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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Friday, December 01, 2006


woohoo!
came back frm cousin's hse.
stayed there frm monday night..
so..wad we did..was..
play com,ps,boardgames,ride bike n went out 2 watch movie.
wed..Alan,Bryan,Caroline n I went out 2 jurong point 2 watch movie..
i skipped lunch cuz i wasnt hungry..
watched open season.
went bac..den..erm..at 6pm.i went out 4 cell.
argh..was super hungry.
jim was late.
my aunt keep pestering me 2 go bac.
argh..so irritating..so many things..
e time,my parents call my cousins hse 2 check out on me,dinner..
gosh..i received a msg frm my mum.
i totally freaked out.duno wad 2 reply so i didnt..
den got a call frm m auntie..
so scary.anyway..i managed 2 bargain wid her some time..
2 buy food n eat.
ate at mr prata -.-"
bought 2 cheese prata,2 cheese n mushroom.
i ate 2 cheese..couldnt finish..
so moses ate 1 cheese&mushroom prata..e other i bring back.
i was totally panicking..luckily moses parents send me bac..
gosh so scary..
i knew God was testing me 2 moment we started cell grp.
but thoughts keep comin into my mind.
when eating prata i kept telling myself tat things wld go out fine..
cause i know i can trust God..
but my heart wouldnt listening..i juz panicked n panicked..
gosh..1st time in how many years i panicked so badly..
tat when jim asked my smthing..i couldnt rmb when i reached bac..
anyway..i'm glad tat things went out alrite..
btw i also bought a new bible^^
though its uhm..NKJV..hai..
it'll improve my lit..understanding chim stuff..ahaha.
for 2nights..me n my cousin been talking abt stuff..
skl..friends..teachers..events..classes..exams..
b4 we go 2 bed..chit-chat session?haha..
it was interesting..well at least i noe more abt some stuff..
and hu 2 avoid..2 invite less trouble 2 my life..
i had a gd time..enjoying myself at my cousin's hse.

hai..i'm still bothered abt my new class.
i juz cant help it..everynite b4 i go 2 bed..
i keep thinkin..wad is my new class gona b like?
will i b able 2 cope in express?
wads e point of goin 2 express?
argh..irritating thoughts.
but i noe i'll b able 2 cope..
cause wid God ard..he'll make things happen.

once again,every night its tears

3:19 PM