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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Monday, June 18, 2007


today is the most boring day EVER!
Joffre asked me out to watch fantastic 4..
but i didnt want, didnt have e movie mood.
and i'm starting to feel kinda moody to go out..
did the laundry, super mafan.
I DONT LIKE HOUSEHOLD CHORES =(
den in the aftnoon, i saw one of my fishy died.
it jumped out of my pond.
many big flies were flying around it n there blood.
den i see tat e water level in the pond was very low..
i feel so bad.
sigh.i realised i didnt feed the fishes for more than 2wks -.-
i somehow 4got abt them.sigh.
i cleaned up e dead fish, added water into e pond n fed them fish food.
felt kinda guilty n e fishys in e pond look kinda sad =(
mayb tats one incident tat makes me feel super reluctant to go out.
i dun even wan to go out to buy myself dinner =
sigh.i feel even more sad when i think of him.
everytime i log on to msn, i stare at his nick.
when he appears to be online, i'll open the conver n think wheather i shld talk to him.
when he appears busy, i close the conver n stare at his nick.
sigh.life sucks.
still got many things not done yet.
and i really really want to go out wid him, at least one last time.
but yea.anw thanks to my stupidity, i'm suffering from hunger now..
uh..i feel like goin to WC's macs to buy a meal.
but yea.still reluctant to leave hse
and going WC will only bring back memories i'm tryin to let go off.
ah! so many things i have to do..
1) complete all holiday homework!
2) complete canvas for art competition!
3) complete proposal for GB!
hai..homework is pissting me off.
its so not nice doin them.
someone help?
sigh



i just wished things didnt happen this way.
memories of us brings a smile on my face,
at the same time,
it pierce through my heart.

once again,every night its tears

12:38 PM