM
Monday, August 06, 2007
oh man.regreted not slping early.
came to skl.feeling super super dead.
ehh.tio scolding frm mr ho during math lesson.
cause i was "slping" but acttually my eyes hurt so i just close my eyes.
den yea lor.
hmm.went 2 buy waffles at jumbo.
keef accompanied me for awhile b4 going badminton.
so sweet rite. <333
went up 4 tuition.
took a 15min nap.den yea.
continue wid tuition.
came home n slacked.
leg muscle super ache.i dun likkeee...
sigh.oh well...
once again,every night its tears
10:09 PM
woahhh leg cramp!
tiring day.ahaha.
woke up early, had tuition wid joel li..
went 4 his church service
cause i didnt go 2 any this week.
ehhh..den went vivo for lunch wid ivan,caleb,glenn,sam n 1 more girl.
went to support chris ong for his gig thing.
den went home 2 change into shirts n fbt.
went to play fris at west coast.
came home at 8plus.went to watch e stars..
super nice. =)
shall go slp soon!
cya ppl!
once again,every night its tears
2:08 PM
yay!finally bought a deuter bag =)
its orange.not really nice but yea..better den my sis's bag =/
bought a deruter waist pouch n a nalgene 400ml bottle also.
ahaha.it feels good being able to shop 4 wad you need/want/for fun =)
haha.i think next time i have to earn big bucks.
den can shop anytime n anywhere n at any expensive places.
hehe.den can get anything i want =)
lala.long day.feeling tired.
guess i'll go slp lei.
ntie ppls!
once again,every night its tears
3:03 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
happy birthday fairfield =)
attend the founders day thingy.
got my book prize of $20 boarders card voucher.
i'm gonna get top in lit,sci n math next year man!
got to buck up now.
end year examination coming soon.
sigh.
went for lunch wid my family aft tat..
came home took a nap.
played badminton wid my maid.
den jogged to cold storage.
sian stamina drop liao.ahhhh
anw i think 2dae is a diet day.
excerise so much den dinner eat vegetables only.haha
tml gonna buy backpack i think =)
yay finally.haha
once again,every night its tears
3:30 PM
Sat photos!
audrey,me n chermaine 
Grp shot!
super gay -.-"
woah! 
me n reynard
smiles!
look here!
=)
oooo
me n suan fonggg
me,chermaine&suan fongonce again,every night its tears
1:50 PM
Friday, August 03, 2007
THANK YOU ron for surprising me wid 2packs of gummy sweets.
1 of which is gummy bear n e other is gummy worm.haha.
i'm not posting my song on my blog~~
cause it'll be super ps n ppl can cope my song.haha
plus there is no music.
but i can post e lyrics.haha.so yup.
Memories
If i could turn back time
I would undo what is done
and everything would be a fairytale
Tell me baby,
how did this happen
It was all so perfect then
the time we had together.
your smile was never forgotten.
it was then i realised
i could not do without you.
Baby,
i love you
baby,
i miss you
baby,
i need you close to my heart.
oh baby,
would you please come back to me.
[chorus]
we were on the streets
your precious hand in mine
memories i will keep till forever
baby then you ask
would you still hold my hand when we are old
then i said
baby, definately
i love you so very much
we were planning for the future
but how did it end like this
[chorus]x2
TADA!
anw, everything here is copyrighted.
if anyone dares to copy my song.
im gonna make sure you suffer for eternity =)
so yea.
by the lyrics obviously its about a guy.haha
but yea.if u really really wana hear e song, you cld ask 4 a live performance.haha
jkjk.oh well
tired day =)
once again,every night its tears
11:51 AM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
saw my cousin, Alan aft skl.
he look, so so..formal.haha.
anw yea.he came to skl 2 help out wid e s2e thingy.
its kinda waste of time.but oh well.
he earns cash..
ANW!
went 4 art excursion 2dae =)
it was super nice.e artist's artwork were WOAH!
haha.anw now my cluffs are super pain.walk there walk here.
i feel like sitting on a wheelchair n move ard in it.
ahh!much work yet to be done.
-4pieces artwork.
-study for chinese compo test tml.
-math homework.
its tough being a student =(
once again,every night its tears
11:25 AM
