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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Sunday, December 10, 2006


hmm been quite a while since i post.
went 4 cell grp n church service 2dae.
last few days i was quite reluctant 2 go cuz i noe my parents wont allow..
some more..10am all the way till 7pm+
10am starts cell grp n 2.30 the service starts.
amazingly my parents didnt sae much only complaining abt the time..
tat i hv 2 meet jemie at 9.15am at orchad.plus they gave me xtra10bucks!yay.
haha.cell grp was ok.
went 4 lunch.i wanted 2 treat every1 cuz my bdae is comin..
but they didnt want..hai..
aft lunch went opp(thomson plaza).
waine wanted 2 go popular..so we followed.
i wanted 2 buy e identi pen for drawing but i couldnt find it..
waine took a super long time in e bookstore.
so e other 2 gals went 4 a walk ard.
jemie,jim n i sat at e soya bean shop..
jemie once again tried 2 convince me 2 go 4 e youth camp.
hai..its like i wana go.but its my parents n e payment i'm worried abt.
well not so much abt payment more on my parents knowin tat i've been going 2 church n stuff..
hmph.still duno wad 2 do.
jemie keep sayin put God 1st.yea i noe.n i'm tryin v hard.
but i dun wana hurt my parents.
cuz i've seen how my parents reacted when they found out tat my sis have been going 2 church.hai..how God?
anyway.the 3 of us went bac 2 co 1st.2 book seats 4 e service.
service was good.though i was falling aslp during gospel:x
aft service..went 4 dinner wid cell.
we had fun chatting n stuff.reached home ard 8.30pm.
while walking bac i saw my neighbour wid her bf.
it kinda makes me think of e past.but it doesnt hurt like b4.
n exbf is less on my mind.i guess God can really make miracles happen.
anyway.i duno wad got into me.aft i bathe i took my clothes n hand-wash it.
so werid.well at least i got e feel of how life is without washing machine :x'
man i'm gona pray hard 2 God.
a miracle will happen wid my parents.2 let me go 4 e camp n pay 4 it.
though its exp..still i'm willing 2 pay 50bucks.


once again,every night its tears

2:14 PM