❤ Its more than just words.

Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Saturday, May 19, 2007

YAY!i'm back from obs.
woohoo i miss my darling so much.
camp was fun but yea many irritating conflicts happen

Day 1
Left for pula ubin from fmss early in e morning.
We had to split up into different grps.
1 boy n 1 girl from each class.
hai..so sad got seperated frm my friends.
grp members :Jervis,Mas,Jacob,Nicholas,Alex.Chu hui,Liyan,Beyanca(sp?),Jo,Joylnn,Cassandra,Jeyun,Jacqline,swenn and me.
Its difficult to clique wid them.
but yea.i was appointed overall i/c
li yan was appointed food i/c
nicholas n jervis as store i/c
jacob as kayaking i/c
grp name is Hillary.
our grp was named aft some dude climb e highest mountain in e world.
and they hope we can have e same attitude n essense tat he had.
i hope tat we had it too.
hai..anw yea.i tired 2 bond e grp =)
everything seem fine n things were going alrite.
we went kayaking aft packin e store n dividing e food,
i can see tat we were enjoying ourselves together n i super happy.
aft tat we had 2 pitch our tent and cook our dinner.
we took turns as in some pitch tent,some cook,some went 2 bathe.
and switch over every now n den.
slpt at 11pm.

Day 2
We woke up at 4am+
wash up and packed our stuff.
we were still late.like 45min.
aft we met Andy who was our instructor,we did PT
which was damn funny but yea..
Hillary got closer.
we hiked for 15-20min to OBS main camp.
e place was super big.
we had lunch,did the inverse tower.
Liyan n i was e 1st 2 climb n reach e top of e tower for our grp.=D
sexy man.
but was kinda dissapointed when not everyone climb e tower.
i saw tat e enthu spirit wasnt there.oh well.
sadly Jervis went back home because he had fever.
so we got a extra bag 2 put e items
we pitched e tent aft tat..
we didnt had 2 cook dinner cause they cooked dinner us.
aft dinner,we bathe n had red bean/orange soup 4 supper.
den we had 2 pack our bags again 4 tml's activities.
slpt at ard 12am.
anw 4watchs was combined into 1 grp. Mobile 4C.

Day 3
LAND EXPIDITION!
we woke up early,changed out n double check everything.
we set off at 8am.
we had 2 row boat 2 another side of ula ubin.
it was super tiring.they purposely make us make go 1 big round b4 reaching our destination.
damn wad lor.anw..we had 2 pee n change in e bushes.
so werid but it was a once in a life time experience.
aft tat,we tracked to our camping area.tracked 3hours long.
i was carrying 2 bags at 1st.
my own bag,which was filled wid everyone's food.
and my cloths are in jacob's bag.
the mass tins and pots are in jervis bag.
so i carried e food bag n mass tin bag.
super irritating when e bag slips off.
Beyanca helped me 2 carry jervis bag which was heavy.
we reached e place later den e other grp.
so we had limited choice of where 2 pitch e tent.
oh well..we cooked dinner again.
also,we had 2 do patrolling because wild boars.
3-5am was our patrolling time.
we saw wild boars.they are so cute!but they stink =( smell like dog food.
ahahas.we had 2 hit e sticks when we see them 2 keep them away.

Day 4
we unpitch e tents,pack bags,change 2 wet attire again n set off kayaking.
i had 2 change partner because there was an extra boat.
so my partner was nicholas.
i sort of panicked because i was so scare tat we will capside(sp?)
but yea.we made it thru to land.
=)
we had 2 go thru mangrove swamp den into e sea again
it was fun.Hands on experience.
CONFIRM PASS GEOG!
haha =X
we reached shore.
and this is where e problem starts.
1st i argued wid alex.
later on e abt 6 girls were against me.
hai.i was damn dissapointed.
they blame me 4 some childish thing.
like wad bathing?
argh.lets see if they were in my position how wld they handle e situation.
so yea.those who pitched e tent went 2 bathe 1st.
den e rest bathe.
mas,nicholas n jacq took over cooking.
i lock myself in e tent n cried.but later on i decided 2 stop bcuz i rather help den 2 be a burden.
so i helped them.when e food is cooked,i warm e food up 4 those tat were bathing.
but they took too long so i decided 2 off e fire n start eating 1st.
den markong n issac came down.
and i broke down again.so i went 2 eat wid them n liyan came.
its so good 2 have friends tat you can company and comfort you when you're down.
oh man.i sooo love you guys =) thanks alot.
aft tat we went 2 slp.

Day 5
we woke up late. 5.40am
suppose 2 be 5am.
wash up and pack e store.
was super irritated when packing e store.
not everyone helped and we were late AGAIN!
everyday we are late for things.
Andy got pisst when we were late n some of us werent in shoes.
its like wth.i lost my sports shoe rite.
den other ppl can wear sandals why we cannot.
i almost wanted 2 shout back but yea.
decided not 2 because its just shoes.
aft tat we had grp disscusion
some problems were trashed out.
but yea.i also duno how i shld be feeling.
forgive n forget?never forget what happens n get back at them?or just leave it when they hurt me so badly?
ahhh..so confusing.
it really spoils everything.my mood,my impression,my energy level n everything!
hai..but good news.i no longer need 2 deal wid e probs i had anymore =)))
YAY!!

once again,every night its tears

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