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Declaration

God grant me serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
the courage to change the things i can,and,
the wisdom to know the difference

In JESUS name,
AMEN

Wednesday, October 04, 2006


5days.
its been 5days since she went missing.
i hate it.
why is god playin wid me like tis?
why me?why her?why now?
WHY?
she is e i luv most other den him.
i'm juz so sick n tired of life.
god is juz playin wid me.
so god..had enough fun?
cld u return her 2 me now?
i did not do anything wrong.
so y r u doing this 2 me?
at tis time.when exams r near.
i cant study.i cant even eat a proper meal in peace.
u took her away without even telling me.
wad is this?some kind of torture tat only i must suffer?
if i were 2 trade my life 4 her's i wld.
gif me tat chance n i will.
i will do tat 4 any1.
any1.
she mayb a cat.
but she was e reason y i enjoyed my childhood.
other den tat.
childhood life sucks.
nothing was going right 4 me.
i always wanted 2 rush home cuz she was there.
i noe she'll always b there 4 me.
she has been there 4 me 4 6yrs now.
y did u take her away?
if she were 2 die.
let me c how she died.
i want 2 c her dead body.
if not i wld continue waiting..
..and waiting..
no other cat can replace her.
god..i beg u.return her 2 me.
every night i have slpless night.
every night i cry myself 2 slp.
worrying abt my best buddy.
what happened 2 her?
why did she sudenly dissapear?
why is my other cat behaving oddly?
why?why?why?
i wished i had been there when some1 took her.
i wished i had been there 2 stop her frm running away.
i wished i didnt open the door 4 her.

once again,every night its tears

1:57 PM