Declaration
God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference
In JESUS name,
AMEN
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hai.bad day really bad
cried twice 2dae.
1 during skl time n 1 at home.
i cried in skl cuz..
i cant get into thru train course.
there is no sub bio course.
n bloody skl shattered my dream carrer when i juz fixed my mind on a goal i wana work 2wards.
fuck shit.
i'm gona fail la.
wad physics n chem.
like takin another lesson of math la.fuck shit.
I must take A math den i can go in thru train course.
fuckin ms lim duno how 2 tink at all la.
so fuckin unfair.
another bad news is
my cat i've been searchin 4 21days is dead.
my mum knew abt it last wk.
but didnt tell me cuz i was in my exam wk.
she came 2 noe abt it is bcuz
she ask e cleaner n he said he saw a dead cat somewhere outside my hse.
my mum den confirm wid him tat it was my cat wid a pic.
she told me she was knock down by a car.
fuck shit man.hu did it.
can at least own up right.
fucking gay shit.make me wait 4 21days full wid hope.
n i went in e car n hear " kitty is alrdy dead "
wad fuckin crap is tis.
fuck shit i've nv cried so long 4 my entire life.
1.10hr + 20min in skl.
been predictin last yr it might happen.
nv expect it 2 really happen.
Labels: worse day of my life.
once again,every night its tears
12:40 PM